April 21, Friday

 

Today’s AMI QT Devotional is written by Doug Tritton.  Doug, a graduate of University of Pennsylvania, is currently serving as a staff at Symphony Church (Boston) while pursuing a M.Div. at Gordon Conwell Seminary.  He is married to Cindy and they are proud parents of Audrey.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTS FOR TODAY

“God of All Comfort”

2 Corinthians 1:3-5

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. 5 For as we share abundantly in Christ’s sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in comfort too.

I recall a few months ago, shortly after my daughter Audrey was born, there were some nights where nothing would comfort her: Try to get her to sleep? Didn’t work. Try to put her in the baby swing? Didn’t work. Bouncer? Again, nope. She kept crying and crying. The only thing that kept her from crying was holding her and pacing around the floor. In those moments, I felt defeated, like I was unable to comfort my own daughter.

Aren’t we like that sometimes? Not like the father, but like the crying baby? We complain and complain to God about this or that, wondering why He won’t answer our prayers. We can wonder in those moments if God even cares. But what does our passage for today tell us about God? He is “the Father of mercies and God of all comfort who comforts us in all our affliction.” Though, maybe, He won’t answer a specific prayer, we can be assured that He will always hold on to us – He will never let go. He will give us comfort, because He is the God of all comfort.

Today, come to God. Bring your requests – though he may not answer them right away – we can trust that He will comfort us. He will surround us with His presence and show His love to us. He is a faithful Father, One who holds onto us even as we cry, complain, and try to push Him away. He never lets go. That’s the love of our Father!

And with that love of the Father in us, let’s remember that we can comfort others: “We may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.” So, while the comfort of God lifts us up, let’s then turn to lift others up with that same comfort.

Prayer: Lord, thank You that You are the God of all comfort. So often do we complain and throw tantrums around You, but still You are faithful and will never leave us. Thank for Your unfailing, never-ceasing love and comfort for us. Give us today this comfort, as we go through the afflictions of life. We need Your loving presence in our lives. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 13


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read Matthew 11:28-30: 28 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

Questions to Consider

  1. Who does Jesus invite to come to him? What does He promise them?
  2. How do we receive this rest from Jesus?
  3. How does Jesus describe life with Him?

Notes

  1. Verse 28 says, “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden.” Jesus invites those who weary, worn out from the world, those who are burnt out and stuck, and those are who just plain tired. To all who are struggling, Jesus says, “Come to me.” And what does He promise them? Rest – real spiritual rest. Not TV-binge-watching rest, but real, genuine soul-rest.
  2. Well, first off, we need to come to Him! But Jesus also says we need to take His yoke and learn from Him. What this means is that we need to learn to live life the way Jesus intended, because living life as Jesus intended will give us rest. This may seem counter-intuitive (isn’t Jesus’ way of life incredibly difficult??), but, in reality, Jesus’ way of life was the way humans were meant to live. Follow Jesus, live like Jesus, and we will find that we are living in a way that brings rest and peace to our souls.
  3. He says that it is easy! Again, this seems counter-intuitive, but as already mentioned, once we start living a life with God—the way God intended—we will find this more natural, in fact easier, than the competitive, unforgiving, stressful ways of life that the world pushes us to live.

EVENING REFLECTION

Tonight, remembering that our Father in Heaven is the God of all comfort, let’s come to Him and rest in His loving presence. Try not to speak – no prayer requests, no grievances, no words – but just rest in His presence and receive His comfort.

April 20, Thursday

The AMI QT Devotionals from April 17-20 are provided by Jabez Yeo.  Jabez, a graduate of University of Pennsylvania, is currently working in NYC and serving at TRPC-E.  He hopes to become a missionary.  His devotionals are based off material from Serge’s Sonship program. You can click here for more information.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTS FOR TODAY

“Repentance as God’s Children”

Hosea 14:1-7

Return, Israel, to the Lord your God. Your sins have been your downfall! 2 Take words with you and return to the Lord. Say to him: “Forgive all our sins and receive us graciously, that we may offer the fruit of our lips. 3 Assyria cannot save us; we will not mount warhorses. We will never again say ‘Our gods’ to what our own hands have made, for in you the fatherless find compassion.” 4 “I will heal their waywardness and love them freely, for my anger has turned away from them. 5 I will be like the dew to Israel; he will blossom like a lily. Like a cedar of Lebanon he will send down his roots; 6 his young shoots will grow. His splendor will be like an olive tree, his fragrance like a cedar of Lebanon.7 People will dwell again in his shade; they will flourish like the grain, they will blossom like the vine—Israel’s fame will be like the wine of Lebanon.”

