December 14, Thursday

REPOST  Today’s AMI QT Devotional, provide by Pastor Peter Yoon of Kairos Christian Church in San Diego, was first posted on October 12, 2017.  Peter is a graduate of University of California, Riverside (BA) and Talbot School of Theology (M.Div.). 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“The Joy of Following Jesus”

Genesis 12:1

The Lord had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.”

Years ago, Jessica and I were ministering at a retreat, and we sensed that some of the people present wanted to get closer to the Lord; yet they were hesitating. It was there that I identified one of the reasons why believers hesitate to follow Jesus fully  (with one foot on the brake): They have this notion that should they wholeheartedly commit to Jesus, God will immediately send them packing as missionaries to the “ends of the earth,” where they will suffer miserably under harsh conditions. 

C.S. Lewis described his own conversion with the admission that he was “the most dejected and reluctant convert in all England” as God would demand everything from Lewis that had ever given him pleasures in life. 

Genesis 12 begins a new chapter in the story of the Bible, a story of God’s redemption. God chooses Abram to build a nation, and through Israel, God would bring His Kingdom on earth. And it begins with the calling of Abram and Sarai to leave their country, people, and family. I assume that for Abram and Sarai, their relatives and their living circumstances were sources of comfort and happiness; yet, they would leave trusting in God’s promises. 

Do you find yourself hesitating in your commitment to the Lord believing that He might take something away from you? Do you have a view of God that He’s out to lead you towards a life that is hard and without happiness? 

Well, C.S. Lewis, as well as many others, have discovered that following Jesus have resulted in the very opposite to their assumptions. In fact, as Lewis followed Jesus, he was quite surprised by joy that was deeper than any momentary pleasures (Surprised by Joy). He discovered that true joy only results in knowing a Person and being devoted to Him. 

May the Lord help all of us who still hesitate in following Him fully. 

Prayer: Lord, I admit that I hesitate in my devotion to You because I’m afraid You might take things away from me. Help me to truly understand the love of the Father and the joy of following You. In Jesus’ name. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ecclesiastes 4


Lunch Break Study  

Read Heb. 12:1-3 (NIV): Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3 Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

Questions to Consider

  1. How does the writer of Hebrews instruct the believers to continue in their faith? 
  2. What motivated Jesus to endure the pain and suffering of the cross? 

Notes

  1. He exhorts the believers to: throw off things that hinder us; to run the raced marked for us; to fix our eyes on Jesus; and to consider Christ who endured opposition. 
  2. It was “for the joy set before him.” In other words, true joy awaited Him on the other side of the cross. 

Evening Reflection

Ask the Holy Spirit to help you throw off sins that so easily entangle you, so that you can continue to run the race marked for you and discover true joy that is found in Christ Jesus. 

December 13, Wednesday

Today’s AMI QT Devotional, first posted on December 12, 2017, is provided by Jennifer Kim.  Jennifer, a graduate of Boston University and Alliance Theological Seminary, served as a staff in several AMI churches in the past. 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“The Cost of Ungodly Gain”

Genesis 27:41-45

So Esau bore a grudge against Jacob because of the blessing with which his father had blessed him; and Esau said to himself, “The days of mourning for my father are near; then I will kill my brother Jacob.” 42 Now when the words of her elder son Esau were reported to Rebekah, she sent and called her younger son Jacob, and said to him, “Behold your brother Esau is consoling himself concerning you by planning to kill you. 43 Now therefore, my son, obey my voice, and arise, flee to Haran, to my brother Laban! 44 Stay with him a few days, until your brother’s fury subsides, 45 until your brother’s angeragainst you subsides and he forgets what you did to him. Then I will send and get you from there. Why should I be bereaved of you both in one day?”

 I have a vivid memory of when I was six years old, being filled with so much pain and confusion as I saw my dad leave on a cab headed to the airport. My parents had made the decision to open up a new branch of their business in Brazil in hopes of fulfilling the American dream for their kids, while my mom continued to run their business in New York and taking care of my ten-year-old brother and myself.   Looking back, my parents could never have imagined the cost of their decision: a family divided for over two decades with consequences that our family is still overcoming.

Today’s passage is no different: Rebekah’s desire to see her son Jacob receive the blessing from Isaac cost her the unity of her family and much more.  Esau plots to kill Jacob for stealing Isaac’s blessing, and Rebekah has no choice but to send Jacob away to spare his life. In the next five chapters, we read Jacob’s story of his new wives (Gn. 29), the birth of his sons (Gn. 30:1-24), the prosperity Jacob gains (Gn. 30:25-43), and the ultimate reunion with Esau (Gn. 32-33). Commentaries conclude that period spanned over twenty years, and sometime during this period, Rebekah died without ever seeing her son Jacob again. While Rebekah probably had the best of intentions for Jacob, the consequences of her sins led to division and strife—and ultimately, she never got to see her son again.

What we can learn from this story is that good intentions will always fall short—if our desires are for ungodly personal gain. While my parents simply wanted the best for our family—the same way Rebekah wanted the best for Jacob—their desires were of worldly blessings that came at a cost. We must recognize that true blessings come when we align ourselves to the will of God, for His ways are greater than our ways. While I am happy to share that my dad permanently moved back home to the United States in 2016, it cost my family nineteen years of missed birthdays, holidays, and special events. But most of all, it cost us our family bond, for we had to start from scratch to rebuild the divided relationships of our family, due to the separation that was done all in the name of good intentions.

