November 15, Wednesday

 

The AMI QT Devotionals for November 15-16 are provided by Jennifer Kim, a staff of Church of Southland, Anaheim, California.   Jennifer, a graduate of Biola University, is current finishing up her M.Div. at Talbot School of Theology.

 

 

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Luke 15:4-7

“What man among you, if he has a hundred sheep and has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open pasture and go after the one which is lost until he finds it? When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and his neighbors, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost!’ I tell you that in the same way, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.”

Upon returning from our church retreat a couple months ago, I discovered that I had lost my car keys.  Immediately, I went into a panic mode and began searching everything around me.  I frantically checked all of my belongings, every vehicle I had entered, and every room I set my foot in.  When some of the church members noticed my predicament, they quickly jumped in and helped me search for my keys as well.  One of my friends even went as far as to call the retreat site and ask about any lost items.  After a couple hours passed by, I came to the unfortunate reality that my keys were officially lost.

Throughout the following weeks, not a day went by without me thinking about my keys.  I found myself constantly retracing my steps, forwards and backwards, in hopes that I may have overlooked a spot where I could have misplaced them.  I called the retreat site again multiple times and searched our entire church building with a sense of determination.  However, after two full weeks of incessant searching, I was left disappointed and ready to give up.  As I reluctantly made the decision to move forward and make the necessary replacements, I received an unexpected text from one of our staff members.  To my surprise, my keys had been discovered in the back crevice of one of the church vans.  I literally leapt to my feet and was filled with an overwhelming sense of relief and happiness.  My keys were finally found!

As silly as this story may be, I am reminded of the relentless love of our God.  If we, being merely men, have such concern for a couple scraps of metal, how much more does our Heavenly Father have concern for those who are completely lost and without hope? Here, we see a God who actively pursues us in our desperate need.  He does not leave us to fend for ourselves, but His eyes watch over us with careful attention.

As we reflect on this short passage this morning, let us be reminded of God’s great love for us.  That no matter where we have been or what we have done, God never rejects a heart that is broken and contrite before Him (Ps. 51:17).  He opposes the proud, but rejoices over a heart of humility.  Let us give thanks to God for how far He has carried us up until this point.  But not only that, as we have been recipients of God’s undeserving grace, may we also seek to exemplify the heart of our Father and become a channel of God’s blessing to those around us.  Perhaps God is nudging you to be the very display of His care to another.  Whether this is to extend a helping hand or a listening ear to a friend, family member, or co-worker, may you be used by God to be a source of fresh hope and encouragement today!

Prayer: God, thank You for being a Father who never gives up on me.  Help me to have a heart that is tender before You and actively seek to be an extension of Your love and care to others.  In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 14


Lunch Break Study

Read Luke 18:9-14: And He also told this parable to some people who trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and viewed others with contempt: 10 “Two men went up into the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 11 The Pharisee stood and was praying this to himself: ‘God, I thank You that I am not like other people: swindlers, unjust, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. 12 I fast twice a week; I pay tithes of all that I get.’ 13 But the tax collector, standing some distance away, was even unwilling to lift up his eyes to heaven, but was beating his breast, saying, ‘God, be merciful to me, the sinner!’ 14 I tell you, this man went to his house justified rather than the other; for everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but he who humbles himself will be exalted.”

Questions to Consider

  1. How did the Pharisee measure his standing and righteousness before God?
  2. What was the tax collector’s posture before God?
  3. Why was the tax collector’s prayer to God more justified than the Pharisee?

Notes

  1. The Pharisee depended upon his own religious works and performance. He thought himself to be more superior to others because of how much he fasted and tithed to God (v.12).
  2. The tax collector was aware of his sinfulness and desperately pleaded for God’s mercy (v. 13).
  3. The Pharisee was full of pride and was impressed with his own ability to perform religious works. He was completely unaware of His desperate need for God and thought he was better than the tax collector.  On the other hand, the tax collector understood the gravity of his sin and felt unworthy to approach a holy God.  He knew that only God could ultimately save him from his sinful condition.  He humbled himself before God’s saving mercy rather than relying on his own righteousness.

Evening Reflection

Take some time to reflect on everything that happened today.  In what ways were you a channel of God’s blessing to those around you?  In what ways did you struggle to be a display of God’s love?  Pray for strength and ask God to fill you with His love and compassion.

November 14, Tuesday

Jennifer Kim, a graduate of Boston University, spent a year in Shanghai as one-year intern from 2013-14. She is currently serving as a staff at Catalyst Agape Church (New Jersey) while attending Alliance Theological Seminary.

 

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Saving Friendship

Mark 2:1-5

A few days later, when Jesus again entered Capernaum, the people heard that he had come home. They gathered in such large numbers that there was no room left, not even outside the door, and he preached the word to them. Some men came, bringing to him a paralyzed man, carried by four of them. Since they could not get him to Jesus because of the crowd, they made an opening in the roof above Jesus by digging through it and then lowered the mat the man was lying on. When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralyzed man, “Son, your sins are forgiven.”

During my senior year in college, I started experiencing these awful “night terrors”, in which I would wake up in sheer panic and fear. It was a very bizarre experience, but as a result I actually became afraid to go to bed. After a few weeks of dealing with this, I became desperate for healing and I knew I had to share with my roommates. That very night, as I mustered up the courage to share, they decided to tuck me into bed and pray over me. In my exhaustion I fell asleep as they were praying, but in the middle of the night I startled myself awake, not out of fear or panic, but to use the restroom, completely unaware that I had gone almost the entire night without a single nightmare. But as I was getting out of bed I noticed all three of my roommates huddled together sleeping on the floor of my 80 square feet room. As a matter of fact, because they could not all fit in my room, one of them was sleeping in the hallway of our apartment. From that night on, I never woke up in panic or fear again—I was completely healed.

