February 19, Monday

The AMI QT Devotionals from February 19-25 are provided by Pastor David Kwon of Journey Community Church (Raleigh).  David, a graduate of Drexel University and Columbia International University (M.Div.) is married to Helen (“Pie”) and they have three beautiful daughters (Cara, Phoebe, and Ruth).

Devotional Thoughts for Today

The God Who Never Forgets

Genesis 47:1-6

So Joseph went in and told Pharaoh, “My father and my brothers, with their flocks and herds and all that they possess, have come from the land of Canaan. They are now in the land of Goshen.” 2 And from among his brothers he took five men and presented them to Pharaoh. 3 Pharaoh said to his brothers, “What is your occupation?” And they said to Pharaoh, “Your servants are shepherds, as our fathers were.” 4 They said to Pharaoh, “We have come to sojourn in the land, for there is no pasture for your servants’ flocks, for the famine is severe in the land of Canaan. And now, please let your servants dwell in the land of Goshen.” 5 Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Your father and your brothers have come to you. 6 The land of Egypt is before you. Settle your father and your brothers in the best of the land. Let them settle in the land of Goshen, and if you know any able men among them, put them in charge of my livestock.”

A few years ago, I had forgotten to pick up my daughter after school.  I remember that I had gotten extremely busy that day with work and meetings and I eventually forgot what time it was.  Her school eventually called me and when I picked her up, she was quick to forgive me for being late, but the reality is that no one likes to be forgotten.

As we have been looking at the life of Joseph, one theme that is emphasized is that God never forgets about His people and He is faithful to keep His promises.  Even when we look back to Genesis 39 when Joseph was in prison – in what looked like hopelessness and despair, it says that, “the Lord was with him.” (v.23).  The Lord had never forgotten about Joseph especially when circumstances looked dark.

In today’s passage, Joseph successfully persuades Pharaoh to allow his family to settle in the land of Goshen.  Because of Joseph, virtually boundless favor was extended to Jacob’s family.  Unbelievably, in addition to keeping his initial promise of the best of the land, Pharaoh even offered the brothers employment as superintendents of the royal cattle.  God’s hand and favor was continually on Joseph.

Do you feel like God has forgotten about you at times?  Do you feel like he is distant?  When we look at the life of Joseph, it reminds us that He is working in every detail of our lives.  He is always faithful to his promises and because of that truth; we are called to respond in obedience.

Prayer: Lord, thank You always for keeping Your promises.  By the power of the Holy Spirit, help me today to be joyous, hopeful and loving, knowing that I serve a tender loving God.  Amen

Bible Reading for Today: Joshua 4


Lunch Break Study

Read 1 Peter 1:3-9: Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, 4 to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, 5 who by God’s power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. 6 In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, 7 so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. 8 Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, 9 obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

Questions to Consider

  1. According to Peter, what is the reason for our hope?
  2. How should we look at our trials and what is the purpose of them?
  3. How can we be comforted by this passage?

Notes

  1. Peter reminds the believers in this letter to look at Christ’s great mercy and the inheritance that is imperishable and will never be taken away from us. That is the reason why we have hope.
  2. We go through trials because it shows us the genuineness of our faith (v. 7). We can rejoice with joy because we have been saved by his great love (v. 8-9).
  3. We can be assured of a living hope that will never be taken away from us as believers.

Evening Reflection

Take some time reflecting on the passages you read today.  What challenged you?  Take time to think about how you will apply it in your life.

February 17, Saturday

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Dying Well”

Genesis 46:28-30

He had sent Judah ahead of him to Joseph to show the way before him in Goshen, and they came into the land of Goshen. 29 Then Joseph prepared his chariot and went up to meet Israel his father in Goshen. He presented himself to him and fell on his neck and wept on his neck a good while. 30 Israel said to Joseph, “Now let me die, since I have seen your face and know that you are still alive.” 

Death is something that few like to think about or talk about, but we all know that death is inevitable and unavoidable.  We would rather talk about living a good life, but sooner or later, we have to face our mortality.  Though it may seem morbid and depressing, maybe we would be much better off, if— instead of thinking about having a good time and avoiding death—we thought about what it means to die well.

