February 7, Friday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, provided by Christine Li, was first posted on February 2, 2018. Christine, a graduate of University of Pennsylvania, serves as a deaconess at Remnant Church in Manhattan, New York.  

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“No More ‘Tit-for-tat’”

Genesis 42:22 

Reuben replied, “Didn’t I tell you not to sin against the boy? But you wouldn’t listen! Now we must give an accounting for his blood.”

As a culture, we are much enamored with the concept of “reaping what you sow.” It is all over our newspapers and our entertainment—we love when the hardworking underdog ends up winning against the odds, or when criminals finally get caught and must pay for their crimes. We tell workers that they have to “put in their time” to earn respect and credibility, and students will surely remember from the last semester whether their diligence (or lack of) paid off. What we are saying is this: what you put in, is what you get out.

While reaping what we sow as it plays out in the mind of the general public is not exactly described by the Word, we know that there are consequences (good and bad), for all the things we do. Here, a similar mindset captures Reuben’s thoughts. Thirteen years later, Joseph’s blood continues to weigh on the conscience of the brothers; Reuben believes that their sin will finally catch up with them, and now they will have to pay dearly. 

But, the story of Joseph’s brothers provides a twist to this idea—we may often reap what we sow, but because God rules over the earth and He loves us, we always reap in grace many more times than we have sown. Believers know that God’s grace provides far better outcomes than we can earn. Whatever was done in the past will be covered over by God’s grace. And though we will have new privilege to partner in God’s work, it is He who carries out all plans and displays incredible amounts of mercy and love. 

Today, let us be generous in sowing mercy, forgiveness, and love wherever we go. We should take every opportunity to express a faithful and godly lifestyle. However, though we know we will fall short, we can also give thanks in advance that our God’s hand rests upon every circumstance. Let us face every decision and consequence with a peaceful assurance that He will continuously send streams of mercy into our lives.

Prayer: Lord, we praise You for being in charge over this earth! Thank You that we can live lives that are covered by Your grace. Thank You for restoring and redeeming every work of our hands. Give us hearts that desire to sow things in accordance with Your character and will.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Genessi 43


Lunch Break Study

Read Matthew 20:1-16: “For the kingdom of heaven is like a master of a house who went out early in the morning to hire laborers for his vineyard. After agreeing with the laborers for a denarius[a] a day, he sent them into his vineyard. And going out about the third hour he saw others standing idle in the marketplace, and to them he said, ‘You go into the vineyard too, and whatever is right I will give you.’ So they went. Going out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour, he did the same. And about the eleventh hour he went out and found others standing. And he said to them, ‘Why do you stand here idle all day?’ They said to him, ‘Because no one has hired us.’ He said to them, ‘You go into the vineyard too.’ And when evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the laborers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last, up to the first.’ And when those hired about the eleventh hour came, each of them received a denarius. 10 Now when those hired first came, they thought they would receive more, but each of them also received a denarius. 11 And on receiving it they grumbled at the master of the house, 12 saying, ‘These last worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the day and the scorching heat.’ 13 But he replied to one of them, ‘Friend, I am doing you no wrong. Did you not agree with me for a denarius? 14 Take what belongs to you and go. I choose to give to this last worker as I give to you. 15 Am I not allowed to do what I choose with what belongs to me? Or do you begrudge my generosity?’ 16 So the last will be first, and the first last.”

Questions to Consider

  • What was promised to each one of the workers? Why is this significant?
  • What do the first workers’ reactions reveal about what they thought their reward should be?
  • Let’s take time to look at ourselves and determine how well we reconcile our work and God’s reward for ourselves. Are we more inclined to be overwhelmed by God’s generosity, or do we look at what others receive and compare with jealousy?

Notes

  • The hired workers at the beginning of the day were promised a denarius—about a day’s worth of wages. This may seem to be a proper wage for their labor. The men hired at the third, sixth, ninth, and eleventh hours were told that they would be paid ”whatever is right.” 
  • The workers were upset with their wages. Although they had agreed to work for a denarius, when they saw others receiving the same benefit, they felt that their additional labor and harsh labors entitled them to additional benefits from the master of the house. 
  • This parable is meant to show how, even when God bestows grace in our lives, we may be tempted to desire earning ”more” than the others around us. We may try to associate the grace we receive with the ”work” that we have done. We will be tempted to forget that our committment is solely between us and the Master; whatever He determines for us is fair and generous. Let us understand how lavish His grace is for us, and there will not be a need to look elsewhere.

Evening Reflection

We will end the week reflecting on God’s grace in our lives. Let’s take time to note how He has provided for us, as well as redeem and restore us. This thankfulness will allow us to see how abundant and generous His grace is over us.

February 6, Thursday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional Spiritual, first posted on March 29, 2018, is provided by Hee Jung Lee. Hee Jung, a graduate of Biblical Theological Seminary, serves at Catalyst Agape Church (New Jersey) along with her husband Pastor Sam Lee. 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“Compassion”

Mark 6:34-36

And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd. So He began to teach them many things. When the day was now far spent, His disciples came to Him and said, “This is a deserted place, and already the hour is late. Send them away, that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy themselves bread; for they have nothing to eat. But He answered and said to them, “You give them something to eat.”

There is a Chinese video I ran across several years ago that profoundly remained with me. Perhaps you have seen it. It is about a mother who lives remotely in the mountains, many miles away from her daughter. Upon finding out that her grown and married child was tired, the aged mother, who is ill with cataracts, rummages into the mountains to pick some vegetable so that she can make her daughter some soup. She then begins her long journey to visit her child in the city by buying a bus ticket with the little money she has. She faces many challenges on the way due to her poor eyesight and her lack of familiarity with the city. Fortunately, despite all the obstacles, the mother manages to arrive at the daughter’s apartment; and finally, fumbles her way to making the soup she had set her heart to make. 