One movie that I was thoroughly surprised to enjoy was Zootopia, which centers around a world where predator and prey peacefully coexist. The protagonist, Judy, Zootopia’s first rabbit police officer, enlists the street smarts of a fox, Nick, to help her discover the cause of some predators returning to savagery. Unfortunately, Judy hurts Nick tremendously when she suspects a biological cause for the predators’ behavior, as Nick has fought prejudiced ideas about foxes his entire life. It is only when Judy tearfully admits her wrongdoing and helplessness without Nick that they reconcile and uncover Zootopia’s secret conspiracy.

Yesterday, we discussed Israel’s false repentance in Hosea 6, for they desired pain relief from sin’s suffering rather than restoration of relationship with God.  Thankfully, in Hosea 14, we see a different repentance: Israel does not give a shallow confession but delves deep into their heart sin—faith in people rather than in God. The Israelites admit that they have trusted in human might—whether theirs or Assyria’s—to save them instead of God. They confess that they have committed idolatry by attributing divine qualities to what their hands have made. They not only focus on their sin but their motives behind it.

Oftentimes, we live a lifestyle of remorse and resolution when we sin. We feel exasperated that we fell and promise to do better next time. However, this approach ignores what the Bible says about our hearts: they are deceitful and beyond human fixing (Jer. 17:9). We falsely believe that we have the power to change ourselves through obeying the law, giving it power that only the Holy Spirit has.

The only alternative is to realize and repent. To realize is to correctly discern our true spiritual condition, that without the Holy Spirit in us we are capable of any atrocity. To repent is for us to admit to God that He is our only hope; that we are powerless over our sin and that our lives are unmanageable without His control over our lives. Let’s come to God in that way today.

Prayer: Father, it’s so easy for me to gloss over my heart motives and want false relief. Help me to realize right now that my sin indicates the reality that I am incapable of doing anything good without You. May the bad news in my life lead me to the Good News, that through faith in Christ, the same power that conquered the grave lives in me. Help me to fully depend on Your Spirit to live out the righteousness You have already given to me. In Your Name I pray, Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 12


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read 1 Timothy 1:12-17: I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that he considered me trustworthy, appointing me to his service. 13 Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. 14 The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. 15 Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst. 16 But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his immense patience as an example for those who would believe in him and receive eternal life. 17 Now to the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory for ever and ever. Amen.

Questions to Consider

  1. How would you describe Paul’s demeanor in this passage?
  2. Why do you think Paul describes himself as the worst of sinners?
  3. Unlike Paul, you may not be a murderer, but how have you murdered people in your heart (Matt. 5:21-24)? How have you been a blasphemer and a violent person in your inner life?

Notes

  1. Paul is extremely grateful (v. 12), knowing that he has been shown incredible mercy, which he cannot repay (v.13 and v.16). He knows that his life is but an example of Christ’s faith and love (v.14), as well as His patience (v.16).
  2. While it is true that Paul was a blasphemer, persecutor and a violent man (v.13), it could be said that others in history have committed worse atrocities on a greater scale. Thus, a reason for this supposed hyperbole could be that Paul truly understands his spiritual condition, that for every wrong action he took, there were other instances where he may not have committed the action but the same sinful motives were acted on in his heart.
  3. Personal response.

EVENING REFLECTION

Has God revealed a “new” sinful habit of yours? Like strong medicine, such revelation can be really tough to swallow, but it is ultimately for our good, as there is no Good News without bad news. Ask God to help you understand the gospel in a new and different way as a result of this revelation—this is a prayer that He would never refuse!

April 19, Wednesday

The AMI QT Devotionals from April 17-20 are provided by Jabez Yeo.  Jabez, a graduate of University of Pennsylvania, is currently working in NYC and serving at TRPC-E.  He hopes to become a missionary.  His devotionals are based off material from Serge’s Sonship program. You can click here for more information.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTS FOR TODAY

“Repentance as God’s Children”

Hosea 6:1-6

“Come, let us return to the Lord. He has torn us to pieces but He will heal us; He has injured us but He will bind up our wounds. 2 After two days He will revive us; on the third day He will restore us; that we may live in His presence. 3 Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us press on to acknowledge Him. As surely as the sun rises, He will appear; He will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth.” “What can I do with you, Ephraim? What can I do with you, Judah? Your love is like the morning mist, like the early dew that disappears. 5 Therefore I cut you in pieces with my prophets, I killed you with the words of my mouth—then my judgments go forth like the sun. 6 For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings.”