In today’s passage we read a similar story of four friends who carried a paralytic to Jesus to be healed, but seeing that they could not get to Jesus, they climbed the roof and made a hole to lower him down. For these men, what mattered most was not what others would think, or the inconvenience of having to carry the paralytic up a roof and make a hole to lower him down; it didn’t even matter to them what the cost would be in damaging the roof of this home. How easy it would have been for the friends to have given up or to make excuses, but instead they went out of their way to see the one they love be healed. As Jesus witnessed the sacrificial act of the four friends, he states that it was the faith of these men that healed the paralytic.

It was the prayers of my roommates that healed me that day; and the love I witnessed through my friends as they laid on my bedroom floor showed me the love the Father. Friendship is one of the greatest gifts God has given us, and we learn through today’s story that a good friend is someone who is able to go above and beyond for the ones they love, and point you to Jesus our healer. A good friend is able to lift up those in need of healing and recognize that your faith can make a difference in their lives.

Today I want to ask you whether you are being a good friend. Are you available and willing to inconvenience yourself to point the ones you love to Jesus? Are you encouraging others in faith or are your ways hurting the ones you care about? We are called to act in God’s love to the people God has entrusted us with, may we live our lives like the four friends whose faith healed the paralytic.

Prayer: God, thank You for the gift of friendship. I ask that You would help me to be like the four friends in demonstrating sacrificial love. Help me to be someone that others can go to when they need to be pointed to Jesus.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 13


Lunch Break Study

Read John 15:15-17: I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. 16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last—and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you. 17 This is my command: Love each other.

Questions to Consider:

  1. Jesus states that we are no longer servants but friends. What distinguishes a servant of Jesus from a friend of Jesus?
  2. While Jesus tells us that he is the initiator of this friendship, what does he say is the reason we are called into this friendship?
  3. Personal question: What stands in the way of deepening your friendship with Jesus?

Note

  1. Servants do not know the ways of their master, while friends share in all the knowledge that they have with one another.
  2. We are called to bear lasting fruit through the love of the Father in us.
  3. Personal response.

Evening Reflection

We learned from today’s morning devotional and lunch break study that the friendship we enjoy with Jesus is meant to be shared by loving others. Let’s reflect on our friendships and ask ourselves whether we are sharing the love of Jesus by loving the ones God has entrusted us with. Write down specific ways you can reach out to others in friendship and let’s put them to action!

November 13, Monday

Jennifer Kim, a graduate of Boston University, spent a year in Shanghai as one-year intern from 2013-14. She is currently serving as a staff at Catalyst Agape Church (New Jersey) while attending Alliance Theological Seminary.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

The Cost of Ingratitude

Luke 17:11-19 

Now on his way to Jerusalem, Jesus traveled along the border between Samaria and Galilee. 12 As he was going into a village, ten men who had leprosy met him. They stood at a distance 13 and called out in a loud voice, “Jesus, Master, have pity on us!” 14 When he saw them, he said, “Go, show yourselves to the priests.” And as they went, they were cleansed. 15 One of them, when he saw he was healed, came back, praising God in a loud voice. 16 He threw himself at Jesus’ feet and thanked him—and he was a Samaritan. 17 Jesus asked, “Were not all ten cleansed? Where are the other nine? 18 Has no one returned to give praise to God except this foreigner?” 19 Then he said to him, “Rise and go; your faith has made you well.”

With the pumpkin spice lattes, cornucopia decorations, and colder weather upon us, it’s clear that the long awaited day of food coma and family get-togethers is approaching. But we all know that the reason for the season isn’t for the turkey or the cornbread, or even the pumpkin pie, but it’s to remember all that we should be thankful for this season. I’m sure you’ve heard countless messages and read dozens of devotionals explaining why we should be grateful and what we should be grateful for, but have you ever wondered what the cost of ingratitude is?

In today’s passage we read of the ten men with leprosy who call out to the Lord for his mercy and healing. As Jesus directs them to go and show themselves to the priests, the men realize they are healed, but only one out of the ten men turn back to give God praise. What’s interesting here is that Luke, the author, makes it a point to emphasize that the one person who returned to give Jesus thanksgiving was “a Samaritan” (v.16), a “foreigner” (v.18). We can assume by this statement that the other nine were Israelites, the chosen people of God, yet the very people who were called to be set apart fail to return and “give praise to God except this foreigner” (v.18). For Jesus, it was important that all of the men return to Jesus to give gratitude for what He had done. It didn’t matter that the nine were Israelites, it didn’t matter if they were thankful in their hearts, and it didn’t even matter if they knew Jesus was the healer, what mattered most to him was that they would express their gratitude. We can learn from this story that unexpressed gratitude will always be received and felt like ingratitude.

Often times we have this mentality that we do not need to give thanksgiving because it’s already understood or because we are entitled to what we have received. How many times have we said, “My parents/friends/pastors know I’m thankful for them, I don’t need to tell them,” or how about “I don’t need to say thank you, that’s their job”? But Jesus shows us that unexpressed gratitude is also failure to worship. Clearly, it was important for Jesus that all of the lepers return to give praise, and we too are called to praise God through thanksgiving. Can I ask you: Are you living your life like the nine or are you living your life like the one who turned back to give Jesus thanksgiving? We are all where we are today because someone has led us to this point, so let us live our lives like the thankful leper by giving gratitude where gratitude is due.