It is a moving story. Compassion has this compelling nature, which moves a person—like this mother—to action. This action is love. As a spiritual leader once said, “Love looks like something”; it is not a feeling in the air, but love is an act. The act may be giving, forgiving, appreciating, listening, sacrificing, apologizing, or anything that looks to the benefit of another. We see Jesus setting this example. In Mark 6:34, we are told that as He looked upon the multitude of people, He had compassion on them “so He began to teach them many things” (v.34);and when He realized that they may be hungry, He instructed the disciples to feed the crowd (v.37); and they fed thousands on the spot. Jesus was all present with the people around Him, and His spiritual eyes were able to perceive their needs; his heart was vested in them.  In fact, He is all present with us. He perceived our needs to the point of shedding blood on the cross. This is compassion. This is love. As a follower of Jesus, let us imitate His example and allow compassion to compel us to perceive and act on the needs of others around us today. Let us allow our hearts to be vested in another. This is compassion. This is love.

Prayer: Dear Lord, thank you that You not only felt compassion for me, but this compassion compelled you to action. This act of love changed my life and as I respond this, this very likeness of Your nature in me, I too will be used to change lives. Help me to be all present with the people around me so I can perceive the needs that You want to meet in their lives. Thank You for this privileged partnership! Amen.


Lunch Break Study

Read1 John 3:18: “My little children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth.”

Questions to consider

1.What are some of your experiences where compassion made a difference in your life?

2. What may love look like in some challenging relationships that you have in your life?

3. Take time to reflect on how Christ’s compassion & act of love on the cross has made a difference in your life. Give thanks.

Notes

1. The Lord often uses different people along our walk of life to express His heart to us. It is beneficial to our hearts to reflect on these moments so that we do not lose sight of God’s goodness that has been with us through life. 

2. There is always one overriding solution to every relational problem… love. Love supersedes faith and hope because, in essence, it is the manifestation of both of those. God reduces us of ourselves in order that He may increase us in love. This is who He is (1 John 4:8) and this is the greatest call.

3. Personal response.

Bible Reading for today: Genesis 42


Evening Reflection

How were you able to express the compassion of Christ by acts of love today?

February 5, Wednesday

REPOST  Today’s AMI QT Devotional, first posted March 7, 2018, is provided by Pastor Mark Chun. Mark is now serving as a staff at Radiance Christian Church in S.F. 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“Are You a Disciple of Jesus?”

Mark 1:16-20 (ESV)

Passing alongside the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and Andrew the brother of Simon casting a net into the sea, for they were fishermen. 17 And Jesus said to them, “Follow me, and I will make you become fishers of men.” 18 And immediately they left their nets and followed him. 19 And going on a little farther, he saw James the son of Zebedee and John his brother, who were in their boat mending the nets. 20 And immediately he called them, and they left their father Zebedee in the boat with the hired servants and followed him. 

What does it mean to be a follower of Jesus Christ?  The topic of discipleship is something that I’ve thought about since my time in seminary.  I vividly remember our New Testament professor asking the class, “How many of you consider yourself to be Christian?”  I wasn’t sure if this was a trick question, but it certainly was the easiest question we’ve been asked in seminary; so all of us raised our hands confidently.  But after our response, the professor asked the hardest question in my years of theological training: “How many of you consider yourself to be a disciple of the Lord Jesus Christ?”  I remember looking around the room, and at first no one raised their hand, and then about five of us in a class of twenty reluctantly put our hands up.  Now you need to realize that this was a class of third year seminary students, many of whom had decided to make ministry a full-time career.  Yet we were unsure and confused about what discipleship to Christ meant.  And then my professor taught me a lesson that I will never forgot and one that I hope you will never forget.  In the New Testament, there is no distinction between being a 

Christian and being a disciple of Christ—they are one and the same.  

When we read the Great Commission in the book of Matthew, Jesus calls his first disciples to make more disciples by going out to the nations.  But it’s in the book of Acts where we find that the word “Christian” was first used to identify the disciples of Jesus, which simply means those who belong to Christ or who claim to be His followers.  For those of us who consider ourselves to be a Christian—and really take that calling seriously—we are committed to a lifetime of discipleship.  But what does it mean to be a disciple of Jesus?  Does it mean going to church every Sunday, belonging to a Christian fellowship, and praying and reading our Bible daily?  I believe being a Christian means so much more than that.  If I were to summarize what it means to be a disciple in two words, it would be “FOLLOW ME.”  

Christianity at its core simply means to follow Christ—no matter where, no matter what, and no matter the cost.  And when we look at the Scriptures, the best example of someone who followed after Christ in this manner was one of his first disciples—Simon Peter. I love the example of Peter because it personally gives all believers hope that they can follow after Jesus.  Peter’s relationship with Jesus began with a decisive action, as he left his nets and his father’s business in order to become a follower.  However, Peter’s path to becoming a disciple was not without difficulty.   

As you study the Gospels, you realize that Peter was uneducated, prideful, and cowardly, making one mistake after another; yet Jesus never gave up on him.  And ultimately, he learned how to follow his Savior.   Like Peter, Jesus calls us to follow Him, and we can be encouraged that He makes ordinary fishermen and transforms them into extraordinary disciples.  