My all-time favorite Disney movie is The Lion King, which centers around King Mufasa, his evil brother Scar, and his son Simba. In the opening scene, Scar pays lip service to Mufasa by acknowledging his kingship but plots behind closed doors to kill Mufasa in order to be king. When Scar is successful and becomes ruler, the kingdom of the Pride Lands turns into a wasteland.  Thankfully, the exiled Simba returns to defeat Scar, and the Pride Lands are eventually restored.

Like Scar, the Israelites in Hosea 6 were caught paying lip service to God. While they seem to be repentant through acknowledgement of God (Hos. 6:1) and His healing power (Hos. 6:2), yet God answers them with exasperation due to their unrepentance (as noted in the chapter title in the NIV). He remarks that their love for Him is like the “early dew that disappears” (Hos. 6:4) and discerns that their “returning” to Him is a form of pain relief. Sadly, the Israelites’ desire is not for God but for their suffering to be removed quickly, in two to three days no less! (Hos. 6:2-3).

Sadly, our repentance does not differ much from Israel’s. For example, let’s say that I made a remark out of anger that hurt a close friend. To deal with the issue, I might say “I shouldn’t have said that and I’m sorry for hurting you. Will you forgive me?” If my friend responds by wanting to delve deeper into the issue that caused my anger, I might think to myself, I apologized. If you can’t forgive me, that’s your problem. Thus, while I may have apologized for my words, I have not repented of my resentment. The truth is that I am still unrepentant, since what I am after is quick “reconciliation.”

Oftentimes, when we wrong God or others, we are more interested in the removal of our guilt than the actual restoration of our relationships. We usually have worldly sorrow that brings death rather than godly sorrow which brings repentance and salvation (2 Cor. 7:10). Let’s ask God to show us the difference today.

Prayer: Father, the pain of my sin is too much to bear. I have hurt You and others many times, and I desire the false relief from my quick apologies instead of genuine reconciliation. Give me insight to my brokenness that is fracturing my relationship with You and others. And give me the courage to surrender and admit that I cannot fix myself through my power or will. In Your Name I pray, Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 11


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read Matthews 27:1-5: Early in the morning, all the chief priests and the elders of the people made their plans how to have Jesus executed. So they bound him, led him away and handed him over to Pilate the governor. 3 When Judas, who had betrayed him, saw that Jesus was condemned, he was seized with remorse and returned the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and the elders. “I have sinned,” he said, “for I have betrayed innocent blood.” “What is that to us?” they replied. “That’s your responsibility.”5 So Judas threw the money into the temple and left. Then he went away and hanged himself.

Questions to Consider

  1. How does Judas show that he’s sorry over his sin?
  2. How does Judas display worldly sorrow instead of godly sorrow?
  3. What are you displaying worldly sorrow over?

Notes

  1. Judas is described as being “seized with remorse” (v. 3). He returns the money that he earned for betraying Jesus (v. 4) and even names his sin (v.4).
  2. Judas doesn’t acknowledge the fact that his love for money and power was greater than his love for Jesus. The guilt of his sin becomes too much to bear, and he eventually hangs himself (v. 5) to his death.
  3. Personal response.

EVENING REFLECTION

Ask God to reveal any broken relationships you may have that need repair. When someone comes to mind, ask God for the strength to address the person instead of running away. God will help you if you let Him.

April 18, Tuesday

The AMI QT Devotionals from April 17-20 are provided by Jabez Yeo.  Jabez, a graduate of University of Pennsylvania, is currently working in NYC and serving at TRPC-E.  He hopes to become a missionary.  His devotionals are based off material from Serge’s Sonship program. You can click here for more information.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTS FOR TODAY

“Overcoming Hindrances to Prayer as God’s Children”

Ephesians 1:3-8

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ. For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will— to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace that he lavished on us.

In yesterday’s devotional, we talked briefly about George Muller, a great hero of the faith. Through fervent prayer and faith in God and His provision, Muller was able to care for over 10,000 orphans during his lifetime. When describing what had to happen to become effective in prayer, Mueller mentioned two things: Firstly, Muller had to die to what he thought about himself, as he wrote, “You really can’t live for God’s glory…if you are thinking about what you think about yourself.” Secondly, Mueller mentioned that he had to die to what others thought about him.