When we look at Jacob in this latter part of Genesis, he keeps referencing to his own death.  At the end of Genesis 45, Jacob is excited to find out that his son Joseph is still alive, and so he says, “I will go and see him before I die.”  And then in Genesis 46:30, Jacob says, “Now let me die.” Unlike us, Jacob had no fear of talking about his own death.  Why was Jacob so fixated on dying?  It was because he was very old at this point and he was staring at his mortality in the face. But Jacob doesn’t talk about death because he just wanted to get it over with—Jacob was looking forward to dying well.

Jacob had lived a tumultuous life—a life full of scheming, conflict, and struggle.  And at this point in Genesis, he had lived over a decade, thinking that his beloved son Joseph was dead.  Now as he was advanced in age, he saw that he had this opportunity to be reconciled to his son and be with all of his family.  And now he was “ready to die,” because he could now die with peace. His family relationships were reconciled, he knew his whole family was taken care of, and he knew that his God was walking with him and his people.

We should all consider what it means to die well and to die with peace.  At the end of your days on this earth, what do you want your relationships to be like?  When it’s your time, what kind of legacy do you want to leave?  What do you want your walk with God to be like?  It is uncomfortable to talk about death, but perhaps if we think about dying well, it can lead to living well and to walk humbly with our God.  Let us pray that whenever our time comes, we can die with peace, knowing that we have fought the good fight, finished the race, and kept the faith!

Prayer: Jesus, I pray that for my life I will be able to say, “to live is Christ and to die is gain.” Help me to walk humbly with You and to live a life worthy of Your gospel.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today:  Joshua 2-3

February 16, Friday

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Moving into the Unknown”

Genesis 46:1-4

So Israel took his journey with all that he had and came to Beersheba, and offered sacrifices to the God of his father Isaac. 2 And God spoke to Israel in visions of the night and said, “Jacob, Jacob.” And he said, “Here I am.” 3 Then he said, “I am God, the God of your father. Do not be afraid to go down to Egypt, for there I will make you into a great nation. 4 I myself will go down with you to Egypt, and I will also bring you up again, and Joseph’s hand shall close your eyes.”

One of the most laborious and painstaking things in life is—moving.  This past summer my family moved from our old apartment into our new house, and while we were thankful for God’s provision of a new home, the process was not fun at all.  If you’ve moved recently, you know that it’s so much work: you pack up all of your belongings and put them in boxes, much less load up a truck, recruit help, unload, clean your old place and your new place, and the list goes on. Because there’s just so much work involved, as people get older, there is a growing desire to be settled.  I’d imagine that for most of us, by the time we reach retirement age, the last thing we’d want to do is to move.

But that is exactly what Jacob had to do. Jacob was very old at this point in Genesis, and it seems that he was not in great health either; but this one last time, he had to move from Canaan to Egypt. He was uprooting his entire life—all of his family, all of his flocks, and all of his possessions— to go to a place that he did not consider his home.  For Jacob, this wasn’t just a laborious thing to do— like my family’s move this past summer—but it was emotionally difficult, because he was going into the unknown.  He was going to Egypt to start over in a new place.  In his advanced age, instead of being settled and secure, he must have felt fearful and insecure as he ventured into the unknown.

It’s difficult to move, but even more difficult is to go into the unknown.  I think we all would have felt anxious and fearful if we were in Jacob’s shoes, but the good news for Jacob—and for us— is that God’s presence is promised.  God doesn’t just tell Jacob that everything would be okay and that he didn’t need to worry, but God so personally promises him, “I myself will go down with you to Egypt.”  Moving into the unknown or walking into uncertainty is never easy, but if we remember our God who promises His presence, we can walk by faith, knowing that God Himself walks with us.

Prayer: Jesus, help me to walk by faith this day and help me to remember Your enduring presence, which is with me every day.  I pray that Your peace will rest upon my soul as I trust in You.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today:   Joshua 1


Lunch Bible Study

Read Exodus 33:12-16: Moses said to the Lord, “See, you say to me, ‘Bring up this people,’ but you have not let me know whom you will send with me. Yet you have said, ‘I know you by name, and you have also found favor in my sight.’ 13 Now therefore, if I have found favor in your sight, please show me now your ways, that I may know you in order to find favor in your sight. Consider too that this nation is your people.” 14 And he said, “My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.” 15 And he said to him, “If your presence will not go with me, do not bring us up from here.16 For how shall it be known that I have found favor in your sight, I and your people? Is it not in your going with us, so that we are distinct, I and your people, from every other people on the face of the earth?”