Today, I want to challenge us to examine any area of our lives in which we are working hard towards something, and ask ourselves whether we are pursuing that to honor the Lord or with simply good intentions, regardless of the cost. May we be people who seek God’s ways above our personal desires, so that we may fall in alignment to God’s blessings in our lives.

Prayer: God, I thank You that Your ways are always good. Forgive me for the times that I have not pursued Your plans and desires in my life. Help me to trust that Your ways lead to life, and that I may walk in alignment with Your will for my life.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ecclesiastes 3


Lunch Break Study

Read Genesis 32:24-29:Then Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. 25 When he saw that he had not prevailed against him, he touched the socket of his thigh; so the socket of Jacob’s thigh was dislocated while he wrestled with him. 26 Then he said, “Let me go, for the dawn is breaking.” But he said, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.” 27 So he said to him, “What is your name?” And he said, “Jacob.” 28 He said, “Your name shall no longer be Jacob, but Israel; for you have striven with God and with men and have prevailed.”

Questions to Consider

  1. Amidst all the deceiving that Jacob performed throughout his life, why did God bless Jacob?
  2. Why did God give Jacob a new name?
  3. In what area do you need to wrestle with God to overcome certain struggles, so that God may bless you?

Notes

  1. Jacob’s persistence and desire to be blessed by God caused Him to bless Jacob, regardless of his past.
  2. So that he would no longer be identified as a deceiver but as one who has prevailed.
  3. Personal response.

Evening Reflection

Take time to reflect on your day to examine whether you may have operated in ways that was out of alignment with God’s ways. Maybe you found yourself working for personal gain at work or school; or maybe you did something in the name of good intentions without thinking about the cost. Lift these areas to the Lord and wrestle with God to overcome your temptations so that God may bless you!

December 12, Tuesday 

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, first posted on December 5, 2017, is provided by Andy Kim who is the Lead Pastor of Radiance Christian Church in San Francisco. Andy is a graduate of Northwestern University (B.S.) and Fuller Theological Seminary (M.Div.). 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“The Black Friday Revisited”

Genesis 25:29-34

 Once when Jacob was cooking stew, Esau came in from the field, and he was exhausted.30 And Esau said to Jacob, “Let me eat some of that red stew, for I am exhausted!” (Therefore his name was called Edom. 31 Jacob said, “Sell me your birthright now.”32 Esau said, “I am about to die; of what use is a birthright to me?” 33 Jacob said, “Swear to me now.” So he swore to him and sold his birthright to Jacob. 34 Then Jacob gave Esau bread and lentil stew, and he ate and drank and rose and went his way. Thus Esau despised his birthright.

Every year, America witnesses the inner savage in all humans—we call it Black Friday shopping. In the past, shoppers have actually pulled out guns but people still refused to let go of televisions and computers even as they were getting shot at. This year, a shopper threw a shoe at a poor innocent baby while trying to beat the rush.  Suffice it to say, we can all agree that Black Friday shopping has taken over and destroyed the meaning of Thanksgiving. Rather than celebrating with families and friends and thinking of the years’ past blessings, people sit in tents waiting in lines, fighting one another. Over what? Just to save some money on items that will soon be outdated. 

In our passage today, Esau trades his birthright for a lousy bowl of soup because of his physical hunger. During the Mosaic times, the birthright, especially of the first child, meant a double portion of the family inheritance. It was their identity as the one to carry on the family line. Growing up, I always thought that Jacob was the conniving villain and Esau was just a naïve victim. But as I read this passage carefully I realized that, although Jacob deceived his brother, Esau had a great fault of his own. He failed to recognize the value and importance of his birthright; he did not fully understand the depth of the inheritance promised to him. As a result,  Esau traded away something valuable for that which would only satisfy his immediate physical need, only to regret forever.

The stories of Black Friday may seem comical, but the reality is, how often have we fallen into the same trap? How often do we chase after things of the world, putting our value and identity in them only to be disappointed?  Sure, we can say that’s life and we are simply victims of it, but at what cost? May we never lose sight of our true identity and the inheritance that awaits all those who believe in the eternal value of salvation. It’s not to say other things are not important and that we shouldn’t pursue them; but it is to pursue them in light of our eternal inheritance. We all have been given something far greater than what this world could ever offer. May we never trade our identities as co-heirs to His kingdom for the fading temporary pleasures of this world. 

Prayer: Father, we confess that many times we put things before You because we think it will satisfy us. However, we know that all these are temporary pleasures, for only You can truly satisfy us. Would You strengthen us in times when we are tempted to forget this truth? Help us to live our lives in light of our eternal inheritance. 

Bible Reading for Today: Ecclesiastes 2


Lunch Break Study

Read Romans 8:14-17: For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. 15 For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!” 16 The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, 17 and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him.

Questions to Consider

  1. What does it mean to be led by the Spirit of God? How does this change our relationship with God?
  2. What does it mean for us to be adopted? What are the implications of this?
  3. What is the inheritance given to us as sons and daughters?