In today’s digitized world, it is easy to manage our image through social media, blogs and other platforms. What we think of ourselves and what others think of us can lead us to act as spiritual orphans and cloud the most important opinion: what God thinks of us. Thankfully, prayer is the tool that is readily available to recalibrate our thoughts. Through prayer, we are reminded that we are not orphans but sons and daughters of the King (Eph. 1:5); we are reminded that we have every spiritual blessing in Christ (Eph. 1:3) and are chosen to be holy and blameless in His sight (Eph. 1:4); and that we are given redemption and forgiveness through God’s lavish grace (Eph. 1:8).

Because we are human, there will be times when we distinctly feel God’s presence in an undeniable way, but there will also be times when He feels incredibly distant. In those times, prayer not only reminds us of the truth of Scripture but also helps us demolish the barriers that hinder our fellowship with God. Perhaps there are certain sins that are leading to our estrangement from God and need to be confessed. Perhaps there are certain emotions such as resentment, anxiety, fear or bitterness that prevent us from seeing God’s grace.

Oftentimes, we come to our devotional time routinely to check off one of many tasks for the day. However, prayer is a great time not to achieve but to receive—to receive the truths that God has for us. Let’s do so today.

Prayer: Father, thank You that You love me and that I can come to Your throne of grace with confidence, receiving mercy and grace in my time of need (Heb. 4:16). I confess that I often forget what You think of me. I confess that I look to my opinion and others’ opinion of me instead of Your opinion. Bring me back to You today. In Your Name I pray, Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 10


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read Philippians 4:6-7: Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Questions to Consider

  1. Why do you think God commands us not to be anxious?
  2. Why do you think God’s remedy for anxiety is prayer?
  3. What are you anxious about today? What can you surrender to Him in prayer? Give it a careful thought.

Notes

  1. Anxiety reveals self-centeredness. Through anxiety, we declare our lack of faith in God’s ability to provide.
  2. Through fellowship with God in prayer, He helps us to discern whether our desires and ambitions are ours or His. Through prayer, God reveals to us His heart and will. Through prayer, we can be transformed so that our hearts desire His will, bringing us perfect peace (Phil. 4:7).
  3. Personal response.

EVENING REFLECTION

What truths about yourself did God remind you of today? How did He remind you of His love and His grace for you? Journal it so that it may serve as one of your spiritual stones (Jos. 4:1-9).

April 17, Monday

The AMI QT Devotionals from April 17-20 are provided by Jabez Yeo.  Jabez, a graduate of University of Pennsylvania, is currently working in NYC and serving at TRPC-E.  He hopes to become a missionary.  His devotionals are based off material from Serge’s Sonship program. You can click here for more information.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTS FOR TODAY

Fellowship with the Father as God’s Children

Zephaniah 3:17

The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.

Psalm 37:4

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.

When thinking about great heroes of the faith, George Muller should be considered on anyone’s list. Born in 1805 in modern day Germany, Muller established several orphanages in England, which cared for over 10,000 orphans during his lifetime. Despite exorbitant costs, Muller never made requests for financial support to anyone except God. Yet time after time, God’s provision of financial support would come at exactly the right time. Muller’s incredible faith and prayer life inspired other “faith missionaries” such as Hudson Taylor, who would go on to establish China Inland Mission (now known as Overseas Missionary Fellowship).

Learning about men like George Muller may lead us to wonder how some can reach such incredible levels of faith and prayer, especially when we have orphan-like tendencies. For some of us, our prayer lives are non-existent. For others, we realize that we use our prayers as a way to manipulate God for our own pleasure. We “delight in God” so that He may give us what we want, and we continue to “delight in Him” as long as our desires are being fulfilled. The apostle James notes that this tendency is a form of adultery and warns that such living signifies friendship with the world (James 4:3-4).

The saddest thing is that God, our Heavenly Father, eagerly desires to converse with us (Zeph. 3:17). He longs to capture our hearts so that we would be more like Him, allowing us to live life to the fullest (John 10:10). When we receive, by faith, God’s delight in us through prayer, we as His children will begin to delight in Him. And as God becomes our utmost desire, our desires slowly but surely align with His, leading to the ultimate fulfillment of Psalm 37:4.

It is only through prayer that we lose our self-will and receive power to do God’s will God’s way. It is only through prayer that the kingdom of self is demolished and the kingdom of heaven is glorified. Rather than asking God to change our circumstances, can we ask God to change us? Let’s do so today.