Questions to Consider

  1. What does Moses ask of God in this passage?
  2. How does God reassure Moses?
  3. Why was God’s presence so important to Moses?

Notes

  1. Moses asks God, “let me know whom you will send with me” to bring the people of Israel into the Promised Land. Moses isn’t asking about the names of the angels or other agents—he’s essentially asking God to show him that He is with Moses and Israel.
  2. God promises that His presence will go with him and bring him rest/peace in the lord.
  3. Moses didn’t feel like it was worth going into Canaan unless God’s presence went in with them. It was important to Moses (and to God) that Israel be distinct and different from all other people on the planet because of God’s presence with them.

Evening Reflection

As you think about this day, did you get a sense of God’s presence?  If so, praise God! If not, consider whether there’s a part of you that feels distant from God or not really seeking Him.  Regardless of where your heart is, take some time to pray and ask Him for help and for His presence.

February 15, Thursday

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“God’s Generosity”

Genesis 45:16-20

When the report was heard in Pharaoh’s house, “Joseph’s brothers have come,” it pleased Pharaoh and his servants. 17 And Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Say to your brothers, ‘Do this: load your beasts and go back to the land of Canaan, 18 and take your father and your households, and come to me, and I will give you the best of the land of Egypt, and you shall eat the fat of the land.’ 19 And you, Joseph, are commanded to say, ‘Do this: take wagons from the land of Egypt for your little ones and for your wives, and bring your father, and come. 20 Have no concern for your goods, for the best of all the land of Egypt is yours.’”

My parents came to the United States as refugees who fled from Vietnam.  They, along with my sister who was a toddler at the time, immigrated with no money or possessions, and no knowledge of the culture or English.  You would think that they had little chance of surviving or that they were doomed to live a life of poverty, but what they experienced was far from that.  They were sponsored by a local church that gave so freely and generously to my family. This church helped my parents find housing, taught them English and how to drive, and helped find jobs and even childcare. My parents were incredibly blessed and so thankful for the lavish generosity and favor shown them by strangers.

I couldn’t help but think of my own family’s story when I saw this passage in Genesis.  When Pharaoh finds out that Joseph’s brothers were in Egypt and that the whole family would be coming to Egypt, he welcomes them with more than just open arms.  Pharaoh not only offers to provide transportation to Canaan and back, but he also tells them that the best of all of Egypt would be theirs.  He goes so far as to say, “Have no concern for your goods”—basically telling them that they didn’t even need their possessions because Pharaoh was going to provide them not just a home, but a fully furnished home with all of the amenities they could ever want.  Joseph’s family was shown lavish generosity and the full favor of Pharaoh.

The generosity shown to Joseph’s family was not by accident, but it was because of God’s covenant and promise to Abraham that his family and descendants would be blessed. This was not just Pharaoh’s favor that they were receiving, but it was God’s covenantal favor and love that was working to show this family that God was with them.

As children of God, we also have God’s favor and love in our lives, and we have the promise of God’s presence working in our lives always.  When I think about my family’s story, I know it was God’s hand working, not just so that we wouldn’t be in poverty, but to show us His lavish love and draw me and my family into a relationship with Him.  Think about your own story or your family’s story.  How have you seen God’s favor at work in the past and in the present as well?  Spend some time reflecting on our lavish and generous God who has been at work in all of our lives.

Prayer: Jesus, I thank You for Your presence and favor in my life. You have been so faithful and generous to me. I pray that I will never forget that You are with me. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today:  Numbers 36


Lunch Bible Study

Read Luke 19:1-10: He entered Jericho and was passing through. 2 And behold, there was a man named Zacchaeus. He was a chief tax collector and was rich.3 And he was seeking to see who Jesus was, but on account of the crowd he could not, because he was small in stature. 4 So he ran on ahead and climbed up into a sycamore tree to see him, for he was about to pass that way. 5 And when Jesus came to the place, he looked up and said to him, “Zacchaeus, hurry and come down, for I must stay at your house today.” 6 So he hurried and came down and received him joyfully. 7 And when they saw it, they all grumbled, “He has gone in to be the guest of a man who is a sinner.” 8 And Zacchaeus stood and said to the Lord, “Behold, Lord, the half of my goods I give to the poor. And if I have defrauded anyone of anything, I restore it fourfold.” 9 And Jesus said to him, “Today salvation has come to this house, since he also is a son of Abraham. 10 For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.”