Prayer: God, thank you that every good and perfect gift is from You. Help me to remember this and give thanksgiving in all seasons of life. And help me to be a worshiper by giving thanksgiving to the people who have helped me be where I am today.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 12


Lunch Break Study

Read Exodus 14:10-14: As Pharaoh approached, the Israelites looked up, and there were the Egyptians, marching after them. They were terrified and cried out to the Lord. 11 They said to Moses, “Was it because there were no graves in Egypt that you brought us to the desert to die? What have you done to us by bringing us out of Egypt? 12 Didn’t we say to you in Egypt, ‘Leave us alone; let us serve the Egyptians’? It would have been better for us to serve the Egyptians than to die in the desert!” 13 Moses answered the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the Lord will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today you will never see again. 14 The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.”

Questions to Consider

  1. Why did the Israelites so quickly forget God’s intervention and faithfulness in their lives?
  2. What did Moses say to the Israelites in the midst of their fear?
  3. What steps can you take to stand firm and remember the character and faithfulness of God in your life?

Note

  1. It is part of our fallen nature—“What have you done for me lately!” Somewhere along the way, they became very entitled—they even complained about having to eat manna every day.
  2. Despite their ungrateful attitude, Moses assures the Israelites that God will continue to support them.
  3. Get a blank sheet of paper and write down all the things God has done for you throughout the years. Then, thank the Lord for being faithful and kind to you for all these years.

Evening Reflection

Today we learned that there is a cost to ingratitude and that is failure to give God worship. We are indebted to so many people who have helped us be where we are today. To cultivate this heart of gratitude let us reflect on the people that you may have taken for granted. I want to encourage you to write them a note expressing your gratitude and give it to them this season.

November 12, Sunday

The AMI QT Devotionals for November 11-12 are provided by Christine Wang who, along with her husband Ulysses, recently planted the Renewal Church in Sunnyvale, California. A graduate of New York University, Christine is a proud mother of Audrey and Noah.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Cultivating Obedience (Part 2)

Jonah 3:1-3

Then the word of the Lord came to Jonah the second time, saying, 2 “Arise, go to Nineveh, that great city, and call out against it the message that I tell you.” 3 So Jonah arose and went to Nineveh, according to the word of the Lord. Now Nineveh was an exceedingly great city, three days’ journey in breadth

Yesterday, I shared how God didn’t relinquish my husband Ulysses and me from the call to China after we had run from it. Instead, He relentlessly pursued us and allowed us time in the “belly of the fish” to experience Him.

RETURN: While God never relinquished us, it was us who, under the Lord’s tender guidance, were finally able to relinquish all of our weak reasons for disobeying and returned to His calling on our lives. Praise God for giving us second chances and not passing us over when we initially refuse! In September 2012, our family went back to China. We spent the next two years there ministering to a local church and learning so much about ourselves. We were stretched and challenged—it was so difficult but so good. It began to work in me a faith to obey Him who is trustworthy. It was a critical refining period and little did we know it would prepare us for what was to come…

REVELATION: The story of Jonah seems like it could have ended at chapter 3 with Jonah’s obedience to return to Nineveh. Amazingly, it doesn’t. Chapter 4 shows the very real and raw emotions Jonah feels after obeying God. Our obedience could easily be just about performing the task given to us. But we need to remember, God doesn’t need us to do anything. I am reminded of that fact from seeing Jonah’s rather insincere preaching (he hoped that the Ninevites wouldn’t repent and be destroyed as a result—Jonah 4:5-9) resulted in the repentance of an entire nation: “The Ninevites believed God.  They declared a fast, and all of them, from the greatest to the least, put on sackcloth” (Jonan 3:5).

So then why does He choose to partner with us to carry out His will on earth? It is an incredible truth that God loves us so much that He wants to transform us and reveal His heart to us in this process. Learning to obey God has fundamentally transformed me and given me a bigger heart for others. When He called us to SF last year to plant a new church, we went through a similar process, but this time, rather than two years, it took a little over two months to say “yes” again!

In Matthew 12:40 says, “For just as Jonah was three days and three nights in the belly of the great fish, so will the Son of Man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.” Ultimately, Jesus empowers us to say yes because He obeyed the Father and said yes to the Cross. He relinquished all of His rights as the Son of God to save us. Because of that and the power of the Holy Spirit, we can also relinquish and obey!

Do you believe God wants to reveal and transform you – not just get you to perform a task? He cares about you, not just what you do. Wherever you are in the process of turning that NO to a YES, remember that He seeks to work in you!

Prayer:  Lord, I thank You for Your sacrifice that you made on the cross.  Transform me and fill me with Your Holy Spirit so that I could surrender and obey You completely and wholeheartedly.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 11

November 11, Saturday

The AMI QT Devotionals for November 11-12 are provided by Christine Wang who, along with her husband Ulysses, recently planted the Renewal Church in Sunnyvale, California. A graduate of New York University, Christine is a proud mother of Audrey and Noah.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Cultivating Obedience (Part 1)

Jonah 1:1-4

Now the word of the Lord came to Jonah the son of Amittai, saying, 2 “Arise, go to Nineveh, that great city, and call out against it, for their evil has come up before me.” 3 But Jonah rose to flee to Tarshish from the presence of the Lord. He went down to Joppa and found a ship going to Tarshish. So he paid the fare and went down into it, to go with them to Tarshish, away from the presence of the Lord. 4 But the Lord hurled a great wind upon the sea, and there was a mighty tempest on the sea, so that the ship threatened to break up

Jonah 1:15-17

So they picked up Jonah and hurled him into the sea, and the sea ceased from its raging. 16 Then the men feared the Lord exceedingly, and they offered a sacrifice to the Lord and made vows. 17 And the Lord appointed a great fish to swallow up Jonah. And Jonah was in the belly of the fish three days and three nights.