Prayer: Father, thank You that You love me and long to have fellowship with me. I confess that my time with You has been lacking or has primarily been about me. Father, I want to live the life that You want me to live. Change me from the inside out, help me to become more like You and to desire what You desire. May You be lifted high in my life. In Your Name I pray, Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 9


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read Romans 8:26-7: We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. 23 Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption to sonship, the redemption of our bodies. 24 For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have? 25 But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. 26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.

Questions to Consider

  1. What is the hope in which we are saved?
  2. Oftentimes, we have trouble knowing what to pray for. How does God help us in this?
  3. How does this truth comfort you in the midst of your struggles?

Notes

  1. The redemption of our bodies, which our adoption to sonship will eventually bring. We no longer have to live as orphans as we have the Holy Spirit in us.
  2. The Holy Spirit helps us and intercedes for us in accordance with God’s will.
  3. Personal response.

EVENING REFLECTION

How has God been speaking to You today? What are some of your desires that are not aligned with His? Only God can bring change or even the desire to change. Let’s ask that He would empower us for the next day.

April 16, Sunday

The AMI QT Devotionals April 10-16 are written by David Son, who serves as the college pastor at Symphony Church in Boston.  David, a graduate of UC Berkeley (B.S.) and Gordon-Conwell Seminary (M.Div.), is married to Grace who teaches at a public school.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT FOR THE PASSION WEEK

“Recognize His Presence”

John 20:14-16

Having said this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you seeking?” Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.” Jesus said to her, “Mary.” She turned and said to him in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means Teacher).

In the summer of 2011, my dad and I were having a father-son lunch, when we ran into a couple of my dad’s friends. Father-son time turned into three old men talking, while I just sat silently and smiled. But I didn’t mind because of who showed up next. The fifth member of our lunch party appeared a few minutes late, but it was MC Hammer. Apparently, the other two men were scheduled to have lunch with him, and they all just decided to join us! I remember being so star-struck, I couldn’t believe I was sitting across from Mr. Hammer himself! In short, it was an exciting lunch for most of the people sitting at the table. The only person who had no clue what was going on was my dad. He had never seen nor even heard of MC Hammer. I was so embarrassed on behalf of my dad, who asked Hammer silly questions like, “So, what do you do?” After lunch, as we hopped into the car to go home, I had to give my dad a briefing on American pop culture, and who it was that we had just eaten lunch with. Only after seeing the numerous YouTube videos, and beholding the sheer fame of MC Hammer, did my dad realize that he had failed to recognize the presence of an iconic star.

On the first Easter Sunday, Mary didn’t recognize Jesus either. Even after seeing Him and hearing His voice, she mistook Him for a common gardener. She asked Him silly questions like, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him….” It wasn’t until Jesus said her name, “Mary,” that she recognized that she was in the presence of Jesus.

In a similar way, we often fail to recognize the presence of God in our lives. And when we don’t recognize His presence, we are missing out on the opportunity to do life with God. Sure, we believe that He is omnipresent, and we teach children that He is always with us. But the reality is that we often live as though His presence is far off and rarely relevant to our daily lives. But Jesus did not resurrect so we might merely know some facts about Him. He intends for us to live in the reality of His presence, daily. Today we are celebrating the resurrection of Jesus. May we hear God calling out our names, and let us remember that He is indeed alive and with us each day!

Prayer: Jesus, we celebrate your resurrection today. You are the risen King! Holy Spirit, help us to live today, and each subsequent day, in the fullness of Your presence. In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 8; John 20

April 15, Saturday

The AMI QT Devotionals April 10-16 are written by David Son, who serves as the college pastor at Symphony Church in Boston.  David, a graduate of UC Berkeley (B.S.) and Gordon-Conwell Seminary (M.Div.), is married to Grace who teaches at a public school.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT FOR THE PASSION WEEK

“The Most Uncomfortable Day”

Luke 24:54-56

It was the day of Preparation, and the Sabbath was beginning. The women who had come with him from Galilee followed and saw the tomb and how his body was laid. Then they returned and prepared spices and ointments. On the Sabbath they rested according to the commandment.

During elementary school, my best friend’s mother passed away from leukemia. It was the first tragedy that I had encountered in my life, and also the first funeral I had ever attended. But as I made my way to pay my respects at the open casket, more than grief, I was overwhelmed with fear. I had known this woman; I loved her, but there she was, passed on. What was going to happen to my friend? I proceeded to greet the family, and I found him weeping intensely. I wasn’t prepared, I didn’t know what to say, and I didn’t know what to do with all the pain surrounding me. I gave him a quick hug and a muted smile, and ran away to hide in a different part of the building. I wish I could have done it differently. I wish I had stayed beside my friend, but the fear and discomfort of pain drove me to run away. It was the most uncomfortable day of my life.