Notes

  1. Paul states that only those who are led by the spirit can come into a new relationship as sons of God. He contrasts this with the relationship between slaves and their masters. Slaves have no authority in their lives and must listen to their masters. Paul is referring to our state prior to salvation when we were slaves to the flesh under the law. Slaves serve their masters out of fear of being punished; but as sons, we no longer serve out of such fear. Instead, as sons, we have a lasting relationship where we address God as “Father”. 
  2. In our modern context, the word adoption brings up images of legal papers and processes. However, commentator Warren Wiersbe writes: “The literal meaning of the Greekword is “son-placing”—the taking of a minor (whether in the family or outside) and making him or her the rightful heir.  As heirs, we are then given an inheritance to His kingdom. We have been adopted into God’s family by the Spirit, and not by our own merit.
  3. Paul is talking about an eternal inheritance that awaits us—the glory that we will share with Christ! Note, Paul makes a distinction that such glory comes with some suffering along the way. This suffering refers to the discipline that, as believers, we are to live by (Paul speaks of such disciplined life in 1 Corinthians 9:24-27).  But such discipline pales in comparison to “what is in store for us is so grand and glorious that it will be, and will feel, as though we each had alone gotten most of the glory of God” (Timothy Keller). 

Evening Reflection

The 1980’s American classic Annie is a film about an orphan girl who lives under the mistreatment of Miss Hannigan, an abusive alcoholic. The story takes a turn when a billionaire decides to adopt an orphan for a week to boost his public image. Annie is chosen and her life is forever changed as she lives in a lavish house with everything at her fingertips. The story ends with the billionaire eventually adopting Annie as his own daughter. Her life is forever changed from living in a broken run down house under a terrible caretaker, to a lavish mansion under the love and care of her new father. 

May we be reminded that we too were once orphans in this world. And in our hopelessness, God has adopted us as his sons and daughters. Remember we are heirs to His kingdom and we now have full access to all that is His. Spend some time reflecting on this truth.  

December 11, Monday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, first posted on December 18, 2017, is provided by Pastor Yohan Lee.  He is a friend of AMI who in the past has served as a staff at several AMI churches.  He is a graduate of the University of Pennsylvania (BA) and Cairn University (MA).

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“Time Flies…” 

Genesis 29:15-20

Then Laban said to Jacob, “Because you are my kinsman, should you therefore serve me for nothing? Tell me, what shall your wages be?” 16 Now Laban had two daughters. The name of the older was Leah, and the name of the younger was Rachel. 17 Leah’s eyes were weak,[a] but Rachel was beautiful in form and appearance. 18 Jacob loved Rachel. And he said, “I will serve you seven years for your younger daughter Rachel.” 19 Laban said, “It is better that I give her to you than that I should give her to any other man; stay with me.” 20 So Jacob served seven years for Rachel, and they seemed to him but a few days because of the love he had for her.

 When it comes to time, I think we all understand that old saying, “The days are long but the years are short.”  When we look back, doesn’t it seem like your time in school, dating your wife, your kid’s childhood, your 20’s (30’s or 40’s), time you had with your parents, etc., just whizzed by?  But when you look ahead, don’t things like finishing school, getting married, raising kids, retirement, seem like a never ending series of never ending days?  This is why I don’t get how in v. 20, it says that Jacob’s love for Rachel made seven long years (2,555 days, not counting leap year) of labor feel like just a “few days.”  When I was waiting to get married, there was only about a six month gap between my engagement and wedding—that time felt like forever to me!  But perhaps Jacob—that heel-grasping deceiver—was more patient and more loving than I?

Here’s my point: many of us know how to invest long periods of time into things we deem important—such as school, a training program, or that horrible job!  Unfortunately, when it comes to spiritual matters, character, or ministry, we’ve become immediate-gratification Christians.  For example, if I were to give you a regimen that would help you either overcome an addiction, grow in a particular area, or grow a ministry, but it would take seven years before you saw lasting fruit, would you take it, or, does seven years seem too long?  Most of us probably wouldn’t, figuring we can accomplish our desired goals in a fraction of that time.  But this morning, let me remind you, for the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day (2 Peter 3:8).  Many of the important things in life—like godliness, character, and wisdom—are going be lifetime investments.  When we just accept that, then we can learn how to enjoy the process.  

This morning, think about some spiritual things you’ve always wanted to accomplish but seemed too difficult or too time consuming: such as becoming a real Bible scholar, having a deep prayer life, becoming a small group leader, growing in a ministry skill, or memorizing the New Testament.  Let’s not get discouraged because expertise won’t happen in a week, but let’s enjoy the investment and the time it takes to know and walk with our Lord.  And trust me, He is changing you through the process!  

Prayer: Lord, I have always wanted to do ________ .  Please give me strength and perseverance to start this venture with You today.  Help me to see You working in my life through the process.  And thank You that You are the one who began a good work in me and will carry it through to completion until the day of our Lord.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ecclesiastes 1

Lunch Break Study

Psalm 90 (Read the entire Psalm; only portions are provided): Lord, you have been our dwelling place in all generations. 2 Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever you had formed the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God. 3 You return man to dust and say, “Return, O children of man!”  4 For a thousand years in your sight are but as yesterday when it is past, or as a watch in the night… 12 So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.13 Return, O Lord! How long?Have pity on your servants!14 Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love,that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.15 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us,and for as many years as we have seen evil.