Questions to Consider

  1. What did the crowds think of Zacchaeus when they saw him?
  2. What led Zacchaeus to suddenly be so generous?
  3. How should our hearts be moved to be generous like Zacchaeus?

Notes

  1. The crowds looked down on Zacchaeus, literally and figuratively. Luke tells us that he was small in stature so he was not likely an impressive man to anyone. But more importantly, Zacchaeus was a tax collector, a profession that was equated with sin because tax collectors had a reputation of being unscrupulous, swindling people of their money, and lining their own pockets with dirty money.
  2. Zacchaeus unexpectedly experiences the favor of Jesus. Zacchaeus seemed to be desperate to see Jesus—he climbed a tree just to catch a glimpse and this drew the attention of Jesus.  Jesus generously honors him by going and staying in Zacchaeus’ house, which must have been an extraordinary blessing for him because he was likely shunned by most of the community.  Experiencing this favor from Jesus leads Zacchaeus to repent and decide to be generous with his great wealth.
  3. We need to recognize the lavish love and favor of Jesus in our lives, just like Zacchaeus. When we understand the amazing grace we have received, it should move us to give generously to others as well.

Evening Reflection

As you’ve spent time reflecting on God’s favor and generosity in your life, how does it make you feel? When I remember the story of God’s work in my family, it fills me with a deep sense of joy and thanksgiving, knowing the personal and intimate love of Jesus.  It doesn’t end there though. Remembering God’s favor in my life leads me to consider how I can be used by God to show His love.  Reflect on that same love for you and ask God to use you to be an agent of His love as well.

February 14, Wednesday

Devotional Thoughts for Today

“Success and Power”

Genesis 45:9-11

Hurry and go up to my father and say to him, “Thus says your son Joseph, God has made me lord of all Egypt. Come down to me; do not tarry. 10 You shall dwell in the land of Goshen, and you shall be near me, you and your children and your children’s children, and your flocks, your herds, and all that you have. 11 There I will provide for you, for there are yet five years of famine to come, so that you and your household, and all that you have, do not come to poverty.”

I have distinct memories of my parents telling me starting at a very young age that it was my responsibility to be successful—that is, to grow up, do well in school, and get a good, well-paying job.  The purpose was so that I could provide for my parents financially and take care of them.  They would move into the house I owned that would presumably be big enough for them and my future wife and children.  This is the expectation of a firstborn son, like me, in a traditional Chinese family.

Joseph would have made a great firstborn Chinese son.  His hard work and perseverance had paid off.  His position as the “lord of all Egypt” made him one of the most powerful people in the world and a very wealthy man as well.  He sends word to his father to come to Egypt, because Joseph is so successful that he is able to provide for his father and his whole family financially, giving them a place to live in Egypt in the midst of a severe famine.  Joseph used his success and his power to care for his family.

We live in a culture where success and power is about elevating the self.  If someone “makes it” in life, they are supposed to buy the nice house, nice car, expensive gadgets, and go on extravagant vacations— and all of this is to glorify the self.  The traditional Chinese ethic is a bit better, since the goal of success is to provide for your family; but even then, it is a self-centered path.  God calls us to use our success and power for something much greater than providing for our own families.

While Joseph did use his wealth and power to provide for his family, God was using him for much greater purposes.  Joseph was blessing nations who were in need of food, and thus he was preserving lives.  And, of course, in taking care of his family, Joseph was being used by God to keep His covenant with Abraham and make his descendants into a great nation.  Joseph did not work to glorify himself, but he was glorifying God through his success and power.

As you do your work today, what or who are you doing it for?  What is the purpose of your success, power or privilege?  Let’s seek to use whatever God has given us to be a blessing to this world!

Prayer: Jesus, help me to be a blessing to others this day. I pray that I will not focus on myself and what I get out of life, but I will be used by You to bless those around me.  Use me for Your glory, God. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today:  Numbers 35


Lunch Bible Study

Read 1 Timothy 6:17-19: As for the rich in this present age, charge them not to be haughty, nor to set their hopes on the uncertainty of riches, but on God, who richly provides us with everything to enjoy. 18 They are to do good, to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share, 19 thus storing up treasure for themselves as a good foundation for the future, so that they may take hold of that which is truly life.

