Editor’s Note: The AMI QT devotionals for October 5-11 are provided by Pastor Barry Kang of Symphony Church (Boston).
Devotional Thoughts for Today
Read Ezra 3:12-13
But many of the priests and Levites and heads of fathers’ houses, old men who had seen the first house, wept with a loud voice when they saw the foundation of this house being laid, though many shouted aloud for joy, 13 so that the people could not distinguish the sound of the joyful shout from the sound of the people’s weeping, for the people shouted with a great shout, and the sound was heard far away.
The referee blows his whistle to signal the end of the game. From one end, a roar of jubilation erupts. Exuberant players jump up and down and embrace. Coaches are baptized in Gatorade. On the other end, tears flow—not of joy but of regret and bitter disappointment. Players of a different uniform fling themselves onto the ground and weep. They tell themselves and one another to never forget this feeling, because they never want to experience it again. There is something about sports that resonate with the human experience: joy on one hand; sorrow on the other.
It’s rare that joy and sorrow are experienced by the same team at the same time. But that’s what is depicted here at the end of Ezra 3—sorrow and joy from the same team. We can understand the joy of the exiles as they saw tangible evidence for hope and the faithfulness of God. But as the people gathered to celebrate the laying of the new temple’s foundations, the people could not distinguish the cries of sorrow from the cries of joy.
Could not distinguish? Joy is usually much louder than sorrow. What was behind the sorrow so that its sound matched the sound of joy? We are told that it was the elderly who had seen the first temple who wept aloud. Perhaps they mourned as they compared the beginnings of this new temple with their remembrance of the majesty of the former temple. The prophet Haggai seems to confirm this in Haggai 2.
But does this explain the intensity of their sorrow? I suspect that they could have been remembering what had made this day of celebration necessary. It was their (and their nation’s) sin and idolatry that had brought divine judgment in the form of the Babylonian captivity. Perhaps they grieved as they remembered how they and their fathers had grieved God.
I believe Ezra 3:12-13 gives us a whole picture of worship. We give worship to God in joy and sorrow. My wife Sunny has been reminding me recently that our worship to God is given in the midst of brokenness and pain. This is a special kind of worship that we will not be able to offer in heaven where we will worship in the perfection of God’s shalom!
Even our ability to bring worship to God captures this tension. We can only come into the presence of God because of an event that also evokes joy and sorrow: the joy of the resurrected Christ and sorrow that our sin required the death and suffering of the same.
I believe God is honored as we come to Him with both joy and sorrow.
Prayer
Father, I want to worship You with the wholeness of my being, bringing worship in the midst of my brokenness and pain, and remembering with sorrow the cost of my sin. Yet I’m filled with joy and hope because of what You have done. Thank You for Your compassion and sorrow that moved You to redeem this world. Thank You that You invite us into the fullness of Your joy. Help me to grow in each of these areas. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.
Bible Reading for Today: Daniel 8
On Thursday, we looked at the priorities of the returning exiles in Ezra 2—how they made provision for the rebuilding of the temple before they focused on resettling the land. Today, we look again at priorities as the exiles began the work of rebuilding the temple. Ezra 3 is a story of foundations—both figurative and literal.
We are not told much about the journey of the returning exiles to Jerusalem, but we do know what they did first when they got there. They gathered at the ruins of the temple and, according to their ability, each made freewill offerings for the house of God to be rebuilt.
Yesterday, we saw that not everyone returned back to Jerusalem. In fact, we learn in Ezra 2 that the total number of returnees numbered fewer than 50,000. This was a tiny number in comparison with those who had originally been taken captive. Why so few?
It had been almost 50 years since the exile; enough time for two whole generations to be born in foreign lands; enough time that life within the Babylonian empire was all that many Jews knew about. Cyrus’s proclamation must have come like a bolt of lightning for the Jewish people. Jerusalem? Rebuild the temple? Walk hundreds of miles through possibly dangerous territory? Leave the life that they had built? Understandably, not everyone RSVP-ed.
While Cyrus sounds like a believer in Ezra 1, we know from the historical record (particularly from a document known as the ‘Cyrus Cylinder’) that he primarily worshiped Marduk, but he was also a respecter of regional gods (as Cyrus would have seen them). In the Cyrus Cylinder, Cyrus describes some of his works in the following manner:
Can God forget His promises? It must have seemed that way to the people of Judah.
Earlier this month, a sheep named Chris made international headlines. He had wandered from his flock and had been living in the Australian outback for five to six years on his own. When they found him, his fleece had grown to five times its normal size. As a result, he could barely see or walk; the heavy wool made it impossible for him to right himself if he had fallen over. He had to be sedated to be sheared because he had not been near humans for so long. The fleece alone weighed a record-setting 89 pounds, and it took 45 minutes to shear him—a process that usually only takes two minutes.
My mother-in-law has a fig tree in her backyard that has been growing for years. She cares for it by picking the fruit daily so that birds do not get to it. The figs are especially sweet because they are ripened on the vine, as opposed to after they are picked. I had never seen a fig tree before and when I ventured out specifically to take a closer look, I was amazed by the amount of fruit on the tree.
No one really criticized the San Antonio Spurs— leading by 5 points with 28 seconds left in the 6th game of the 2013 NBA Finals against Miami—for overconfidence as they prepared to celebrate their win. Stunningly, what many saw as an insurmountable lead, quickly evaporated as the Spurs somehow lost that game and the next—they returned home as losers.