16 Let your work be shown to your servants, and your glorious power to their children.

17 Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us, and establish the work of our hands upon us; yes, establish the work of our hands!

Questions to Consider

1.  What do we learn about God’s nature from this Psalm?

2.  What do we learn about the nature of man from this Psalm?

3.  What was the psalmist’s request (vv. 16-17), and how does that serve as a model for us? 

Notes

1.  God is eternal and exists outside of time.  Before the universe existed, He was there.  He currently exists in the past, present, and future, and therefore always have perfect perspective.

2.  Compared to God, our span is insignificant, and our vision and understanding are limited. 

3.  The psalmist asked for two things:  First, he wanted people to see get awestruck by God’s eternal power, and then he asked that the work of His hands be established forever—in other words, an eternal legacy. 

Evening Reflection

Today’s theme was time. On one hand, we do have time, so we need to be willing to take time to invest in the things of the Kingdom.  On the other hand, because our time is brief, we need to be willing to take time to invest in Kingdom things.  This evening take some time and ask God to show you what you should be investing in.  

December 10, Sunday

REPOST Today’s Spiritual Food for Thought, first posted on December 18, 2016, is provided by Phillip Chen who is associate pastor at Kairos Christian Church in San Diego. Phil is a graduate of University of California, San Diego (BS) and Talbot School of Theology (M.Div.). 

Spiritual Food for Thought for the Weekend

“Kids Matter to God”

Philippians 4:14-20 (ESV)

Yet it was kind of you to sharemy trouble. 15 And you Philippians yourselves know that in the beginning of the gospel, when I left Macedonia, no church entered into partnership with me in giving and receiving, except you only. 16 Even in Thessalonica you sent me help for my needs once and again. 17 Not that I seek the gift, but I seek the fruit that increases to your credit.  18 I have received full payment, and more. I am well supplied, having received from Epaphroditus the gifts you sent, a fragrant offering, a sacrifice acceptable and pleasing to God.19 And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. 20 To our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen.

Last week, I had the opportunity to share with the children of our church in their AWANA program that it is better to give than to receive, and that God loves a cheerful and generous giver.  I shared of an infamous story of a child at the Church of Southland, who had a very difficult time giving. Every time the offering bag was passed around, he would take the money that his parents had given him, clench it in his fist, lower his fist into the offering bag, and pull his hand back out—with the money still in his hands.  When a teacher asked him why he didn’t put it in, he exclaimed, “It’s so hard to give!” From a young age, we have found that it is harder to give than to receive. We see giving as a burden rather than a blessing.

Though we might think that this will change as we get older, it’s not something that we simply grow out of. When I was in high school, I treated tithes and offerings as a tax. I found a loophole in this “tax system” though, which helped me justify to myself why I didn’t need to give. Since the money that was given to me was from my parents, and they had already tithed for it, whatever I received was a “post-tithe contribution” that did not need to be tithed again—how twisted my mindset was on giving!  Yet it would not surprise me if there are many others who think exactly like me, where giving becomes something that we try to get out of, rather than something that we embrace and desire more opportunities to give. 

In this passage, Paul is thanking the Philippians for their generosity. They had been faithfully giving very generously to Paul and his work for the gospel, when he was establishing different church plants. Paul does not emphasize the amount that they give, only their attitude and partnership in their giving. Here, he shares his true intentions in receiving support from this church – that they would receive the fruit that increases to their credit. Their giving not only blesses Paul in the earthly sense, but they are being credited with eternal rewards in the heavenly sense. Paul had just gone through a discourse of being content in any situation; he has been in abundance and in lack, and so he really has no need of their giving. Even if they were not able to give much, he had committed himself to working as a tentmaker so that he would be able to support himself in his gospel endeavors. Nevertheless, Paul rejoices when he thinks about the Philippian believers because their attitude towards giving reflects their growing in maturity as believers. They are learning to invest in the right things, and that makes Paul happy as their spiritual father.

As we mature as believers, I hope that we are maturing in our capacity and our attitude in giving. Do we see giving as an opportunity to invest in something great and lasting, or do we see it as a mandatory item on our check-list of being a Christian? For some, giving resources might not be difficult, but giving time in serving those who are in need might be what is most difficult. It can be difficult to give, especially when we feel as we have nothing left to give, but just as Paul says, “God will supply every need of yours according to the riches in Christ Jesus.” Faithful giving begets faithful giving.

Prayer: Father, I confess that it is hard to give at times. Help me to see giving as an opportunity rather than a burden. I pray that Your Holy Spirit would work in my heart so that I might mature in this manner. Amen.  

Bible Reading for Today: Proverbs 31

December 9, Saturday

REPOST Today’s Spiritual Food for Thought, first posted on December 10, 2016, is provided by Pastor Shan Gian who leads Remnant Westside Church in Manhattan. Shan is a graduate of University of Pennsylvania (BA) and Gordon Conwell Seminary (M.Div.).

Spiritual Food for Thought for the Weekend

“Work for This Gift?”

Philippians 2:12

Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my presence but much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling, 13 for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.