Questions to Consider 

  1. According to this passage, what are the dangers of being rich? Why is this a danger for all of us, even if we are not wealthy now?
  2. What should the rich do with their wealth?
  3. What is the reward for being righteous with our wealth?

Notes

  1. Paul tells Timothy to warn those who are rich to not be proud or put their hope in their wealth. The danger of riches is that we can find ourselves trusting in those riches for joy and security, instead of trusting in God.  In today’s world, if you are able to read this devotional, you are VERY rich, especially in comparison to the rest of the world.  So this is a warning for all of us.  We must all be careful not to put our hope in riches or in future riches, but we must strive to put all of our hope in God and His love for us.
  2. The rich are to do good, do good works, and be generous and ready to share their wealth to anyone in need. In 1 Timothy 6:10, Paul calls money “the root of all kinds of evil,” but money itself is not intrinsically evil.  If we have riches, God has a purpose in giving it to us; it is meant to be used to bless others.
  3. The reward for generosity and doing good works with our riches is that we “take hold of that which is truly life,” meaning that when we are people who receive wealth and freely give it away, we get to live life the way it’s meant to be lived. People who give generously live joyfully, while people who are stingy and hold on to their riches will never feel fulfilled or fully joyful.

Evening Reflection

Think about all that you have financially, materially, relationally and spiritually. If we step back and really think about how much we have, we should realize that we are wealthy.  God has not given you everything you have just for your comfort and joy; He has a much greater purpose for you. Pray about all that you have and see what God might have you do with it.

February 13, Tuesday

The AMI QT Devotionals from February 12-18 are provided by Pastor Shan Gian, who serves as the Fenway site pastor of Symphony Church in Boston.  Shan, a graduate of University of Pennsylvania and Gordon Conwell Seminary (M.Div.), is married to Jenny; and they are the proud parents of Tyler.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

“Half Empty or Half Full?”

Genesis 45:4-8

So Joseph said to his brothers, “Come near to me, please.” And they came near. And he said, “I am your brother, Joseph, whom you sold into Egypt. 5 And now do not be distressed or angry with yourselves because you sold me here, for God sent me before you to preserve life. 6 For the famine has been in the land these two years, and there are yet five years in which there will be neither plowing nor harvest. 7 And God sent me before you to preserve for you a remnant on earth, and to keep alive for you many survivors. 8 So it was not you who sent me here, but God. He has made me a father to Pharaoh, and lord of all his house and ruler over all the land of Egypt.

“Is the glass half empty or half full?” If someone answers that it’s half full, you can presume that he approaches life with optimism, but if someone says the glass is half empty, then he must be a pessimist, perceiving situations with a negative point of view.  There’s no right or wrong answer, of course, but what this question shows us is that how a situation is perceived depends on one’s point of view.

If we look at how Joseph’s saw his own life at this point, it seems like he is a “half full” kind of a person.  He tells his brothers that it wasn’t because of them that he was in the position he was in, but that it was God who sent him into Egypt so that he could preserve life.  This is quite an amazing statement, considering all that Joseph had been through and what his brothers had done to him.  If any of us went through what Joseph had experienced, we would be pointing our fingers and blaming these brothers for all of the terrible things we had to endure.  Somehow, Joseph’s perception of his life was not that everything was so terrible and that he was treated wrongly or unfairly.  Instead, Joseph was able to look at his life and say that it was for good.

Joseph’s view of his life is not an example of positive psychology or proof of the power of positive thinking.  He’s not just a “half full” kind of guy with an optimistic view of life.  Rather, Joseph was able to recognize the true reality: that his life belonged to God and that it was God’s hand that led him to where he was. When we think about our lives, our stories, or our past, we need to strive to have the same perspective that Joseph had.  We all need the faith to see God’s hand working, no matter how good or bad the circumstances in our lives have been.  Let us strive this day to see the reality of God’s presence which is with us always.