I had the privilege of giving a seminar at the AMI West Coast Women’s Conference this past August. This devotion is adapted from that talk.

Run.  Why is it that whenever God calls us to do something, our first reaction is to run in the opposite direction? I know for myself, it is always because of my feelings of inadequacy, insecurity and fear. Maybe you would fill in that blank with different things that only you struggle with. Whatever the case, we often find our lives filled with, “I can’t, Lord.” I heard a sermon once preached where the pastor said, “Call it for what it really is. Your ‘I can’t’ is really, ‘I won’t.’” For me, that was all too true. Thankfully, God wanted to change my “Nos” to “Yeses.” There are four things we experience during that process.  I will share two today and the rest tomorrow.

God first spoke to me about going to China in 2010, but I convinced myself that I didn’t hear correctly. At the heart of it, I just didn’t want to go. I never felt particularly called to missions and had little experience so I was genuinely dismayed at the idea. I justified my inability to obey for a whole year with what I thought were very reasonable things: We had a 2-year old toddler. I was pregnant with our second. We just purchased a condo via an extremely hard-to-come-by housing lottery in Manhattan (Manhattan!). We were “needed” at Remnant. Surely God could see that these were very legitimate reasons for not uprooting our family and moving abroad!

But God kept tugging at our hearts in His gracious and patient way. He wanted to cultivate obedience in us. We were able to see that but still lacked the faith to fully commit to the idea. As a compromise, we went on a 3-month trip to China in the summer of 2011. Barely into my second trimester and still feeling extremely nauseous, I remember how miserable I was almost the entire trip. When we left to go home to NY, I was relieved we had “gotten that out of our system” and could go back to our normal life. But God wasn’t done with us yet.

Relinquish. To my surprise, God didn’t relinquish us from the call to China. The call only grew stronger. Over the following year, God powerfully ministered to both me and Ulysses. He gave us time in the “belly of the fish.” We thought we had escaped God, but really, we were forced to face Him. We cried, confessed, wrestled, repented, praised and then eventually re-committed our lives to Him. In March of 2012, we finally surrendered and said, “Yes, Lord. We will go.”

Tomorrow, I will share what the Lord continued to show us, in China; for today, please be reminded of God’s relentless pursuit of us so that we may join Him at His work—that is, even if we are weak and inadequate, the Lord is able and willing to make us fit for His service.

Prayer:  Lord, thank You that even when we try to run away from obeying You, You continue to pursue us and gently bring us back to You.  Help us to realize what a privilege it is that You desire to use us for Your Kingdom work.  In Jesus’ name.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 9-10

November 10, Friday

The AMI QT Devotionals from November 6-12 are provided by Pastor Paul Liu, who pastors the Grace Covenant Church Singapore. He is a graduate of University of Illinois (BA) and Biblical Theological Seminary (M.Div.). He and his wife Ailsa have three beautiful daughters.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

“The Trail that Sin Leaves Behind You”

Genesis 19:30-38

Now Lot went up out of Zoar and lived in the hills with his two daughters, for he was afraid to live in Zoar. So he lived in a cave with his two daughters. 31 And the firstborn said to the younger, “Our father is old, and there is not a man on earth to come in to us after the manner of all the earth. 32 Come, let us make our father drink wine, and we will lie with him, that we may preserve offspring from our father.” 33 So they made their father drink wine that night. And the firstborn went in and lay with her father. He did not know when she lay down or when she arose. 34 The next day, the firstborn said to the younger, “Behold, I lay last night with my father. Let us make him drink wine tonight also. Then you go in and lie with him, that we may preserve offspring from our father.” 35 So they made their father drink wine that night also. And the younger arose and lay with him, and he did not know when she lay down or when she arose. 36 Thus both the daughters of Lot became pregnant by their father. 37 The firstborn bore a son and called his name Moab. He is the father of the Moabites to this day. 38 The younger also bore a son and called his name Ben-ammi. He is the father of the Ammonites to this day.

Shocking! That’s not an unusual response to the content of the Bible, since the Bible is filled with realistic portrayals of sin and tragedy and failure: Abraham, the father of faith, lies through his teeth. Moses, the deliverer of his people, was a murderer. David, the man after God’s own heart, committed adultery, had the woman’s husband killed, and covered up the whole affair. None of it is softened or rationalized away. We’re just shown the ugly truth about sinful people so that we might see how awful sin is and its consequences.

In this passage, fear is—once again—the driving force in the family of Lot. Fear drives the family to go hiding in the hills. We’re not told exactly what they were afraid of, but it’s likely that they were haunted by the trauma of seeing their city destroyed and their wife-mother turned to salt. Ironically, Lot leaves the place of refuge that he begged God for, to go to the place the angels had originally directed him towards. What happens next is awful: the daughters conspire to get their father drunk, sleep with him, and then their offspring would become enemies of God’s people.