When we look through the four Gospel accounts of Jesus’ burial, they all mention that it was Joseph (the owner of the tomb) and the women who buried Jesus. My question is, “Where were the men? Where were Peter, James, and John?” The Bible doesn’t say where they were, but clearly they were not at the tomb. To a certain extent, I understand how the disciples must have felt on that eve, and all throughout that Saturday. It must have been the most uncomfortable, scary, and confusing day. Why couldn’t Jesus have risen after one day? Why did God wait until the third day? Why didn’t God heal my friend’s mother? Why doesn’t God put a swift end to the brokenness and suffering in this world? We shouldn’t presume to understand the ways of God, but one thing is certain: seasons of suffering seem to be within God’s good plan.

We know the good news, we know the end of the story, we know that Jesus will resurrect, and we know that God will one day make all things new. But hope is not an escape mechanism. Let us not run away or hide ourselves from the seasons of suffering that we face presently. Instead, let us encourage one another, walk alongside each other, and comfort our brothers and sisters who are going through pain, in the hope of Jesus Christ. It’s Saturday, but Sunday is on the horizon!

Prayer: God, we trust You even when circumstances are bleak. We know who You are—You are a God who turns mourning into dancing and sorrow into joy. Help us to persevere together as we walk in the faith that You are a good and faithful God. Thank You that the end of the story is victory, restoration, and resurrection. We love You. In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 6-7

April 14, Friday

The AMI QT Devotionals April 10-16 are written by David Son, who serves as the college pastor at Symphony Church in Boston.  David, a graduate of UC Berkeley (B.S.) and Gordon-Conwell Seminary (M.Div.), is married to Grace who teaches at a public school.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT FOR THE PASSION WEEK

“The Lamb of God”

John 1:35-36

The next day again John was standing with two of his disciples, and he looked at Jesus as he walked by and said, “Behold, the Lamb of God!”

Not only is the Bald Eagle the national animal for the United States, the majestic bird is also a cultural symbol representing freedom and strength. Where people from other nations/cultures might see a mere bird, Americans understand the special and profound effect that the bald eagle has in stirring up patriotic emotions.

In a similar way, lambs had a certain special and profound effect on the Jewish people in the first century. To us today, a lamb is just a lamb. But every Jew would have understood that lambs represented sacrifice and atonement. Since the days of Moses, and for generations upon generations, the blood of lambs was the means of forgiveness for the Jewish people for their sins against God. And while wool and meat were some of the secondary provisions from lambs, the primary symbolism of lambs during those times was to remember the grace of God and the forgiveness of sin.

So it must have been strange for his disciples to hear John the Baptist proclaim, regarding Jesus, “Behold, the Lamb of God!” Interesting choice of animal to describe a fellow rabbi! John could have said, “Lion of God” or “Eagle of God,” but he said, “Lamb of God.” John understood something that few people understood at the time, and we only understand in hindsight: Jesus came to offer atonement for us. He is indeed the Lamb of God.

Many years ago, Jesus submitted Himself to death on a cross. Spend some time this morning coming to Jesus and thanking Him for being our perfect Lamb.

Prayer: Jesus, we thank You for Your sacrifice. Thank You for being the Lamb of God. As we go through this day, we remind ourselves that we are where we are because of what You have done for us. In Your name I pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 5; Mark 15


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read Philippians 2:5-8: Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.

Questions to Consider

  1. What is Paul’s primary command in this passage?
  2. According to the passage, what actions did Jesus take (although he was God)?
  3. How can we have the mindset of Jesus?

Notes

  1. Paul’s primary command for his readers is found in the first clause: “Have this mind among yourselves….” In other words, he is about to tell us the type of attitude we should have.
  2. When we observe the verbs in this passage, we see that although Jesus was God,
    1. He did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped
    2. He emptied Himself
    3. He took the form of a servant
    4. He humbled Himself
    5. He became obedient
  3. Paul’s intention is not for us to literally hang ourselves on a cross. But he exhorts us to have the mindset of Christ, which is to consider others’ needs more than our own, to empty ourselves, take on the form of a servant, humble ourselves, and become obedient to the Lord. This is something we can all do, in both big and small ways!

EVENING REFLECTION

A popular praise song goes like this: “I remind myself of all that you’ve done, and the live I have because of your Son.” This evening, spend some time reminding yourself of what Jesus did for you on the cross, and the life you have because of His sacrifice.

