The AMI QT Devotionals for January 8-14 are provided by Tina Hsu. Tina, a graduate of Biola University and Talbot School of Theology (M.Div.), currently serves as a staff at the Church of Southland, Anaheim, California.
Devotional Thoughts for Today
“What Does It Mean to Live a Blessed Life?”
Genesis 36:1-4
Now these are the records of the generations of Esau (that is, Edom). Esau took his wives from the daughters of Canaan: Adah the daughter of Elon the Hittite, and Oholibamah the daughter of Anah and the granddaughter of Zibeon the Hivite; also Basemath, Ishmael’s daughter, the sister of Nebaioth. Adah bore Eliphaz to Esau, and Basemath bore Reuel, and Oholibamah bore Jeush and Jalam and Korah. These are the sons of Esau who were born to him in the land of Canaan.
This past summer, I visited the elementary school in the countryside of Taiwan that my great-grandfather planted. The building is now a cafe restaurant but the owners kept the atmosphere and design to look like a school. I also learned he was a pianist by training, and he planted the school initially to provide music lessons for children. I loved learning about my family history and was so blessed to visit the historic place.
Learning about our own family line can be quite interesting, but learning about another person’s can seem quite irrelevant. Genesis 36 can often be overlooked because the whole chapter is a genealogy of Esau, but this genealogy can actually help us think about the meaning of a blessed life. By just scanning the chapter, you can quickly take notice of Esau’s abundance. From an earthly point of view, his life could be one to envy. Though Esau let go of his birthright and blessing, God still faithfully made him into a nation. Esau had wives, sons, daughters, land, and an abundance of livestock. Esau’s nation, Edom, grew to have chiefs and kings before Israel did. Moreover, it seems like Esau’s family didn’t struggle with barrenness, unlike his brother’s favored wife, Rachel, and the patriarch’s wives, Sarah, and Rebekah. Esau’s wives bore five sons and numerous daughters.
Despite his wealth, Esau can be characterized as having lived for what was good and conveniently available in his own eyes. He traded his birthright for a pot of red stew and married Canaanite women, which caused grief for his parents (Gen. 26:35). In a way, Esau is the image of a natural man, who navigates through life with his own strength, independence and resources, contrary to Jacob, Isaac, and Abraham, who often ran into trouble and lack, and fought to hold onto God’s promise.
Though Esau’s life seemed rather smooth and great, he definitely didn’t experience God’s faithfulness, provision, and mercy like Abraham, Isaac, and Israel did. These men experienced numerous setbacks and delayed fruit, but they are considered more blessed in that they have an abundance of God’s provision in their lives.
In light of today’s passage, ask the Lord this morning about what it looks like for you to live a blessed life in Him, and see if there is any root of envy towards others that is crippling your heart.
Prayer: Dear God, I want to live a blessed and abundant life in Jesus Christ. I confess that I get distracted by other people’s possessions and give little thanks to You for what I do have. Give me the courage to trust in Your unlimited resources and Your wisdom, instead of leaning on my self-sufficiency. In Jesus’ name. Amen.
Bible Reading for Today: Romans 13
Lunch Break Study
Read Psalm 73:1-5, 25-28: Surely God is good to Israel, to those who are pure in heart! But as for me, my feet came close to stumbling, my steps had almost slipped. For I was envious of the arrogant as I saw the prosperity of the wicked. For there are no pains in their death, and their body is fat. They are not in trouble as other men, nor are they plagued like mankind. 25 Whom have I in heaven but You? And besides You, I desire nothing on earth. My flesh and my heart may fail, But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. For, behold, those who are far from You will perish; You have destroyed all those who are unfaithful to You. But as for me, the nearness of God is my good; I have made the Lord God my refuge, that I may tell of all Your works.
Questions to Consider
- Who is the psalmist confessing and realizing?
- What realization does the psalmist have at the end?
- What does it look like to overcome envy and have God as the strength of your heart?