One lesson we learn is that sin always leaves behind it a trail of sadness. We dare not suppose that our sin doesn’t matter—even if nobody sees it. Sin always affects us. It destroys intimacy with God and one another. It leaves us less able to share our selves, more prone to self-indulgence, takes away the motivation to serve, and makes us negligent of what matters most. Have you ever followed behind a car with an exhaust problem? The smell is bad. The smoke is thick. In the wake of that vehicle is literal darkness. These are all signs of an internal problem. What lies in your wake? Is the trail behind you one of sin’s scars or God’s healing? What do these signs say about the condition of your heart?

Prayer: Lord, teach me today to take seriously the problem of sin in my life. Show me its negative consequences and help me to stop running away from You and start running to You instead. Lead me in the way of truth today. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 8


Lunch Break Study

Read Psalm 51:1-12: Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions. 2 Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin! 3 For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me. 4 Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you may be justified in your words and blameless in your judgment. 5 Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me. 6 Behold, you delight in truth in the inward being, and you teach me wisdom in the secret heart. 7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. 8 Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have broken rejoice. 9 Hide your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities. 10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. 11 Cast me not away from your presence, and take not your Holy Spirit from me. 12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit.

Questions to Consider

  1. What does David ask God to do about his sin?
  2. How does David take responsibility for his sin?
  3. What is the basis of David’s requests for God’s mercy?
  4. What sin/s do you need to ask God to forgive? Do it right now.

Notes

  1. Notice David’s audacity to ask that God “blot out my transgressions” (v.1,9); “cleanse me from my sin” (v.2); “wash me whiter than snow” (v.7); and “create in me a clean heart”(v.10). He’s asking for a full forgiveness.
  2. First of all, he acknowledges his sin (v.3). No longer is David trying to hide it, make excuses, or ignore it. He also acknowledges the wickedness of his sin (v.4) and that his sin offends God’s holiness. Again, there’s no bargaining or self-justification. David doesn’t make excuses for his bad behavior. He just admits its ugliness and offense before God.
  3. The wonderful power of this prayer is that it teaches us that the basis of our forgiveness is not performance but grace. This is not a formula for how to feel or what to do to earn forgiveness. This is an appeal to God’s character. David says, “Have mercy on me, according to YOUR unfailing love, according to YOUR abundant mercy” (v.1). He’s not trusting himself; he’s trusting in the character of God. In light of the New Testament, we have an even greater confidence, because now we know that it’s on the basis of Jesus’ performance and His sacrifice for sin on the cross that we have God’s forgiveness.
  4. Personal response.

Evening Reflection

In what areas of your life do you see sin’s consequences? Pray that God would redeem these areas of brokenness and pain.

November 9, Thursday

The AMI QT Devotionals from November 6-12 are provided by Pastor Paul Liu, who pastors the Grace Covenant Church Singapore. He is a graduate of University of Illinois (BA) and Biblical Theological Seminary (M.Div.). He and his wife Ailsa have three beautiful daughters.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

“The Danger of Looking Back”

Genesis 19:23-26

The sun had risen on the earth when Lot came to Zoar. 24 Then the Lord rained on Sodom and Gomorrah sulfur and fire from the Lord out of heaven. 25 And he overthrew those cities, and all the valley, and all the inhabitants of the cities, and what grew on the ground. 26 But Lot’s wife, behind him, looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.

An undeniable fact of contemporary life is that we live in a MULTI-TASKING world—we’re always doing multiple tasks at the same time. So the other day I was just being a product of my culture by doing two things at once: preparing pour over coffee while cooking ramen noodles. Neither of these things is that difficult by itself, but doing both at once was a bigger challenge than I anticipated. The pour over is done in measured pours over three and a half minutes, so you get an even extraction from the coffee beans. For ramen, you want to take the pot off the boil when the noodles have cooked for just the right amount of time—not too soggy and not too hard. But because I was doing both at once, time became my enemy and I ended up rushing the first thing and being late for the next—ending up with sour coffee and soggy noodles. I had ruined both (depending on your tastes).

I think we’ve all faced situations where multi-tasking diminishes the returns rather than multiplies them. There are some things that just shouldn’t go together. This is true of spiritual devotion. You cannot divide your affections between multitudes of loves— there’s just not that much room in our hearts. There has to be a priority of our loves; otherwise, we’ll end up loving nothing or loving many things poorly.

This likely was at issue in the heart of Lot’s wife. She loved too many things. And it ended up compromising her obedience to the most urgent concern of the moment: running to God’s rescue. She looked back, presumably, because she was mourning over what she was about to leave behind: her home, her friends, her routine, and her lifestyle. Ultimately, her unwillingness to obey God’s clear commands led to her ruin.

There are some things that require more focus. It doesn’t mean you have to put everything else on hold. It just means you must prioritize and emphasize the most important commitments of your life. Otherwise, you may find yourself becoming a slave to that which is not ultimately or eternally significant.

Prayer: Lord, open my eyes today to prioritize the best over the good. Help me, especially, to be devoted to You and to Your purposes. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 7


Lunch Break Study

Read Matthew 6:19-24: “Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, 20 but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. 22 “The eye is the lamp of the body. So, if your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light, 23 but if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light in you is darkness, how great is the darkness! 24 “No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.

Questions to Consider

  1. What kinds of treasure does Jesus say we ought to prioritize? What do you think this would look like?
  2. What does it mean to have a healthy eye, as opposed to a bad eye? What would a person with a good eye prioritize or look to?
  3. Why can’t you serve two masters?
  4. How can you prioritize heavenly treasure—kingdom vision—being mastered by God today?