Christmas is coming soon—and many of us are thinking about gifts.  Let’s say, on Christmas Day, someone very close to you gives you a wonderful gift that he/she thinks you’ll love, with beautiful wrapping paper and a pretty bow on top.  What would you do with it?  You would, of course, either gently unwrap the gift, or tear up the wrap like an animal, open the box, and enjoy the great gift.  But now that you’ve done the work of unwrapping this gift, have you now “worked” for this gift?  Of course not! The “work” that you’ve done has only led you to enjoy this gift.   

Philippians 2:12 is one of the most perplexing verses in the Bible for many Christians.  All of our lives, we’ve been told that salvation is a free gift from God, that our salvation is by faith, not by works (Ephesians 2:8-9); it’s not at all about what we do, but it’s about what Jesus has done. But here, Paul seems to contradict himself— and the whole gospel message—by commanding us to “work out your own salvation.”  It’s as if Paul hadn’t read what he wrote in Ephesians!

Paul, of course, is not contradicting himself, and he’s not advocating a salvation based on good works.  But the work that he calls us to do is a lot like the work we do in opening our Christmas gifts.  There is effort required—but it’s still a gift.  The work you do in opening a gift is inconsequential in comparison to the gift itself.  As followers of Christ, we have been given salvation—the greatest gift imaginable— and we clearly have not earned it—it is by the grace of God.  We do not work FOR our salvation, but still we work it out.  Perhaps an easier way for us to think of it is that we make our salvation known or revealed; we unwrap this gift of salvation and make it known to us and to others.  There is no point in having a gift that is unopened.

The theological term for this work is sanctification.  We work to draw closer to God, to be set free from sin and temptation, and to be more and more like Jesus.  Though sanctification is hard work, and it takes incredible amount of effort to live holy and righteous lives, our work is not the means of our salvation—rather, it reveals our salvation. At the same time, we have been given the Holy Spirit, our Counselor and Helper, through this sanctification process.  And even though it takes endurance and diligence to be sanctified, it is inconsequential to the gift that we have been given.  So let us rejoice in the gift of our salvation, and at the same time, unwrap the gift, as we work it out before the Lord!

Prayer: Jesus, I think You for this gift of salvation.  I know I have not earned it and I do not deserve it, but it is a gift of grace.  Help me, Jesus, to work out my salvation.  Give me strength to seek sanctification and to be more like You.  Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Proverbs 29-30

December 7, Friday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, first posted on May 19, 2017, is provided by Pastor Barry Kang, who heads Symphony Church in Boston.  Barry is a graduate of Stanford University (B.S.), Fuller Theological Seminary (M.Div.), and Gordon Conwell Seminary (D.Min.).

Devotional Thought For This Morning

“What is the Sound of One Hand Clapping?”

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong. 

Humble yourself and God will exalt you (James 4:10); the first shall be last (Matthew 20:16); free from sin, slaves of righteousness (Romans 6:18); live through dying (John 12:24); lose life to find it (Matthew 10:39); when I am weak, then I am strong (2 Cor. 12:10)—the New Testament has many seeming paradoxes.  Culturally and societally speaking, they don’t always make sense, but spiritually—they make all the sense in the world.   

So how does weakness lead to strength?  It might be helpful to think of the glass of a light-bulb.  The glass is very thin, fragile, and easily shattered, but precisely because of that fragility, it is transparent (or translucent), which allows for the light to shine more brightly.  Similarly, when we are strong, we obscure the work of God and we receive the glory.  Also, we depend on God less; we pray less and God answers fewer prayers.  When we are fragile, the strength of God is more clearly shown in us, so God receives the glory.  We depend on God more; we pray more and God answers our prayers more.  One is life without God; the other is life with God.  One is a life of earning; the other is a life of grace.  Culturally and societally, it may not make sense, but spiritually, we know which is better.

Prayer: Father, what an awesome thought it is that You can be strong in us.  Lord, help us to surrender our strengths to You and embrace our weakness and dependence on You.  We don’t want to live a life independent of You.  We want to see Your power coursing through our lives as we depend on You.  Be glorified in us this day!  In Jesus’ name, we pray.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Proverbs 28


Lunch Break Study

Read Isaiah 40:27-31: Why do you say, O Jacob, and speak, O Israel, “My way is hidden from the Lord, and my right is disregarded by my God”? 28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. 29 He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. 30 Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; 31 but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.

Questions to Consider

  1. Based on this passage, what seems to be the basis for finding strength in God?
  2. To whom does God give power and strength?
  3. Looking at v.31, how do we find strength in God?

Notes

  1. V.28 says that “the Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth.” God is the creator of everything! This means there is unlimited strength in Him, strength that we, as created beings, cannot even comprehend! 
  2. V.29 says, “He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might, he increases strength.” Those who are weak, worn-out, weary, broken – these are the ones to whom God gives His strength and power.
  3. We wait on Him! This means we do not trust in our own strength, our own skills and decisions; rather, we let God be God in our lives, since He is the Creator of everything. It’s His strength we need in our lives, not our own!

Evening Reflection  

Tonight, let’s ask God for more of His strength. Ask Him to reveal any area of your life where you are relying solely on yourself, and pray for God’s strength over that area. Let His grace and strength be enough for you!