Prayer: Lord, help us to heed Your call to follow after You.  We are grateful that You take ordinary people like us and call us to live extraordinary lives for You.  We realize that this is not easy and that our strength will fail us, but teach us how to depend upon You and to count the cost of discipleship.  Give us the courage to pick up our cross, deny ourselves, and follow where You lead us.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today:  Genesis 41


Lunch Break Study

Read Luke 14: 25-33 (ESV): Now great crowds accompanied him, and he turned and said to them, 26 “If anyone comes to me and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple. 27 Whoever does not bear his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple. 28 For which of you, desiring to build a tower, does not first sit down and count the cost, whether he has enough to complete it? 29 Otherwise, when he has laid a foundation and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, 30 saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish.’ 31 Or what king, going out to encounter another king in war, will not sit down first and deliberate whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand? 32 And if not, while the other is yet a great way off, he sends a delegation and asks for terms of peace. 33 So therefore, any one of you who does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple. 

Questions to Consider

  • Why does Jesus tell the crowds to hate our families and our own lives in order to become His disciples?
  • What is the cross that we were meant to bear?
  • What is the cost of discipleship?

Notes

  • Jesus is teaching us that our old allegiances to family and personal identity must be replaced with a new commitment to Him and a newfound identity as His disciple.  The large crowds that were following Jesus didn’t all have a fundamental change in the priority of their lives; their loyalties were still divided.  Jesus makes it very clear that His true disciples must place Him as the highest priority in their lives.   He is not suggesting that we abhor our parents or ourselves but simply to reprioritize our relationships so that He comes before anything else.    
  • Although all of us will have different crosses to bear, at the bottom line, the cross does refer to some degree of suffering and rejection by the world.  There is no way to follow Christ completely without experiencing some level of sacrifice.  Following Jesus will cost you something and although this loss may be rewarded with something far better later, there is still an initial investment that will have to be made.  
  • Jesus tells us that we have to be prepared to renounce everything that we have in order to follow Him.  A disciple of Christ cannot hold onto anything too tightly or attempt to control his own destiny. The cost of discipleship may be a loss of a job, a relationship, wealth, or even your own safety and security.  Therefore, it is important to evaluate the personal sacrifice necessary to follow Jesus and prepare accordingly.   

Evening Reflection

Did you sense Jesus guiding you by the Holy Spirit recently?  Did you follow or resist?  Is there anything holding you back from wholeheartedly obeying God?  Take a few moments to renounce the things that are competing for your allegiance, and consider how you can be a more effective disciple.     

February 4, Tuesday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, provided by Pastor Charles Choe who leads Tapestry Church in Los Angeles, was first posted on February 5, 2018. Charles is a graduate of University of California, Riverside (BA) and Fuller Theological Seminary (M.Div.).

Devotional Thought for This Morning

Mark 3:1-21

“And he appointed twelve (whom he also named apostles) so that they might be with him and he might send them out to preach and have authority to cast out demons.” (Mark 3:14)

In my youth I was totally confused. I was a tall skinny kid, a wanna be athlete, trying so hard to fit in with the cool kids, even going through a phase of wearing Cavarccis to look like MC Hammer for a while, and then finally, feeling somewhat comfortable with the a more preppy look. In other words, I was totally insecure about what others thought of me and without much sense of my place in the world. Then I met Christ, and there is where I found myself. I realized in Him I was first and foremost a child, the beloved son, of the King.  

In ancient times, names were extremely important, and naming was an act of great importance and power; names conveyed an essence. So if you went through a great change in life, you almost always had a change of name. Abram becomes Abraham, Jacob becomes Israel, Saul becomes Paul. And some had multiple names, because it showed how multi-faceted they can be. And almost everyone had a personal name, a true name, the way you thought of yourself, and you wouldn’t necessary share it everyone, only with the ones you had special connection with, because to some degree, it gave that person some power over you. Like when Moses wanted to know God’s name, God says, “I am who I am.” Scholars believe this is Moses trying to get some leverage over God; to know one’s name gave you special access and power.  

You might say today, “Yes, but that was back then, they were superstitious; today, names don’t mean anything.” Really? So why do we spend millions of dollars and hire consultants and say, “Please name this company, name this product.” It’s for the same reason why Martha Kostyra became Martha Stewart, or why Reginald Kenneth Dwight chose Elton John as his new name, or why did Marion Michael Morrison become John Wayne? Because you can’t have a cowboy named Marion, can you?  

In our passage today, Jesus names the twelve to be apostles. The world appointed, poiema, is used, which is the word used for an artist creating a work of art. In other words, he didn’t look at the twelve and say, “These guys have what it takes”and so he named them apostles. No, he picked them, to do His work in them. This is what Paul meant in Ephesians 2:10, when he said, “You are God’sworkmanship” (poiema), created to do good works. Like an artist crafting a work of art, a poem, painting, or sculpture, God is a Master Artist over our lives.  

Do you see then, everything that you are and that has happened to you—your gender, your nationality or your parents, or even your troubles—all of these things are just brushes or hammer and chisel, something the Great Artist has been using and will use to make you into a work of art. Think about that. A work of art, of course, is valuable and beautiful, but even more, it’s an expression of the inner vision of the artist. That’s you—you’ve been made for some good works he’s prepared beforehand, and that inner vision of God has for you, that’s your true identity and calling. 

The beauty of the Gospel is that we have a name, that God knows us by name. We have been plucked out of the depths of hell and been given a new name. Even more than that, what gives you unique purpose, what gives you a sense of distinct value, is when you see yourself able to live out your calling. 

Prayer: God, teach me to be generous as You were to me. Increase my capacity to give both of money and time to those who are in need. Give me a greater understanding of the Gospel, what You did on the cross on my behalf, so that giving to those who are hurting becomes an increasingly joyful action. In Jesus’ name, amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Genesis 40


Lunch Break Study  

Read Ephesians 2:1-10: “And you were dead in the trespasses and sins 2 in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience— 3 among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. 4 But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, 5 even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— 6 and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7 so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, 9 not a result of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.