Notes
- The psalmist honestly confesses that even though “God is good” to His people, his heart still became envious of those who are not God’s people because they seem to have greater prosperity and less suffering.
- The psalmist realizes that the prosperity of those who do not belong to God does not end in anything eternal. At the end, their soul still perishes. For the people of God, their gain is God and eternity in heaven.
- Personal reflection.
Evening Reflection
One of the traits of love is that it does not envy. 1 Corinthians 13:4 says, “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.” Envy actually prevents us from loving God and loving others. Spend some time in prayer to examine your heart and ask God to help you see if envy is something that is preventing you from loving others from a pure heart.
In my early 20’s, I naively believed that God placed me in positions because I had what it took to do it—and I took in people’s praises a little too much. Then, in the process of struggling through jobs, studies, and ministry, I began to swallow the fact that He chose me for certain roles so that He could reveal Himself to me, as well as to reveal more about myself —particularly, my weaknesses. Though learning more about myself isn’t fun sometimes, I’ve gained much freedom through it and have tasted more of God’s grace.
In today’s passage, there is a strong sense of intimacy and directness towards Jacob, and God brings Jacob to a deeper revelation of Himself by saying he is “God Almighty,” a name God used when he revealed Himself to Abraham (17:1), blessing him with the blessing that He first gave to Abraham and Isaac. This is the second time that God appears to Jacob and tells him of his new name, “Israel” (meaning “he struggles with God”) and says he is no longer called “Jacob” (meaning “he deceives”).
Whether it is looking at before and after photos of weight loss or listening to amazing testimonies of growth in people’s faith, we all love to record the positive changes in our lives. By reading Genesis 34-35 back to back, we see a great contrast in Jacob’s behavior. After his daughter was raped, Jacob responded silently: he didn’t go to rescue his daughter or confront Shechem—most likely because of fear. His lack of action opened the way for his sons to take the situation into their own hands through murder. But in the midst of this crisis and having an increasing terror of the Shechemites, Jacob clearly hears the Lord’s voice to go to Bethel and build an altar, “because there God had revealed Himself to him when he fled from his brother,” So he actively leads his family to prepare for worship by telling them to purify themselves (Gen. 35:2). This time, Jacob responded with action instead of passivity.
Jacob and his family had settled in Shechem after purchasing some land from the sons of Hamor. As they dwelled inside the land of Canaan, they quickly become vulnerable to attack by the surrounding cities because Jacob’s sons deceitfully killed the men of Shechem and plundered their wealth as a revenge towards Shechem, who defiled their sister, Dinah (Gen. 34). Jacob needed to problem-solve and figure out a way of escape for his family.
The AMI QT Devotionals from January 1-7 are provided by Pastor Jason Sato of OTR in Cincinnati. Jason, a graduate of UC San Diego (B.S.) and Westminster Theological Seminary in California (M.Div.), is married to Jessica, and they have three young children: Jonah, Lily, and Ayla (three months old).
Hagiography is a form of biography that exaggerates the greatness of its subject. Ordinary people become saints, and saints become models of perfection. If someone wrote a hagiography about me, I would be 7 feet tall with the courage of Nelson Mandela and the compassion of Mother Theresa (i.e. I would not be myself).
In a famous film, a boy tragically drowns in a lake at a summer camp. His mother finds out his death could have been prevented if the camp counselors had been more responsible. The mother is completely devastated and does everything in her power to prevent the summer camp from re-opening, including…murdering all the new camp counselors?
Love at first sight seems like a dream come true. After seeing any Disney movie such as Snow White, Cinderella, or Aladdin, this kind of magical moment appears to be the key to a life of “Happily Ever After.”
When I was a college student, grades were not very important to me. My goal was to get the best grade possible for the least amount of work possible. My academic philosophy could have been called “good enough.”
When I proposed to my wife, I spoke about my love and commitment to her. I did not take this time to hash out the details of our marriage, such as negotiating household chores. Obviously this is appropriate, because marriage is not a business transaction.