Prayer: Jesus, I think You for Your enduring presence and faithfulness in my life. Give me eyes of faith to see that You have always been with me, and that You will continue to be with me all the days of my life.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today:  Numbers 34


Lunch Bible Study

Read 2 Kings 6:15-17: When the servant of the man of God rose early in the morning and went out, behold, an army with horses and chariots was all around the city. And the servant said, “Alas, my master! What shall we do?” 16 He said, “Do not be afraid, for those who are with us are more than those who are with them.” 17 Then Elisha prayed and said, “O Lord, please open his eyes that he may see.” So the Lord opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw, and behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.

Questions to Consider 

  1. Why was Elisha’s servant afraid?
  2. Why was Elisha not afraid, in spite of seeing this massive army surrounding them?
  3. How can we be like Elisha and not fear in our difficult circumstances?

Notes

  1. Because when he looked outside, he saw a huge army of horses and chariots (army of the Arameans) surrounding the city they were in, and they had come to capture Elisha. To see a vast group of your enemies surrounding you would certainly be something to be fearful of.
  2. Because he could see the full reality of the situation—not just the physical reality but also the spiritual reality. His servant could only see with his physical eyes, but after Elisha prayed, his eyes were opened to the spiritual dimension where he could see what Elisha could see, an even greater and more powerful army, the army of God surrounding them and protecting them.
  3. We need to pray that our eyes can be opened to the spiritual reality; not only are God’s armies with us, but God Himself, the Holy Spirit, dwells within us always. As 1 John 4:4 says, “…he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.” We do not need to fear anything in this world because He is with us.

Evening Reflection

As you reflect on this day, did you have a sense of God’s presence with you throughout the whole day?  It’s easy for us to forget that He is with us, so we must praying continually that our eyes will be opened to seeing Him and His presence with us.  Remind yourself of His presence and pray that God will continue to open your eyes to see Him.

February 12, Monday

Devotional Thoughts for Today 

“Family Matters”

Genesis 45:1-3

Then Joseph could not control himself before all those who stood by him. He cried, “Make everyone go out from me.” So no one stayed with him when Joseph made himself known to his brothers. 2 And he wept aloud, so that the Egyptians heard it, and the household of Pharaoh heard it. 3 And Joseph said to his brothers, “I am Joseph! Is my father still alive?” But his brothers could not answer him, for they were dismayed at his presence.

The following is possibly a true story found on the Internet: “We convinced my youngest sister that she was adopted; it was fairly easy because she was a platinum blonde and the rest of us are all brunettes… She got us back by being happy that she wasn’t actually related to us.”

Whether or not it’s true, this short anecdote is humorous to most of us because we all relate to dysfunction in family. To varying degrees, we all struggle with being a brother or sister, or being a son or daughter in our families.  And sometimes we might wish we weren’t actually related to our parents or siblings.  Why is this? Because there is no person or group of people who will annoy, bother, frustrate or even hurt us in quite the same way as our own families.

If anyone could tell a story about being hurt by his family, it would be Joseph. His own brothers tried to kill him, but instead sold him into slavery—setting off a chain of events where he ended up in prison. And so when we read about the mind games that Joseph played with his brothers (Genesis 42-44), we can understand that he was acting out of the deep hurt inflicted on him at the hand of his brothers.  And we see how deep the pain went as he wept so loud that everyone could hear.  However, in spite of all of the hurt and pain, Joseph finally reveals himself to his brothers, begining the process of reconciliation and healing with his family.

For many people, it is a major struggle to love their families and to find healing and forgiveness from past hurts.  And what’s great about the Bible is that it doesn’t act as if this isn’t the reality for many people, but instead, it shows us the messiness.  There is so much dysfunction and pain in most of the families that we read about in the Scriptures. But the Bible doesn’t just show messiness, it also gives hope for healing and reconciliation.  Whether it’s relationships with our parents, siblings, spouses, friends, fellow believers, etc., God calls us to be agents of reconciliation and to take those first steps, like Joseph, towards the path of healing and forgiveness and love. Let us continue on that path and ask God for His love for those who have hurt us—especially those in our own families.

Prayer: Jesus, I give you all of my past hurt and pain, and I ask for Your healing touch in my heart.  Give me Your love for my family and for whoever has hurt me.  Help me to forgive as You have forgiven me.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Numbers 33


Lunch Bible Study

Read 1 John 4:19-21: We love because he first loved us. 20 If anyone says, “I love God,” and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen. 21 And this commandment we have from him: whoever loves God must also love his brother.