Questions to Consider 

1. What is at work in the world and in the sons of disobedience?

2. How does God counter the work of the evil one in the world and in our hearts?  

3. How have you seen the cosmic picture of what God is doing in your life in light of verse 10?   

Notes

1. Satan, who is referred to as “the prince of the power the air” in verse 2. 

2. He works through the love of his Son, showing us mercy even while we were in sin.  

3. Personal response.


Evening Reflection

Before you go sleep tonight, mull on this:

“We know only too well that what we are doing is nothing more than a drop in the ocean. But if the drop were not there, the ocean would be missing something.” -Mother Teresa

In the Lord’s eyes, you are that important. Does that do anything for you? It should! 

February 3, Monday

REPOST  Today’s AMI QT Devotional, provided by Pastor Doug Tritton, was first posted on February 5, 2018.  A graduate of University of Pennsylvania (BA) and Gordon Conwell Seminary (M.Div.), Doug is the Lead Pastor of Grace Covenant Church Philadelphia. 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“The Famine was Severe”

Genesis 43:1-2

Now the famine was severe in the land. 2 And when they had eaten the grain that they had brought from Egypt, their father said to them, “Go again, buy us a little food.”

Have you ever felt real hunger? I do not mean 5 PM-coming-from-work hunger or Super-Bowl-is-on-and-I-need-pizza-and-wings hunger—I mean real, painful hunger. Most of us likely have grown up in areas or families where we could eat without too much worry. Maybe there were times of struggle but we never felt lasting, heavy hunger. I imagine this feeling can be quite paralyzing.

In our narrative in Genesis, however, we read that “the famine was severe in the land”—meaning that the scenario for Jacob and his sons is life or death, and they need bread, right away. They were in the throes of lasting, heavy hunger. So, imagine yourself in the shoes of Jacob’s sons. You are terribly afraid of Egypt after your first visit there, but you know you need to go back in order to get food. You know that you need to bring Benjamin with you, yet Jacob will likely not allow that. Between the competing demands and the severe hunger, you can probably imagine that this situation would be quite paralyzing for Jacob’s sons.

Have you ever felt paralyzed because of a decision that needed to be made, a decision that may have significant consequences for yourself and those around you? Maybe we have not had life or death scenarios such as what we are reading, but, still, many of us likely have experienced that feeling of being paralyzed while trying to make a decision in the middle of our own “famines,” whether these “famines” were pressures from family or from a boss, low finances, or something else. However, despite the pressure we may feel, the reality is that God is in control. In Genesis, we know that God was in control of the situation and, if you know the end of the story, Joseph recognizes that God had a plan throughout all of Joseph’s life. God was going to turn for good what his brothers meant for evil.

Today, perhaps we are feeling that paralyzing fear of the unknown. Perhaps we are wondering how we can possibly make a certain decision, especially given the “famines” we are experiencing. Let us trust that God is in control even if our situation, though maybe not a famine, is severe. God is greater than our circumstances and His love for us is greater than the “famines” we experience in our lives. Let us take that step of faith and not shrink back in paralyzing fear.

Prayer: Lord, today, help me to trust You. Even in the midst of the “famines” in my life, help me to know that You are still in control and that You are greater. I know that You work all things for good, even when things may not go exactly as I want. Regardless of these circumstances, may I trust You with each step I take. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Genesis 39


Lunch Break Study  

Read Matthew 6:25-34:  “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? 28 And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, 29 yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 30 But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31 Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. 34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

Questions to Consider

  • What are the two primary things mentioned that gives us anxiety? Do you relate to either of those things?
  • Who is the One who provides the things we are anxious about?
  • Ask yourself honestly: what are you seeking in your life – God or something else?

Notes

  • Jesus mentions that many are anxious about either food or clothing. However, Jesus likely was not simply talking about food and clothing: Food was about finances. You need finances to provide for yourself. Clothing was about reputation and honor. Clothing demonstrated your status and your honor. Birds do not worry about providing for themselves, and lilies do not worry about creating a reputation for themselves. Think of your own life: how often do you worry about finances and your reputation?   
  • Jesus says, “Are you not of more value than the birds of the air, who God feeds? Will God not much more clothe you, just as He clothes the lilies of the field?” God is the One who will provide for us; He is the One who will give us honor. Do you believe that? Or do you still feel you need to provide for yourself and make a name for yourself?
  • Take time to reflect about this. For many of us, this may not be so blatant. The orientation of our lives may be subtly shifting away from God and towards our fears – our fears of not being provided for and our fears of not having a good name. Let’s surrender these fears to God and orient ourselves back to Him.

Evening Reflection

Take some to reflect on the things in your life that bring you fear and cause you to not trust God. Take some time to ask God to help you with those fears and invite Him to bring you peace.

February 2, Sunday

REPOST Today’s Spiritual Food for Thought, first posted on July 29, 2018, is provided by Pastor Jason Sato. Jason, along with his wife Jessica and their three young children, is serving in Japan as an AMI missionary.