Notes

  1. Jesus exhorts his listeners to prioritize eternal treasure, as they are not temporary or vulnerable. Laying up eternal treasure means prioritizing the things of God’s kingdoms—both His mission and His values. As we do so, we will be drawn into deeper communion and fellowship with God. Our heart will be with him.
  2. Jesus talks about the eye providing light or darkness as an analogy to our orientation (what we look to). If our eyes are directed towards kingdom things, we will walk in the light. On the other hand, if our eyes are directed toward earthly things, we will walk in darkness. To have a healthy eye means we orient our lives around the things of God. We have a vision that our lives please God. This means prioritizing devotion (our relationship with God); integrity (faithfulness to God); fellowship and service in the church (building up the family of God); and ministry (serving God).
  3. Jesus’ point is that what dominates your heart will dominate you. If you’re mastered by money, money will master you. If you’re mastered by God, He will enrich and strengthen your life, for He is a good master. Each will compete for your heart and not share priority. You must choose which to follow.
  4. Personal response.

Evening Reflection

Were there moments today in which you felt like “turning back” from the path of obedience? Ask the Lord to show you the benefits of obedience compared to the promise of earthly treasure. Let’s run for the prize that awaits faithful servants (1 Corinthians 9:24-27)!

November 8, Wednesday

The AMI QT Devotionals from November 6-12 are provided by Pastor Paul Liu, who pastors the Grace Covenant Church Singapore. He is a graduate of University of Illinois (BA) and Biblical Theological Seminary (M.Div.). He and his wife Ailsa have three beautiful daughters.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

The Foolishness of Fear

Genesis 19:15-22

15 As morning dawned, the angels urged Lot, saying, “Up! Take your wife and your two daughters who are here, lest you be swept away in the punishment of the city.” 16 But he lingered. So the men seized him and his wife and his two daughters by the hand, the Lord being merciful to him, and they brought him out and set him outside the city. 17 And as they brought them out, one said, “Escape for your life. Do not look back or stop anywhere in the valley. Escape to the hills, lest you be swept away.” 18 And Lot said to them, “Oh, no, my lords. 19 Behold, your servant has found favor in your sight, and you have shown me great kindness in saving my life. But I cannot escape to the hills, lest the disaster overtake me and I die.20 Behold, this city is near enough to flee to, and it is a little one. Let me escape there—is it not a little one?—and my life will be saved!” 21 He said to him, “Behold, I grant you this favor also, that I will not overthrow the city of which you have spoken. 22 Escape there quickly, for I can do nothing till you arrive there.” Therefore the name of the city was called Zoar.

As a man, I have to humbly admit that a lot of my own ‘self-talk’ involves these words, ‘Be a man!’ more often than I care to admit. When there’s a decision to be made and I’m feeling torn – ‘Be a man!’ When my feelings are hurt and I’m licking my wounds – ‘Be a man!’ When I have to say something hard but true to someone who I hope doesn’t reject me – ‘Be a man!’ Now, I’m not saying this is only for men. ‘Be a woman!’ is a great line as well! But it does tell us that it takes courage to live with integrity. ‘Be a man’ or ‘Be a woman’ means: Don’t let fear keep you from doing what you know you ought to do. ‘Be a man’ or ‘Be a woman’ means: Don’t put off the necessary for fear of the imaginary. We need courage to live for God – which is what we see in today’s passage.

What’s interesting about this passage is that the urgency with which Lot implores his son-in-laws to flee with him is lost. All of the urgency and all of the initiative is from the two angels of God. They are the ones ‘urging’ Lot to hurry. They are the ones literally grabbing Lot by the hand and dragging him away. They are the ones leading him out of the city to the safety of the hills. Why was Lot dragging his feet? Why was he so slow to save his own life and the lives of his family?

It’s not that Lot rejected the message of the angels. He did accept and believe that God’s judgment was on the way. Yet verse 16 tells us he lingered, and in vv.18-19, he’s bargaining with them because he doesn’t think he can make it to the mountains. What happened to Lot? It could be that he was physically and emotionally exhausted – so the angels cry of ‘Up!’ might really have been ‘Wake up!’ Maybe he had spent hours begging his sons-in-law to come. But more likely, it was because Lot could not bear the thought of leaving the comfortable security he had built for his family in that place. It’s where he had settled down. It’s where his daughters were to be married and start their own families. All of his investments were there. All of his assets were there. What would life look like without all these things?

Fear. Fear made him more concerned about uncertainty than the impending judgment of his town. Fear made his limbs slow to start when fleeing was the only sensible thing. William Thackeray says, ‘Love makes fools of us all’ but actually it’s fear. Don’t let fear keep you from the obedience that will build your life and bless your life!

Prayer: Lord, help me today not to chicken out because of fear. Give me courage to obey You; courage to do what’s right; and courage to serve others. And ultimately, remind me that ‘perfect love drives out fear’ (1 John 4:18). Help me to live in the victory that You won for me Lord Jesus – when you entered the grave and came back in victorious life.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 6


Lunch Break Study

Read Proverbs 3:3-8: Let not steadfast love and faithfulness forsake you; bind them around your neck; write them on the tablet of your heart. 4 So you will find favor and good success in the sight of God and man. 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. 6 In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. 7 Be not wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord, and turn away from evil. 8 It will be healing to your flesh and refreshment to your bones.

Isaiah 40:28-31: Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. 29 He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. 30 Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; 31 but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.

Questions to Consider

  1. What attitudes does the Proverbs’ writer recommend we embrace?
  2. What do you think it means to ‘fear the Lord’? How do you do this practically?
  3. Now read Isaiah 40:28-31. How does the fear of God strengthen us?