December 7, Thursday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, provided by Cami King—now a friend of AMI—was first posted on December 15, 2017. Cami served faithfully as a staff at several AMI churches in the past.  

Devotional Thoughts For This Morning

“The Incredible Promises of an Incredible God” 

Genesis 28:10-15

Meanwhile Jacob left Beer Sheba and set out for Haran. 11 He reached a certain place where he decided to camp because the sun had gone down. He took one of the stones and placed it near his head. Then he fell asleep in that place 12 and had a dream. He saw a stairway erected on the earth with its top reaching to the heavens. The angels of God were going up and coming down it 13 and the Lord stood at its top. He said, “I am the Lord, the God of your grandfather Abraham and the God of your father Isaac. I will give you and your descendants the ground you are lying on. 14 Your descendants will be like the dust of the earth, and you will spread out to the west, east, north, and south. All the families of the earth will pronounce blessings on one another using your name and that of your descendants. 15 I am with you! I will protect you wherever you go and will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I promised you!”

If you rushed through the verses above, take a moment to go back and read them once more (consider reading them aloud). What an amazing promise! We serve an awesome God who makes incredible promises to His people—promises of provision, prosperity, posterity, protection, and presence (His very presence with His people). What more could we ask for? 

One commentator explains God’s promise to Jacob in the verses above as follows: “The ladder was a visible symbol of the real and uninterrupted fellowship between God in heaven and His people upon earth. The angels upon it carry up the wants of men to God, and bring down the assistance and protection of God to men. The ladder stood there upon the earth, just where Jacob was lying in solitude, poor, helpless, and forsaken by men. Above in heaven stood Jehovah, and explained in words the symbol which he saw. Proclaiming Himself to Jacob as the God of his fathers, He not only confirmed to him all the promises of the fathers in their fullest extent, but promised him protection on his journey and a safe return to his home. But as the fulfillment of this promise to Jacob was still far off, God added the firm assurance, ‘I will not leave thee till I have done (carried out) what I have told thee.’” (Keil & Delitzsch Commentary on the Old Testament via bible.org)

In some ways, as we will see during our journey together through the Scriptures, Jacob and his immediate descendants tasted fulfillment of this grand promise during their lifetime. But in John 1:51, we learn that the ultimate fulfillment of this promise would come in the person and work of Jesus, when He repaired and restored the relationship between God and humanity once and for all, extending this promise from Jacob and His family to all people’s and all of the world. 

Be encouraged today, my sisters and brothers—we serve an incredible God who makes incredible promises. And God is faithful to do what God has said in ways that are exceedingly and abundantly beyond what we are able to ask, think, or imagine. 

Prayer: Almighty God of presence and promise, I set aside this moment in my day to acknowledge You and to say thank You. You have made tremendous promises to me, some that seem too good to be true, and You are faithful to fulfill every word. Remind me of those of Your promises that I need to hold on to today. Help me to trust in You with a steadfast heart. Help me to be joyful in hope. In Jesus’ name. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Proverbs 27


Lunch Break Study

Read Genesis 28:16-22: Then Jacob woke up and thought, “Surely the Lord is in this place, but I did not realize it!” 17 He was afraid and said, “What an awesome place this is! This is nothing else than the house of God! This is the gate of heaven!” 18 Early in the morning Jacob took the stone he had placed near his head and set it up as a sacred stone. Then he poured oil on top of it. 19 He called that place Bethel, although the former name of the town was Luz. 20 Then Jacob made a vow, saying, “If God is with me and protects me on this journey I am taking and gives me food to eat and clothing to wear, 21 and I return safely to my father’s home, then the Lord will become my God. 22 Then this stone that I have set up as a sacred stone will be the house of God, and I will surely give you back a tenth of everything you give me.”

Questions to Consider

  1. What does Jacob realize after his encounter with God (see this morning’s passage for reference)? Have you ever come to such a realization? 
  2. Are there areas or situations in your life where you don’t perceive God’s presence, nearness, or activity? Pray and ask God to help you see that God is with you. 
  3. What does Jacob do after his encounter with God? Why do you think these are important things to do?  
  4. God doesn’t always meet us in overt and dramatic ways. But God does meet us in ways that are discernable and gives us promises for our good and God’s glory. What are some of God’s promises that you need to remember today? Spend time searching the Scriptures or recalling from memory some of these promises.  


Notes

  1. Jacob realizes that he was in the presence of God all along even though he didn’t perceive it. Have you ever looked back on a situation and realized God was present with you even though you didn’t perceive it? Spend some time in personal reflection. 
  2. Spend some time talking to God about these areas. Jacob was able to declare, even though he was facing a difficult circumstance in his life, that he was standing at the gates of heaven and in the abundance of the presence of God. Ask God to help you see that God is with you. 
  3. Jacob worships God where He is, sets up a monument to help Him remember what God has done, and renames the place, in light of what God has done there. Our response to God is as important as any encounter. We can waste an encounter, or we can allow it to lead us to worship. Usually circumstances have to change for us to worship, but God is worthy regardless of the circumstances. We must also find ways to remember how God has been faithful (e.g. journal) so we can return to those things for encouragement along life’s journey. And lastly, we can choose to allow God and how God is moving in our lives to be the most important things about any season. Think about a difficult season in your life: what if instead of it being the year when [fill in the blank with whatever difficult circumstance] happened, it was instead the year when God [fill in the blank with God’s work in spite of, or maybe even though, the circumstances]. 