Spiritual Food for Thought for the Weekend

“The Book of Naomi”

Ruth 1:1-5, 19-21 (ESV)

[1] In the days when the judges ruled there was a famine in the land, and a man of Bethlehem in Judah went to sojourn in the country of Moab, he and his wife and his two sons. [2] The name of the man was Elimelech and the name of his wife Naomi, and the names of his two sons were Mahlon and Chilion. They were Ephrathites from Bethlehem in Judah. They went into the country of Moab and remained there. [3] But Elimelech, the husband of Naomi, died, and she was left with her two sons. [4] These took Moabite wives; the name of the one was Orpah and the name of the other Ruth. They lived there about ten years, [5] and both Mahlon and Chilion died, so that the woman was left without her two sons and her husband…

[19] So the two of them went on until they came to Bethlehem. And when they came to Bethlehem, the whole town was stirred because of them. And the women said, “Is this Naomi?” [20] She said to them, “Do not call me Naomi; call me Mara, for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly with me. [21] I went away full, and the LORD has brought me back empty. Why call me Naomi, when the LORD has testified against me and the Almighty has brought calamity upon me?”

That the book of Ruth is named after Ruth is not surprising.  Ruth is obviously amazing.   She’s like a Bible superhero.  But one can argue that the book of Ruth is really about Naomi.  The book starts and ends with Naomi and sees Naomi change the most.

In the days of the Judges, God’s people are living in the Promised Land but they’re not following God.  They’re doing whatever is right in their own eyes so God disciplines them through a famine.  Rather than receiving that discipline, Elimelech and Naomi take their family outside of the Promised Land.  This is not the same as moving because you got a job in another city.  Being in the Promised Land is a key part of belonging to God’s people. 

Elimelech and Naomi experience hardship and, their move to Moab, in effect, says that they are done with this land and with this God. They still believe in the Lord, that He exists and that He saved Israel from Egypt, but they do not trust Him with their lives or with their family.

After Elimelech dies, Naomi does not go back to Judah.  Instead she finds Moabite women for her sons to marry, knowing that God has forbidden this because they will lead her sons away from the Lord.  Moab is something like 60 miles away from Israel.  It was possible that she could have found Israelite wives for her boys, but she does not care to do so. (Or, she couldn’t or wouldn’t dissuade her sons from marrying pagan women.) Then her sons tragically die as well.

Because she has nowhere else to go, Naomi returns to Israel and tells the people of Jerusalem how the Lord has turned her from sweet (Naomi) to bitter (Mara).  She left full!  Life was so good when she rejected God and His promises but now she is empty!

Naomi has rejected God’s discipline, left the Promised Land, encouraged her sons to become idolaters and then blames God for her misfortune.  What is the response of God?  To be inexplicably good to Naomi.  God blesses her with Ruth, Boaz, and finally Obed (Naomi’s grandson).

We too lose faith and quit on God so readily, yet His loving kindness is steadfast.  He continues to give.  How often has God blessed us when we are lukewarm, in sin, or hard of heart?  What other God loves like the Lord?

Prayer: Father, thank You that You love like no other person ever has or ever will.  Time and time again I go my own way.  Yet even when my heart is not right with You, You love me still.  May I put all my trust in You.

Bible Reading for Today: Genesis 38

February 1, Saturday

REPOST Today’s Spiritual Food for Thought, first posted on December 30, 2017, is provided by Phillip Chen who is associate pastor at Kairos Christian Church in San Diego. Phil is a graduate of University of California, San Diego (BS) and Talbot School of Theology (M.Div.). 

Spiritual Food for Thought for the Weekend

“Wrestling with God”

Genesis 32:22-29 (ESV)

The same night he arose and took his two wives, his two female servants, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. 23 He took them and sent them across the stream, and everything else that he had. 24 And Jacob was left alone. And a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. 25 When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he touched his hip socket, and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. 26 Then he said, “Let me go, for the day has broken.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.” 27 And he said to him, “What is your name?” And he said, “Jacob.” 28 Then he said, “Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel,[f] for you have striven with God and with men, and have prevailed.” 29 Then Jacob asked him, “Please tell me your name.” But he said, “Why is it that you ask my name?” And there he blessed him.

Often times, we read this passage and we focus on Jacob’s tenacity and his unwillingness to let go of God until He has blessed him. We talk about how this applies to us and our approach in prayer, boldly and confidently wrestling with God until He has answered us. We talk about the perseverance, the grit, and the tenacity that Jacob had which we should emulate. Yes, we can learn a lot from Jacob and his desire to be blessed, but this morning, I’d like to focus on God’s willingness to wrestle with us. 

I used to wrestle a lot with my dad as a child. There were many times when I thought I would almost beat him. We would wrestle for a while, and it would seem like we were both tied until the very end when he would pin me. Of course, looking back, I realize that my dad could have easily pinned me if he wanted to – but the continuation of his wrestling was an act of endearment towards me. In fact, the more I think about these wrestling matches, I realize that my dad had to harness his strength and power while exerting self-control to make it seem like he was trying without hurting me. There was actually a lot of love and tenderness in this father-son wrestling match. 

This passage depicts Jacob wrestling with a man whom he encounters. We later finds out that this mysterious man is an angel of the Lord – or at least someone who caused Jacob to refer to as “seeing the face of God.” This is such a strange sight, because God actually comes down to wrestle with Jacob. Jacob is no match for God – but when I think of this scene in conjunction with the wrestling matches I had with my father, I am reminded of a father wrestling with his son and how endearing this scene would have been.  

Many times, I think we can view God as someone with whom we have to wrestle, that His will is always opposing our sinful will. We can view God as a cosmic killjoy who is withholding blessing from us and wanting us to work to earn blessing from Him. If we don’t work hard enough, we don’t get the blessing. We see him as a stingy God who makes us work so hard to get so little. In our minds, we might see God as generous, but in our prayers and in our interactions with Him, we see Him as a distant and disengaged God who doesn’t want to really pour out blessings upon us. We think of Him as someone with  whom we have to wrestle.  Yet when I think of a father wrestling with his son, I see love and tenderness rather than stinginess and disengagement. Now when I read this story, I see a loving Father who wants to wrestle with one of His sons because He loves him so dearly. He comes face to face with Jacob to wrestle him for the sake of the interaction. I don’t think God’s intention was ever to withhold blessing from Jacob.  This wrestling match wasn’t something that Jacob had to win on his own accord so that he could receive a blessing. The wrestling match itself was part of the blessing that God intended for Jacob. God was willing to come down in the form of man to wrestle with Jacob, and that itself shows us His desire to draw near to us and bless us.