Note

  1. Steadfast love and faithfulness (v.3); trusting in God (v.5); acknowledging God (v.6); humility (v.7); resisting evil (v.7).
  2. To fear God is to live in light of who He is. To respect Him for His power and authority and grace. Ultimately, to be mindful of who it is that we are following.
  3. Fearing God strengthens us because recognizing God’s strength leads us to consciously and intentionally trust Him more. And those who trust Him ‘renew their strength.’

Evening Reflection

As you reflect on this day, what fears became the drivers of your life? Pray about your fears and ask God to show You how He’s with you as you face your fears. Ask for strength to do what honors God most.

November 7, Tuesday

The AMI QT Devotionals from November 6-12 are provided by Pastor Paul Liu, who pastors the Grace Covenant Church Singapore. He is a graduate of University of Illinois (BA) and Biblical Theological Seminary (M.Div.). He and his wife Ailsa have three beautiful daughters.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

“Don’t Ignore the Warning Signs of God”

Genesis 19:12-14

Then the men said to Lot, “Have you anyone else here? Sons-in-law, sons, daughters, or anyone you have in the city, bring them out of the place. 13 For we are about to destroy this place, because the outcry against its people has become great before the Lord, and the Lord has sent us to destroy it.” 14 So Lot went out and said to his sons-in-law, who were to marry his daughters, “Up! Get out of this place, for the Lord is about to destroy the city.” But he seemed to his sons-in-law to be jesting.

I’m not sure if this is a trait more common to men or women, but I’ve often been guilty of testing fate by letting the gas tank run all the way to empty. I know I shouldn’t do this, and it’s probably an excuse to say I’m testing the fuel efficiency of my car or wanting to know how many miles to the gallon I’m getting. But I keep doing it, in spite of all the warning systems around me: my wife, the actual light on the dashboard, the occasional loss of power when I press the gas… When will I ever learn?

Warnings are all around us. In fact, if you just look around you, there are probably a dozen in plain view—labels describing proper dosages, the battery indicator on your phone, weather alerts, what not to do with your electronics, etc. Most of these warnings are common sense. And when life is at stake, the signs get noticeably bolder: “Peanut-Free Zone,” “Construction Area,” and the always effective, “Danger.” Warnings save lives.

So when Lot’s guests cause all the men in the city to go blind, the warning lights come on. And when these messengers of God inform Lot that Sodom is facing God’s judgment, he takes the warning to heart. Knowing the severity of the danger brought out an urgency in Lot’s heart. He immediately goes to and begs his future son-in-laws to flee the impending doom. Sadly, they thought it was all a joke. Maybe because it seemed unlikely; maybe because the city had great security; likely because they shared the brazen confidence of Sodom’s citizens—who thought nothing of abusing strangers to satisfy their own appetites. They did what they wanted. Why listen to God? Again, confirming the lack of righteousness in their midst, the warning of God went unheeded.

As we think on this passage, we must ask ourselves: Are there any warning signs in my life that I am willfully or unintentionally ignoring? Am I taking seriously the warnings of God’s word about the priorities and values that lead to flourishing, and the way that leads to disgrace? What warnings do those around me need to hear? And how urgently do I sense their need of it?

Prayer: Lord, we thank You for the truth of Your word, which informs and inspires but also warns. Give us a teachable spirit that we might learn from You and live in a manner that brings You glory. Stir in us urgency for those around us who live with an unfounded security in their own strength, in the foolishness of men, and in the lies of the Enemy. And give us opportunities to share Your truth with gentleness and respect. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 5


Lunch Break Study

Read Ephesians 5:15-21: Look carefully then how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, 16 making the best use of the time, because the days are evil. 17 Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the will of the Lord is. 18 And do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit, 19 addressing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody to the Lord with your heart, 20 giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, 21 submitting to one another out of reverence for Christ.

Questions to Consider

  1. What activities does Paul suggest would lead us to wisdom?
  2. What warnings does Paul give about our times?
  3. Think of one way in which you can invest in wise living and heed the warning of this passage?

Note

  1. Positively, the wise person has learned the value of self-evaluation (v.15), maximizing time (v.16), and seeking God’s will (v.17). This person also avoids that which dulls his/her senses (i.e. wine in v.18) and pursues that which stimulates his devotion (corporate worship in v.19-20). Ultimately, what we need to live wisely is not just lectures or experience, we need the Holy Spirit , who leads us into truth (John 16:13). Lastly, the wise person knows to invest in relationships. There is strength in numbers and a strengthening that comes when we choose to submit to other believers.
  2. Paul is a realist about both the struggles and the adversity these early Christians would face. He reminds them that a “walk” –meaning, a way of life—can be compromised by carelessness, laziness, and foolishness. So they must be vigilant and self-aware. He also tells them “the days are evil,” not to scare them, but to remind them that until Christ returns, there is a real battle that is being waged for our integrity, our faith, and the souls of men and women. This is again a call to vigilance and consistency in our worship and self-watch.
  3. Personal response.

Evening Reflection

While it’s true everyone needs encouragement in order to persevere in faith, it’s also true that God’s word rebukes and corrects us (2 Timothy 3:16). How regular is your time in God’s word? Think about how often you sense the conviction of the Holy Spirit about sin in your life. If it’s very rare, begin to ask the Holy Spirit to make you more sensitive to His activity in your life.