Evening Reflection

 These all died in faith without receiving the things promised, but they saw them in the distance and welcomed them and acknowledged that they were strangers and foreigners on the earth…39 And these all were commended for their faith, yet they did not receive what was promised. 40 For God had provided something better for us, so that they would be made perfect together with us. (Hebrews 11:13, 39-40)

Advent, the season of about four weeks leading up to Christmas, is a time of preparation. It is a season where the Church remembers in longing and waiting our desperate need for the coming of Christ, because of our brokenness and sin. We remember our former darkness and separation from God. As we’ve reflected on God’s promises today (and as we are currently in the Advent season), it behooves us to also remember that every promise of God uttered in Scripture was followed by a season of waiting—oftentimes very long seasons of waiting—  during which God is at work bringing the promises to pass and God’s people are prepared to receive and enjoy the fulfillment of those promises.  Hebrews 11 (above) contains a long list of people who waited their entire lives to see the fullness of God’s promises come to pass. While hope in God’s promises produces joy, delay in God’s fulfillment can often produce discouragement, weariness, and apathy. But we must not grow weary in hope, because we know that at the right time (Galatians 4:4-5) God will do what has been promised, because God has already demonstrated His faithfulness and trustworthiness.  

Are there promises in which you’ve lost hope? Are there areas in your life where you’ve grown weary or discouraged? Offer them to God this evening, asking for a renewed faith and hope. 

December 6, Thursday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, first posted on December 20, 2017, is provided by Pastor Yohan Lee.  He is a friend of AMI who in the past has served as a staff at several AMI churches.  He is a graduate of the University of Pennsylvania (BA) and Cairn University (MA).

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“Give me a Break”

Genesis 29:31

When the Lord saw that Leah was hated, he opened her womb, but Rachel was barren.

My wife and I recently purchased our first home.  I don’t know if it’s always like this, but I feel like our home buying process was not the most civil affair—the seller and I fought over everything, from the price of the house, to repairs, to appliances, etc.  To make matters worse, during the final walk through on the day of closing, we noticed that this guy switched out the washing machine, claiming that the one that was supposed to come with the house broke.  Who does this?!?!  What a childishly crooked thing to do!!!  I didn’t believe it then—and I still don’t— but in the end, I wasn’t going to let my family go homeless over a washing machine.  So I just kind of seethed internally for a while. 

Fast-forward a couple of weeks, as we are meeting families in our new town, we catch wind that the house sellers are now living with their parents (small town gossip).  My wife and I start to feel bad because we assume that these people are getting a divorce, or someone lost a job, or are experiencing some other financial hardship. Well, instead of bad-mouthing these guys as crooks, I start thinking things like, Wow, I’m such a jerk.  Maybe these guys needed the money more than I do.  And I don’t know how serious I was, but I found myself saying things like this, “If I’d have known these guys were in a financial crunch, I would have given them the dryer too.”  Again, I’m pretty cheap, so I don’t know how earnest that comment was. 

If you’re familiar with the story of Jacob, Leah, and Rachel, you know what is going to happen in chapter 30… a soap opera style baby-making contest.  What might surprise you is that God played a critical role in this drama.  He is the one who opened Leah’s womb, and by implication closed Rachel’s for a season (see also 30:2).  Now, before you go jumping to the conclusion that God caused all the drama in Jacob’s house for fun, look what the Bible says about His intention: He opened Leah’s womb because she was so hated.  Did you get that?  All this drama came because God was showing compassion to Leah since she was hated. 

So many times we see bad situations from only our side of the struggle, and we jump to the conclusion that God is punishing us or something worse.  But perhaps what we don’t ever think about is that there maybe someone on the other side of the equation who just needs a break more than you do, and maybe God knows that you’ll bounce back.  Perhaps that guy who got the promotion, which you felt like you deserved, has six kids at home, or maybe he is a crisis in his life, or just needs something to go right for him—only God knows.  In the end, we have to believe that God’s sovereignty reigns, and He has a purpose for everything. 

Prayer: Lord, give me perspective to see other people’s needs, even when mine seem so pressing.  In times when I don’t see, give me grace and patience to submit to Your ways. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Proverb 26

Lunch Break Study

Read 2 Peter 3:8-10: But do not overlook this one fact, beloved, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. 9 The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance. 10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, and then the heavens will pass away with a roar, and the heavenly bodies will be burned up and dissolved, and the earth and the works that are done on it will be exposed.

Questions to Consider

1.  Based on the passage, what were the first century Christians waiting for?

2.  What does Peter give as God’s rationale for delaying?

3.  Honestly, how do you react when the Lord shows kindness to people who don’t “deserve” it?

Notes

1.  From v. 10 (and vv. 1-7), it seems that many first century Christians were eagerly awaiting for the Lord’s return, likely because they were facing trials in their faith. 