As we reflect upon this past year, what are ways that you can see God ‘wrestling’ with you? May we be encouraged to know that you and I have a God who draws near to us and wrestles with us, ultimately so that we may partake of His abundant blessings. 

Prayer: Father God, thank You for Your love for us. Thank You that You are not a distant God, but You are a God who draws near to us. Thank You that You don’t withhold blessing from us, but You actually seek us out so that You can pour out Your blessing upon us so lavishly. Help us to believe this truth, uprooting wrongful views we have of You. Even in the ways our earthly fathers have failed to accurately show this picture, help us to realize the goodness and the love of Your heart as our Father. We pray in Jesus’ name, Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Genesis 36-37

January 31, Friday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, provided by Cami King—now a friend of AMI—was first posted on January 19, 2018.  Cami served faithfully as a staff member at several AMI churches in the past.  

Devotional Thought For This Morning

“Onan | Selfishness Kills”

Genesis 38:6-10

Judah acquired a wife for Er his firstborn; her name was Tamar. 7 But Er, Judah’s firstborn, was evil in the Lord’s sight, so the Lord killed him. 8 Then Judah said to Onan, “Have sexual relations with your brother’s wife and fulfill the duty of a brother-in-law to her so that you may raise up a descendant for your brother.” 9 But Onan knew that the child would not be considered his. So whenever he had sexual relations with his brother’s wife, he withdrew prematurely so as not to give his brother a descendant. 10 What he did was evil in the Lord’s sight, so the Lord killed him too.

Have you ever been in an impossible predicament – where all options seem undesirable? In some ways, this is where Onan found himself. I don’t believe Onan deserves defending (God doesn’t seem to think so either – see v.10). However this story could use some contextualization. As the second of three sons, Onan was entitled to one-fourth of his father Judah’s inheritance (his younger brother receiving the same and his older brother receiving double). If Tamar had a son, that son would be entitled to his father’s two-forth portion. With no heirs from Er, Onan was entitled to two-thirds of Judah’s wealth. And so the predicament—fulfill his legal and familial responsibility of giving Tamar children (see yesterday’s Devotional Thought for more info on this), or be disgraced for refusing to do so. 

Onan chose (drum roll please)… SELFISHNESS (and in the worst way). Instead of honoring his brother, family, and culture, he chose selfish gain. He chose to allow both his brother’s name and memory to be erased (which would happen with no male heir) and the end of a genealogical line in the family of God, all for a two-thirds inheritance (i.e. he did it for the money). Worst still, instead of being honest about his choice (in which case he still would get the money), instead of being upfront regarding his unwillingness, he feigned honor by repeatedly exploiting Tamar, having sex with her knowing full well she would not conceive. Instead of doing what was required or releasing her so other arrangements could potentially be made for her livelihood, Onan chose cowardice and used her. So God released her (again see v.10). 

Sometimes systems are in place that leaves us with unfavorable options. Patriarchy is a system that leaves women completely vulnerable and youths (younger brothers in this instance) over-exposed.  But no matter the system, we always have a choice—to be selfish and exploitative (using systems and others for our own gain) or to be just and loving (working within the system to do what is right and good—or overturning it all together). Onan made his choice and “it was evil in the Lord’s sight.” 

Prayer: Almighty God, help me to be a person who chooses to do what is right and good, even when I’m presented with unfavorable options. Give me the courage to not only look to my own interests but also to the interests of others. In Jesus’ name. Amen.   

Bible Reading for Today: Genesis 35


Lunch Break Study

Read Philippians 2:1-11: Therefore, if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort provided by love, any fellowship in the Spirit, any affection or mercy, 2 complete my joy and be of the same mind, by having the same love, being united in spirit, and having one purpose. 3 Instead of being motivated by selfish ambition or vanity, each of you should, in humility, be moved to treat one another as more important than yourself. 4 Each of you should be concerned not only about your own interests, but about the interests of others as well. 5 You should have the same attitude toward one another that Christ Jesus had, 6 who though he existed in the form of God did not regard equality with God as something to be grasped, 7 but emptied himself by taking on the form of a slave, by looking like other men, and by sharing in human nature. 8 He humbled himself, by becoming obedient to the point of death—even death on a cross! 9 As a result God highly exalted him and gave him the name that is above every name, 10 so that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow—in heaven and on earth and under the earth—11 and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord to the glory of God the Father.

Questions to Consider

  • What do you think it means “to be moved to treat others as more important than yourself”? Why do you think Paul gives these instructions? 
  • In v.4 Paul does not say that we should not have any concern for our own interests. Instead, he says that we should also look to the interests of others. How does this challenge or align with how you typically think of considering others (loving and serving others)? 
  • What would it mean for you to “have the same attitude… that Christ Jesus had”? What are some practical ways you could follow Jesus’ example in the specific relationships in your life? 