Questions to Consider

  1. Why is there a disconnect between saying “I love God” while hating one’s brother?
  2. How does the love of Jesus change how we treat others?
  3. Who in your life have you found hard to love? How can you overcome your lack of love for them?

Notes

  1. John tells us that someone who talks and lives like this is a liar, because if you hate your brother, it means that you do not understand the love of God to begin with.
  2. If we have experienced the love of Jesus, it should move us to love others—even those whom we find hard to love. The love of God shown to us through Jesus Christ is so amazingly gracious and undeserved, that it should provoke within us the desire and the strength to love those we would normally find unlovable.  This is why John says, “We love because he first loved us.”
  3. Personal reflection question.

Evening Reflection

Overcoming past hurts is not a quick or easy process.  But the road to healing and reconciliation begins with small steps of surrender to God and beginning to forgive those who have hurt us.  If there is hurt or unforgiveness that you’re holding onto, reach out to a brother or sister in Christ to ask for prayer and help. Also, regardless of where your heart is, take some time reflecting on the grace and mercy shown to you through Jesus.

February 11, Sunday

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Speak a Word

Genesis 44:18

Then Judah went up to him and said, “Oh, my lord, please let your servant speak a word in my lord’s ears, and let not your anger burn against your servant, for you are like Pharaoh himself.

Perhaps one of the most amazing realities of being a Christian is the ability to speak directly to God. At any point, any place, we have access to the Father – to speak with Him, to hear Him speak to us, to enjoy His presence. How amazing this is!

Even in this world, we do not have access to speak to people of fame or authority. As a big Eagles fan, I have been following the Instagram accounts of various players, because—in a way—it makes me feel closer to them. I want to thank them for bringing the trophy back to Philly, I want to congratulate them for playing a great game, and I want to hear their thoughts—yet, sadly, I cannot. Similarly, when I was working at my old company, I remember one time being in the CEO suite due to a random occurrence. I felt like I was in a place of power, and I wanted to speak to the CEO and hear his thoughts about the company—but, sadly, I could not. No way would he speak to a lowly employee like me.

For Judah, there was fear when he came to Joseph, due to Joseph’s power and authority. He felt like he did not belong in Joseph’s presence, so Judah pleaded for the chance to speak to him. But our God—the Creator of the universe, the Creator of life, the One who spoke to create everything out of nothing—has made Himself available to us. Through Jesus, we can pray to Him, without fear, without hesitation. May we never take this for granted! Oh, how easy it is for prayer to become old news, a mundane chore we do. Today, let’s remember what prayer is: talking to our God in Heaven. Let’s come to Him without hesitation, knowing that He is available to us.

Prayer: Lord, thank You for listening to my prayers. There is no reason You should listen, but You do because You love me as Your child. May I yearn to always speak to You, without any reservation. Thank You for this wonderful gift of prayer. May I never take it for granted, but rather, help me to pray without ceasing. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Numbers 32

February 10, Saturday

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Falling Before Him

 Genesis 44:14

When Judah and his brothers came to Joseph’s house, he was still there. They fell before him to the ground.

I became Rescue Ringa Christian in college and I remember at my very first college retreat, during the response time to one of the messages, we spent a considerable amount of time in individual prayer. I was still a new believer, just learning how to pray, so my prayers were often very formal, even forced, since I felt like my prayers needed to be polished, like a well-written piece of literature! However, at this retreat, I was struck by many people around me who fell on their knees in prayer and were screaming in repentance before the Lord. What struck me was the freedom they showed in their prayers despite (or because of) this sense of unworthiness before God. They simply bowed before Him, desperate for His grace. This left a profound impact on me: realizing that I did not need to be so formal in my prayer, realizing that God was so much greater than me, I similarly fell before God and experienced a powerful sense of grace as I unashamedly expressed my desperation for God.

Obviously, Joseph is not God, but Judah and his brothers had a similar sentiment. They were stricken with a sense of unworthiness before Joseph given his position of power and given the appearance of guilt. (Benjamin was found with Joseph’s silver cup.) They were utterly desperate due to Judah’s promise to keep Benjamin safe – they did not want to fail their father, Jacob (again). They knew there was nothing they could do except come before Joseph, pleading for him to show mercy to Benjamin and to the brothers.