2.  The Lord has not returned because He is showing His mercy; He is waiting for sinner to repent and believe. 

3.  Hopefully, you respond by rejoicing, but, of course, this is a personal question.

Evening Reflection

Today’s theme was perspective—more specifically, seeing things from other people’s perspective.  Is there someone you’ve had a hard time forgiving?  Have you tried to look at life through his/her eyes?  Where is God leading you in this matter?

December 5, Tuesday 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

Genesis 25:29-34

 Once when Jacob was cooking stew, Esau came in from the field, and he was exhausted.30 And Esau said to Jacob, “Let me eat some of that red stew, for I am exhausted!” (Therefore his name was called Edom. 31 Jacob said, “Sell me your birthright now.”32 Esau said, “I am about to die; of what use is a birthright to me?” 33 Jacob said, “Swear to me now.” So he swore to him and sold his birthright to Jacob. 34 Then Jacob gave Esau bread and lentil stew, and he ate and drank and rose and went his way. Thus Esau despised his birthright.

Every year, America witnesses the inner savage in all humans—we call it Black Friday shopping. In the past, shoppers have actually pulled out guns but people still refused to let go of televisions and computers even as they were getting shot at. This year, a shopper threw a shoe at a poor innocent baby while trying to beat the rush.  Suffice it to say, we can all agree that Black Friday shopping has taken over and destroyed the meaning of Thanksgiving. Rather than celebrating with families and friends and thinking of the years’ past blessings, people sit in tents waiting in lines, fighting one another. Over what? Just to save some money on items that will soon be outdated. 

In our passage today, Esau trades his birthright for a lousy bowl of soup because of his physical hunger. During the Mosaic times, the birthright, especially of the first child, meant a double portion of the family inheritance. It was their identity as the one to carry on the family line. Growing up, I always thought that Jacob was the conniving villain and Esau was just a naïve victim. But as I read this passage carefully I realized that, although Jacob deceived his brother, Esau had a great fault of his own. He failed to recognize the value and importance of his birthright; he did not fully understand the depth of the inheritance promised to him. As a result,  Esau traded away something valuable for that which would only satisfy his immediate physical need, only to regret forever.

The stories of Black Friday may seem comical, but the reality is, how often have we fallen into the same trap? How often do we chase after things of the world, putting our value and identity in them only to be disappointed?  Sure, we can say that’s life and we are simply victims of it, but at what cost? May we never lose sight of our true identity and the inheritance that awaits all those who believe in the eternal value of salvation. It’s not to say other things are not important and that we shouldn’t pursue them; but it is to pursue them in light of our eternal inheritance. We all have been given something far greater than what this world could ever offer. May we never trade our identities as co-heirs to His kingdom for the fading temporary pleasures of this world. 

Prayer: Father, we confess that many times we put things before You because we think it will satisfy us. However, we know that all these are temporary pleasures, for only You can truly satisfy us. Would You strengthen us in times when we are tempted to forget this truth? Help us to live our lives in light of our eternal inheritance. 

Bible Reading for Today: Proverbs 25

Lunch Break Study

Read Romans 8:14-17: For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. 15 For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!” 16 The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, 17 and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him.

Questions to Consider

  1. What does it mean to be led by the Spirit of God? How does this change our relationship with God?
  2. What does it mean for us to be adopted? What are the implications of this?
  3. What is the inheritance given to us as sons and daughters?

Notes

  1. Paul states that only those who are led by the spirit can come into a new relationship as sons of God. He contrasts this with the relationship between slaves and their masters. Slaves have no authority in their lives and must listen to their masters. Paul is referring to our state prior to salvation when we were slaves to the flesh under the law. Slaves serve their masters out of fear of being punished; but as sons, we no longer serve out of such fear. Instead, as sons, we have a lasting relationship where we address God as “Father”. 
  2. In our modern context, the word adoption brings up images of legal papers and processes. However, commentator Warren Wiersbe writes: “The literal meaning of the Greel
  3. word is “son-placing”—the taking of a minor (whether in the family or outside) and making him or her the rightful heir.  As heirs, we are then given an inheritance to His kingdom. We have been adopted into God’s family by the Spirit, and not by our own merit.
  4. Paul is talking about an eternal inheritance that awaits us—the glory that we will share with Christ! Note, Paul makes a distinction that such glory comes with some suffering along the way. This suffering refers to the discipline that, as believers, we are to live by (Paul speaks of such disciplined life in 1 Corinthians 9:24-27).  But such discipline pales in comparison to “what is in store for us is so grand and glorious that it will be, and will feel, as though we each had alone gotten most of the glory of God” (Timothy Keller). 

Evening Reflection

The 1980’s American classic Annie is a film about an orphan girl who lives under the mistreatment of Miss Hannigan, an abusive alcoholic. The story takes a turn when a billionaire decides to adopt an orphan for a week to boost his public image. Annie is chosen and her life is forever changed as she lives in a lavish house with everything at her fingertips. The story ends with the billionaire eventually adopting Annie as his own daughter. Her life is forever changed from living in a broken run down house under a terrible caretaker, to a lavish mansion under the love and care of her new father. 

May we be reminded that we too were once orphans in this world. And in our hopelessness, God has adopted us as his sons and daughters. Remember we are heirs to His kingdom and we now have full access to all that is His. Spend some time reflecting on this truth.