November 6, Monday

The AMI QT Devotionals from November 6-12 are provided by Pastor Paul Liu, who pastors the Grace Covenant Church Singapore. He is a graduate of University of Illinois (BA) and Biblical Theological Seminary (M.Div.). He and his wife Ailsa have three beautiful daughters.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

The Hideousness of Sin

Genesis 19:1-11

The two angels came to Sodom in the evening, and Lot was sitting in the gate of Sodom. When Lot saw them, he rose to meet them and bowed himself with his face to the earth 2 and said, “My lords, please turn aside to your servant’s house and spend the night and wash your feet. Then you may rise up early and go on your way.” They said, “No; we will spend the night in the town square.” 3 But he pressed them strongly; so they turned aside to him and entered his house. And he made them a feast and baked unleavened bread, and they ate. 4 But before they lay down, the men of the city, the men of Sodom, both young and old, all the people to the last man, surrounded the house. 5 And they called to Lot, “Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us, that we may know them.” 6 Lot went out to the men at the entrance, shut the door after him, 7 and said, “I beg you, my brothers, do not act so wickedly. 8 Behold, I have two daughters who have not known any man. Let me bring them out to you, and do to them as you please. Only do nothing to these men, for they have come under the shelter of my roof.” 9 But they said, “Stand back!” And they said, “This fellow came to sojourn, and he has become the judge! Now we will deal worse with you than with them.” Then they pressed hard against the man Lot, and drew near to break the door down. 10 But the men reached out their hands and brought Lot into the house with them and shut the door. 11 And they struck with blindness the men who were at the entrance of the house, both small and great, so that they wore themselves out groping for the door.

Have you ever looked in the mirror and not liked what you saw reflected back? Of course you have. We’ve all gone through puberty… But where we might think a pimple or a rebellious strand of hair ruins everything, the reality is usually quite different. We oftentimes think worse of our looks because we’re insecure. The reality probably is—it’s not that bad.

But what if it was? What if what you saw was truly monstrous? Another nose. A fang-like tooth. Yellow in the eye. “Hideous” then might be the right word. It is when it comes to sin. Sin is anything that displeases God—not just the big sins, but the insensitive comment, anger or lust indulged, ignoring God and others, and not doing the good you know you ought to do. We dare not say, “It’s not that bad,” because in actuality, “hideous” is a better word for how our sin stands with God. This is not to say that we’re not loved, because if we’re Christians—we are loved by God, utterly and completely. It’s a reminder that sin is always serious and damning.

This passage is a picture of how ugly sinfulness can be. There were, in Sodom, not just a few mischievous individuals, but a whole city united in its pursuit of violence and self-gratification. They not only delighted in extreme sexual perversity but demanded it aggressively. They were consumed by lust and relentless in getting what they wanted. They cared nothing about the bounds of hospitality. It’s a picture of unchecked impulses and addiction. And it led to their ruin.

Now before we sit back comfortably because we’re not as bad as “those people,” we need to ask ourselves, Why is this passage in the Bible? Think about it. Its purpose cannot be to put us at ease because we sin less than other people. Jesus condemned that kind of hypocrisy. It must be to remind us of sins recompense—to remind us that God is a judge. As much as it is true, He’s a Father and a Friend and a Lover of sinners, He is a judge who will not allow sin to go unpunished! We dare not forget that or forget to share that with those around us. Rather than being thankful we’re not in their shoes, we are to become humbled by God’s anger at sin, earnest in pursuing what is right, and eager to warn those who are sliding into unchecked godlessness.

The problem with judging from afar is that we fail to feel the intensity of God’s anger at sin. God rained down fire from heaven at this corrupt, immoral city. And later, God rained down the punishment for our sins upon His Son, Jesus. That’s how serious it is! To know Jesus endured that and received that for us should make the hairs on the back of our neck stand up. That could have been us—if not for a new way made open for us by grace.

So today, let’s celebrate the forgiveness that was won for us in the judgment of the Son. And let’s be a city on a hill that stands out and stands firm in our pursuit of what pleases God. Be a beacon of what is decent, pure, and good—and don’t be ashamed to show it.

Prayer: Lord, we thank You for Your mercy of making a way for awful sinners like us to come into Your Presence forgiven and free. Help us to live today in the light of the price that was paid for our sins—Your life, Lord Jesus, for ours. Teach us to hate sin and love the things that delight You. And give us Your power to not only avoid sin but to actively pursue holiness. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Jeremiah 4


Lunch Break Study

Read: Hebrews 12:14 Strive for peace with everyone, and for the holiness without which no one will see the Lord.

Questions to Consider

  1. What pictures come to mind when you hear the word “strive”?
  2. On a scale of 1 to 10 (1 being “not at all” and 10 being “almost always”), how much do you strive for holiness?
  3. Why do you think holiness is necessary to “see the Lord”?
  4. Think of one thing you can avoid and one thing you can pursue in order to strive for holiness today. Write it down.

Note

  1. Some examples: spending less time doing FB; praying daily at least 30 minutes; reading five chapters of Scripture every day; and forgiving those who sinned against me, etc.
  2. Personal response.
  3. Since holiness means separation/distinction, if we behave just like the world, our unbelieving coworkers, neighbors, or classmates cannot distinguish us from themselves. In this way, without holiness, nobody can tell that we are believers.
  4. See the list mentioned in 1.

Evening Reflection

“Only when you see God’s holiness will you be gripped by the awfulness of sin against God.” –Jerry Bridges

In light of how well or poorly you strove for holiness today, take a moment to praise God for His holy character: He’s set apart, holy in all of His ways. His name is holy. His ways are holy. His love is holy love. And His will is for you to be holy. Praise Him for it. And then ask the Holy Spirit to give you a vision of holiness for your own life.