April 13, Thursday

The AMI QT Devotionals April 10-16 are written by David Son, who serves as the college pastor at Symphony Church in Boston.  David, a graduate of UC Berkeley (B.S.) and Gordon-Conwell Seminary (M.Div.), is married to Grace who teaches at a public school.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT FOR THE PASSION WEEK

“Wet Socks”

John 13:3-5

Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into his hands, and that he had come from God and was going back to God, rose from supper. He laid aside his outer garments, and taking a towel, tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples’ feet and to wipe them with the towel that was wrapped around him.

To be completely honest, when I first started serving on staff at my church, I had a hard time submitting to my lead pastor. Of course, I never did let it show on the outside; I did every task I was asked to do. But as the months went on, a grumbling spirit was taking hold of my heart; and as I continued to serve, it gradually grew into a root of bitterness. Perhaps you have experienced a similar rebellion of the flesh against submission to authority, whether at church or in the workplace. I felt trapped in this position, feeling obligated to serve, while at the same time unable to articulate the growing vexation within. But then something happened.

It was January, a typical snowy Sunday in Boston. I had accidentally stepped into a puddle of slush on my way to Sunday morning service, and as a result, my shoes and socks were soaking wet. I took my shoes off and draped my dripping socks on the backseat of a chair as I helped setup for the worship service. A few minutes later, I went back to where I had put my socks, hoping to find them at least a little drier than they were before. To my surprise, they were gone! Just as I was about to accuse someone of stealing my socks, my lead pastor walked out of the bathroom, with my socks in his hands. He had taken them into the bathroom, washed them, and used the hand-dryer to blow dry my socks. He handed them to me and said, “I didn’t want you to get sick.” In that moment, as I was fighting back the tears, I felt God speak to me saying, “You’re struggling to submit to this man, but see how he is willing to serve you. So now, submit to him, joyfully.” From that day, the bitter root was gone, my grumbling spirit was broken off, and serving started becoming a joy.

I can imagine the shock of the disciples when Jesus began washing their feet. They probably never expected their Lord to serve them in such a way. Little did they know that He would give them so much more; He was going to lay down His life.

Have you been grumbling? Do you recognize a bitter root taking hold of your heart? If so, know this: Jesus laid down His pride, honor, and even His life in order to serve us. Let us joyfully submit to Him, and lovingly serve one another.

Prayer: Lord, may everything we do, whether it’s submitting to authorities, serving people, or obeying your commands, may we do it from a place of joy. Remind us that You first loved us and served us, especially if we find ourselves growing weary or bitter. Thank You that You are a Servant King. In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 4


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read John 13:34-35: A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.

Questions to Consider

  1. In what manner are we commanded to love one another?
  2. According to Jesus, how will people recognize His disciples?
  3. What examples of Christ can we follow, as we strive to love one another?

Notes

  1. In this passage, when Jesus commands His disciples to love one another, He also includes this guideline to inform us of the manner in which we are to love: “just as I have loved you…” In other words, we don’t love based on how we feel like loving. Neither do we love based on whether or not the recipient deserves such love. Our love for one another is based on how Jesus loved us.
  2. Jesus says that people will recognize His disciples by the love they have for one another. In other words, the love that is displayed by the church should be so radical and so refreshingly different that it causes people to recognize that there is something special going on among the people of God.
  3. So much of Jesus’ life is set as an example for us to follow. This passage comes right after Jesus washes His disciples’ feet. One way that we can follow this particular example is to willingly commit ourselves to do the “dirty work.” The kind of tasks that no one else really wants to do, but someone needs to do. Things like doing the dishes, vacuuming, laundry—menial tasks that include very little glory and require very little skill. When we do these out of love for one another, we are reflecting the servant heart of Christ.

EVENING REFLECTION

Are you serving in your church? What is your heart’s attitude towards serving?

If you aren’t serving in some capacity, you should serve in some way! And if you are currently serving, spend some time reflecting on how your heart has been towards serving. If you find that there is some grumbling or bitterness growing within, bring it before Jesus our Servant King.

April 12, Wednesday

The AMI QT Devotionals April 10-16 are written by David Son, who serves as the college pastor at Symphony Church in Boston.  David, a graduate of UC Berkeley (B.S.) and Gordon-Conwell Seminary (M.Div.), is married to Grace who teaches at a public school.