Notes

  • Whatever considering others better than ourselves means, it is set up as the opposite to being motivated by selfish ambition (doing things purely for our own gain) and vanity (self-absorption). In most of my relationships, I have found that self-absorption is something people do unintentionally and absent-mindedly. People are naturally self-absorbed (some more than others). Therefore, it requires intentionality and an explicitly command to lead us to the kind of love and rationality God calls us to as believers. Yes, self-absorption is natural, and selfishness is what we naturally pursue as an ultimate gain, but God calls us to a better way. And from Jesus we see that as we consider others, we too are blessed. In their gain is our gain!
  • Oftentimes, Christian love is characterized as something that is utterly selfless. So much so that I’ve found in ministry (and in my own life) it difficult to convince Christians to do simple things for the purpose of self-care or basic self-sustenance. Paul reminds us that our interests are not wholly unimportant; they are just not singular and ultimate. We also have others to consider. 
  • Spend some time in personal reflection. 

Evening Reflection

What are some of the specific areas or relationships in your life where your tendency toward selfishness (pursuit of selfish gain or absentminded self absorption) is harmful to the people around you? Ask God for discernment and clarity and for ways to you can practically look also to the interests of others. Consider asking those closest to you (your closest friends, family members, coworkers—those with whom you do life regularly) to help you answer these questions as well. 

January 30, Thursday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional, first posted on January 11, 2018, is written by Tina Pham who, along with her family, is serving in E. Asia as a missionary. Tina is a graduate of Biola University (BA) and Talbot School of Theology (M.Div.). 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“The Unpredictability of God’s Promise”

Genesis 35:21-27 (NASB)

Then Israel journeyed on and pitched his tent beyond, the tower of Eder. It came about while Israel was dwelling in that land, that Reuben went and lay with Bilhah his father’s concubine, and Israel heard of it. Now there were twelve, sons of Jacob–the sons of Leah: Reuben, Jacob’s firstborn, then Simeon and Levi and Judah and Issachar and Zebulun; the sons of Rachel: Joseph and Benjamin; and the sons of Bilhah, Rachel’s maid: Dan and Naphtali; and the sons of Zilpah, Leah’s maid: Gad and Asher. These are the sons of Jacob who were born to him in Paddan-aram. Jacob came to his father Isaac at Mamre of Kiriath-arba (that is, Hebron), where, Abraham and Isaac had sojourned.

In my early 20’s, I naively believed that God placed me in positions because I had what it took to do it—and I took in people’s praises a little too much. Then, in the process of struggling through jobs, studies, and ministry, I began to swallow the fact that He chose me for certain roles so that He could reveal Himself to me, as well as to reveal more about myself —particularly, my weaknesses. Though learning more about myself isn’t fun sometimes, I’ve gained much freedom through it and have tasted more of God’s grace. 

Similarly, stories of Jacob’s family also highlight the dynamics of God’s choice and His grace. After God promised to Jacob, saying, “I am God Almighty; be fruitful and multiply; a nation and a company of nations shall come from you, and kings shall come forth from you” (Gen. 35:11), Jacob hears the horrific news that his firstborn son, Reuben, slept with Bilhah, one of Jacob’s concubines. As the firstborn, Reuben was in a position to receive greater inheritance and a greater role among the sons of Israel, but his immoral act came with its consequences. We don’t hear again of his relations with Bilhah until Genesis 49:3-4, when Jacob speaks prophecy over his sons and says, “Reuben, you are my firstborn; my might and the beginning of my strength, preeminent in dignity and preeminent in power. Uncontrolled as water, you shall not have preeminence, because you went up to your father’s bed; then you defiled it–he went up to my couch.” 

 The stories of Jacob and his sons highlight both the sinfulness of man and the goodness of God. God declares a grand promise over Jacob’s line, but He knowingly chooses Jacob’s imperfect family to fulfill His plans. Stories in Genesis—such as this one—were written for its immediate audience, the later generation of Israel during Joshua’s time who were about to possess the promised land, to remind them,“Know, therefore, that the Lord your God is not giving you this good land to possess because of your righteousness, for you are a stubborn people” (Deut. 9:6). God who made a promise to Israel is gracious and merciful. He did not choose Israel based upon merit or virtue.  He also chooses you and me for salvation and for His works in the same way. 

Today, let’s begin our day thanking the Lord for choosing us, not because of our works, but because of His grace and His goodness.

Prayer: Praise the Lord, for You are so kind and compassionate.  There certainly have been some good as well as not-so-good moments in my life, and I thank You for all of them because through them, You continue to teach me what it means to love and depend on You.  Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Genesis 34


Lunch Break Study

Read 1 Corinthians 1:26-31: For consider your calling, brethren, that there were not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble; but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong, and the base things of the world and the despised God has chosen, the things that are not, so that He may nullify the things that are, so that no man may boast before God.But by His doing you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, and righteousness and sanctification, and redemption, so that, just as it is written, “Let him who boasts, boast in the Lord.”

Questions to Consider

  • What is Paul telling the Corinthians regarding themselves?
  • Why do the Corinthians need this teaching and encouragement?
  • In what ways do you think your background and your current situation allows more for God’s power, wisdom, and strength to be displayed in your life?

Notes

  • Paul is guiding the Corinthians to think about where they started when they first became Christians. Their significance does not derive from their own background, but now comes from the work of Jesus Christ.
  • Living among non-Christian Jews and Greeks at that time, the Christians in Corinth started to become insecure about their faith in a Messiah who died, was crucified, and resurrected in full bodily form. The Jews believed that a Messiah who died cannot possibly be the Messiah as promised in the Scriptures.  The Greeks also thought that it was foolish to place faith in someone who resurrected into full bodily form; in Greek thinking, flesh is bad, and only the spirit is good. For these reasons, Christians started to be insecure and ashamed of their faith and needed this encouragement. 
  • Personal reflection.