Though the brothers were left to wonder what Joseph’s response would be, we know that God welcomes us in our desperation for Him. Today, let’s set aside time to bow before our God in desperation, knowing just how unworthy we are. Yet, despite our unworthiness, in this posture of need and repentance, He comes to us and gives us grace. May we unashamedly fall before our Lord this day, holding nothing back before Him!

Prayer: Lord, I come to You with nothing to offer except my life. May I bow down before You, not just with my body, but with my heart as well, as I recognize my utter need of You in my life. I know I fall short of You again and again, so I need Your grace. Come, Lord, I need You this day!

Bible Reading for Today: Numbers 30-31

February 9, Friday

 Devotional Thoughts for Today

“Freely Given”

Genesis 44:1-2

Then he commanded the steward of his house, “Fill the men’s sacks with food, as much as they can carry, and put each man’s money in the mouth of his sack, 2 and put my cup, the silver cup, in the mouth of the sack of the youngest, with his money for the grain.” And he did as Joseph told him.

Joseph is being tricky. He is purposely trying to get Benjamin in trouble so that he can see his brothers protect Benjamin. In a sense, he wants to see if his brothers will treat Benjamin in a similar way to how they had treated Joseph before he ended up in Egypt. Still, Joseph returned their money and gave them more food than they paid for, though he secretly put his silver cup in Benjamin’s pack. All this made his brothers nervous and made them wonder what Joseph was really up to.

Though Joseph was actually being tricky, in our culture, we can often be skeptical when someone tries to give us something for free. We feel like there is a catch. At Symphony Church, we often do something called “servant evangelism,” where we hand out granola bars or water bottles to people as a simple act of service; yet, many people are skeptical, thinking there must be a catch. But there isn’t—we just want to bless them! But still, many people think we must be up to something, that we are being tricky in some way.

This attitude can even bleed into our relationship with God. Free things make us nervous, so we do not accept free grace. We often operate under an attitude of needing to earn this grace. We think, “It can’t really be free!” But it is! Unlike Joseph, God is not tricky. He does not give us grace in a self-interested way. He gives grace at the cost of His Son. And even more, the Bible tells us that God gives us “every spiritual blessing” (Ephesians 1:3). He gives us more than we could imagine. Though Joseph was being tricky when he gave his brothers more than enough food, God freely gives us more than enough.

Prayer: Thank you, Lord, that You freely bless me with every spiritual blessing. Many times, I find it difficult to accept this, yet still You give and give to me. Lord, You truly are a wonderful Father who gives every good and perfect gift. May I continually give thanks for all that You continually give to me. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Numbers 29


Lunch Break Study 

Read Ephesians 1:3-4: Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, 4 even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him.

Questions to Consider

  1. In this passage, what is the reason Paul is blessing God?
  2. What do you think it means that God has blessed us “with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places”?
  3. What is the end result of receiving these blessings from God?

Notes

  1. Because God has blessed us! Similar to how John says that “we love because God first loved us” (1 John 4:19), we bless God because He first blessed us! Our worship of God is an overflow of the abundant blessings that God has poured out on us. Let’s worship God today because of the immense blessing He continually pours out on us!
  2. First off, we need to recognize that the grounding of these blessings is “in Christ.” We receive this blessing because we are in Christ. Jesus, as God’s beloved Son, is blessed by God because of this immense love God has for His Son. Similarly, in Christ, we are called “children of God,” so this spiritual blessing is similar to that immense love God has for Jesus. Jesus, in the heavenly places, is eternally loved by His Father and we enter into this great love relationship as we are called children of God. As children, we receive more blessing than we could ever imagine! We receive perfect, eternal love.
  3. We are transformed! We may read this and think, Oh, Paul says that we need to be holy and blameless. Suddenly, this leads us to think we are only loved by God when we actually are holy and blameless, as if this is something we need to do. But that is not what Paul is saying! He is saying that as we receive this blessing, it demonstrates that God has called us His own and this results in us being transformed. We become holy and blameless not by our strength but by receiving the blessings from God.

Evening Reflection

Tonight, spend some time in thanksgiving. God has given you blessing upon blessing, though often we do not notice or we take it for granted. Let’s consciously thank God for all that He has given us.