DEVOTIONAL THOUGHT FOR THE PASSION WEEK

“The Most ‘Wasteful’ Gift”

Mark 14:3-9

And while he was at Bethany in the house of Simon the leper, as he was reclining at table, a woman came with an alabaster flask of ointment of pure nard, very costly, and she broke the flask and poured it over his head. There were some who said to themselves indignantly, “Why was the ointment wasted like that? For this ointment could have been sold for more than three hundred denarii and given to the poor.” And they scolded her. But Jesus said, “Leave her alone. Why do you trouble her? She has done a beautiful thing to me. For you always have the poor with you, and whenever you want, you can do good for them. But you will not always have me. She has done what she could; she has anointed my body beforehand for burial. And truly, I say to you, wherever the gospel is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in memory of her.”

Historians say the most expensive gift ever given in the history of mankind is the Taj Mahal. The Taj, located in India, was commissioned by Shah Jahan to be built in memory of his beloved wife, Mumtaz Mahal. It took 22 years, 20,000 laborers, and 32 million rupees (that’s around 1 billion US dollars if you convert and factor in inflation) to construct this monumental project. As beautiful and inspiring as the Taj Majal is, most of us would agree that the gesture was extremely wasteful. Think about how much you could do with 20,000 laborers in 22 years, with 1 billion dollars. And the Shah used all that to express his love for his deceased wife by constructing a building that has very little functional value. What a waste!

Those were the kinds of thoughts that enraged the onlookers of this dramatic scene from Mark 14. As the woman poured out 300 denarii (a year’s salary) worth of ointment upon Jesus’ feet, those who were nearby couldn’t help but be frustrated at the wasteful, inefficient nature of this woman’s offering. But what they failed to understand, and what we often forget, is that love is wasteful. When we genuinely express love to someone, it isn’t calculated, it isn’t necessarily efficient; in fact it’s often wasteful. No one understood this better than Jesus.

Historians got it wrong. The most expensive gift ever given in the history of mankind was not the Taj Majal; it was the life of Jesus Christ. A few days after the woman poured the ointment on Jesus’ feet, God paid our ransom by offering Jesus on the cross. He is the most wasteful giver of all time!

In your love for God, and your love for people, have you been wastefully loving? Or is your love always calculated and efficient? Today, let’s look for opportunities to love God and love one another genuinely, even wastefully.

Prayer: God, teach us how to give as You gave and to love as You loved—even if it means being inefficient for a time, or even being wasteful with our time, energy, and resources. Free us from anxieties and worries, which often inhibit us from loving wastefully. Thank You that You gave us the greatest gift of all in your Son, Jesus, and for sending Your Holy Spirit to be with us. In Jesus’ name I pray.

Bible Reading for Today: Leviticus 3


LUNCH BREAK STUDY

Read Luke 11:9-13: And I tell you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. What father among you, if his son asks for a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent; or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!

Questions to Consider

  1. According to this passage, what must we do in order to receive from God?
  2. How can we trust that God would so easily give us good gifts?
  3. What gift is the heavenly Father so eager to give to us?

Notes

  1. The passage makes it clear that all we must do is ask! “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find….” Even though we know this is in Scripture, we aren’t used to this because the world doesn’t really function this way. We usually have to work and earn every other good thing we have. Consequently, this promise is easy to learn but hard to practice!
  2. Simply asking and receiving seems like too good of an offer to be true. How can we know that this is true? To help us understand, Jesus points to our earthly fathers. Even though they aren’t perfect, we can trust that most fathers know how to take care of their children and give them good gifts. In the same way, God is our Heavenly Father, and we can trust Him (even more than our earthly fathers) to give us good gifts when we simply ask.
  3. Some interpret this passage to mean that God would give us anything we ask for. And while we can certainly ask Him for anything, this passage is quite clear that the primary gift that God has in store for His children is the Holy Spirit. He knows that more than anything else, the Holy Spirit is the best and most crucial gift for us!

EVENING REFLECTION

The most famous passage about receiving the Holy Spirit is from Acts 2, when the disciples were waiting, longing for the Holy Spirit to come, and He indeed comes. Consequently, we often think that we have to be in a certain spiritual state in order to be filled with the Spirit. But the book of Acts is filled with other instances of people being filled with the Spirit: those who knew nothing about the Spirit but just asked (Acts 19:1-6), one who was hostile towards God (Acts 9:17-20), and even Gentiles (Acts 10)!

Regardless of what “spiritual condition” you are in right now, ask God to fill you with His Holy Spirit!