Evening Reflection

1 Corinthians 1:30 says, “But by His doing you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, and righteousness and sanctification, and redemption.” We are all where we are today because of “His doing.” Spend some time reflecting on how God is in every part of your life and invite Him to continue to be wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemption for you.

January 29, Wednesday

REPOST Today’s AMI QT Devotional Spiritual, first posted on January 31, 2018, is provided by Hee Jung Lee. Hee Jung, a graduate of Biblical Theological Seminary, serves at Catalyst Agape Church (New Jersey) along with her husband Pastor Sam Lee. 

Devotional Thought for This Morning

“Obedience in Step with God’s Revelation”

Genesis. 41:33-37 

“And now let Pharaoh look for a discerning and wise man and put him in charge of the land of Egypt. 34 Let Pharaoh appoint commissioners over the land to take a fifth of the harvest of Egypt during the seven years of abundance. 35 They should collect all the food of these good years that are coming and store up the grain under the authority of Pharaoh, to be kept in the cities for food. 36 This food should be held in reserve for the country, to be used during the seven years of famine that will come upon Egypt, so that the country may not be ruined by the famine.” 37 The plan seemed good to Pharaoh and to all his officials. 38 So Pharaoh asked them, “Can we find anyone like this man, one in whom is the spirit of God?”

Whether new to Christian faith or seasoned, we all desire to “know God’s will,” or find direction in various aspects of our lives—careers, relationships, locations. It is good to seek alignment, because we believe that God knows what is best for His people. We also believe that it is possible for us to hear Him speak through various means—His Word, in time of prayer, through others, and circumstances around us. But as important as it is to hear God, it is just as important to meet His revelation with obedience on our end! 

We see this in Genesis after Pharaoh receives revelation interpreted by Joseph. He immediately acts upon it. There is no debate or attempt to test God’s trustworthiness. Once he hears the word from God, Pharaoh acts on God’s leading and the plan set out to save his people.

As followers of Jesus, we are to live in step with the Spirit’s leading. We want to hear what God has to say, but we must first be absolutely surrendered as His servants. Have you been asking for God to provide direction on something? Are you also sure that you will obey Him when He speaks? Before we continue to seek answers for our questions, let’s ask Him to prepare character and the faithfulness to be obedient. 

If you are unsure of whether you are up to the task, do not fear! Our God is merciful and our sympathetic High Priest. Even if we approach Him with weak faith and trust, He will take it and use it for His purposes. Let us ask Him to give us hearts that will be increasingly yielded and prepared to follow Him as our Lord and Master.

(“The Heavenly Father does not ask for golden vessels. He does not ask for silver vessels. God asks for yielded vessels—those who will submit their will to the will of the Father. And the greatest human attainment in all the world is for a life to be so surrendered to Him that the name of God Almighty will be glorified through that life.” – Kathryn Kuhlman)

Prayer: Lord, we want to live lives that are pleasing to You! Teach us to choose to obey and not resist the calling that You invite us into. Help us to listen carefully and be sensitive to Your will. In the meantime, let us not despise when You shape our character so we can be prepared to love You whenever, wherever, however.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Genesis 33


Lunch Break Study

Read Acts 9:1-19: But Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest 2 and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any belonging to the Way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. 3 Now as he went on his way, he approached Damascus, and suddenly a light from heaven shone around him. 4 And falling to the ground, he heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?” 5 And he said, “Who are you, Lord?” And he said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. 6 But rise and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.” 7 The men who were traveling with him stood speechless, hearing the voice but seeing no one. 8 Saul rose from the ground, and although his eyes were opened, he saw nothing. So they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. 9 And for three days he was without sight, and neither ate nor drank.10 Now there was a disciple at Damascus named Ananias. The Lord said to him in a vision, “Ananias.” And he said, “Here I am, Lord.” 11 And the Lord said to him, “Rise and go to the street called Straight, and at the house of Judas look for a man of Tarsus named Saul, for behold, he is praying, 12 and he has seen in a vision a man named Ananias come in and lay his hands on him so that he might regain his sight.” 13 But Ananias answered, “Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints at Jerusalem. 14 And here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who call on your name.” 15 But the Lord said to him, “Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel. 16 For I will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name.” 17 So Ananias departed and entered the house. And laying his hands on him he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus who appeared to you on the road by which you came has sent me so that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” 18 And immediately something like scales fell from his eyes, and he regained his sight. Then he rose and was baptized; 19 and taking food, he was strengthened.

Questions to Consider

  • Up until now, Saul has been a persecutor of the faith, with free rein to threaten and murder disciples. How is this contrasted with his attitude once God approaches him?
  • When God comes to Ananias, how does Ananias first respond?
  • What is the result of Ananias’s obedience? How might God call us to similar acts of obedience?

Notes

  • When God comes to meet Saul, he becomes humble, meek, and dependent. God does not give Saul any clear direction, only saying that the steps will be revealed in time. From a confident man who led charges against others, Saul is now led by others.
  • The first thing Ananias does upon hearing God’s voice, is to submit himself as available for God’s purposes. He did not know what God would ask him to do at that moment. Indeed, he expressed his reservations about God’s plan, but he went straightaway to fulfill it. 
  • The result of Ananias’s obedience was that Saul became one of God’s foremost evanglists. While the task did not seem safe, nor did it seem logical, Ananias was used as an instrument in God’s plan. His role was small (the laying on of hands), but it was mightily used by God.

Evening Reflection

In view of the theme of obedience discussed in the morning, how did you fare today? Did you encounter a moment in which you heard from the Lord and were asked to obey? Consider how you were led to obey or not obey. Let’s commit the decisions and inclinations of our heart in prayer and ask God for strength in tomorrow’s decisions.