The AMI QT Devotionals from May 21-7 are provided by Jennifer Kim, a staff at Catalyst Agape Church (New Jersey). Jennifer, a graduate of Boston University, spent a year in Shanghai as one-year intern from 2013-14. She is currently attending Alliance Theological Seminary.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

The Holy Love of God

Jeremiah 5:1-9

“Go up and down the streets of Jerusalem, look around and consider, search through her squares If you can find but one person who deals honestly and seeks the truth, I will forgive this city.  2Although they say, ‘As surely as the Lord lives,’ still they are swearing falsely.”  3Lord, do not your eyes look for truth? You struck them, but they felt no pain; you crushed them, but they refused correction. They made their faces harder than stone and refused to repent.  4I thought, “These are only the poor; they are foolish, for they do not know the way of the Lord, the requirements of their God.  5So I will go to the leaders and speak to them; surely they know the way of the Lord, the requirements of their God.” But with one accord they too had broken off the yoke and torn off the bonds.  6Therefore a lion from the forest will attack them, a wolf from the desert will ravage them, a leopard will lie in wait near their towns to tear to pieces any who venture out, for their rebellion is great and their backslidings many.  7“Why should I forgive you? Your children have forsaken me and sworn by gods that are not gods. I supplied all their needs, yet they committed adultery and thronged to the houses of prostitutes.  8They are well-fed, lusty stallions, each neighing for another man’s wife.  9Should I not punish them for this?” declares the Lord. “Should I not avenge myself on such a nation as this?”

During the early seeds of my Christian faith, I struggled to understand the call to be holy and righteous in all things when it seemed that certain sins did not affect others and most went unnoticed. After speaking with an older believer, her response shook me to my core when she said, “Nothing is hidden with God. Even if you get away with something now, when you go to heaven everything will be revealed.” I remember the crippling fear that came over me as I thought about all the sins that I thought I had gotten away with but would be revealed to everyone in heaven. I feared judgment from the people I had wronged, I feared what people would think of me, and I feared the consequences of my actions. Mind you I was a new believer with no biblical foundation on heaven, love, grace, and mercy, but it certainly convicted my eleven-year-old self to be pure and righteous in all things.

When we read today’s passage, we may have a similar reaction of fear and shock towards God’s response to the nation Judah. Sending a lion to attack the people of Jerusalem, a wolf who will ravage them, and a leopard who will tear apart all those who try to escape seems nothing like the loving God we know! But if we look closely at the passage, God had searched all of Jerusalem for one righteous person in order to forgive the entire city, and He had taken measures to warn, rebuke, and correct the people to help them turn from their ways and repent. Yet in God’s efforts to restore the people that He had set apart as His chosen nation, not one was found righteous.

While this passage may show God’s wrath that demands holiness from His people, it is ultimately God’s love that compels Him to such actions. God only disciplines those He loves and chastises those He accepts as His children (Heb. 12:6). When we become selective of the attributes of God by focusing only on certain attributes and not others, such as the love of God and not His holiness, we narrow our scope of understanding God and His ways. It is God’s love for His people that He must judge the actions of His people because our God is holy. If our Lord was only a God of holy perfection, we’d be crushed by the sense of inadequacy to change. If God were only a spirit of love, we’d be complacent in our sin. But our Father is a God of holy love, who requires His children to live in holiness in order that we may live in the fullness of His love.

Prayer: God, thank You that You are the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow. Help me to see Your love in light of Your holiness that I may walk in the ways of truth. Forgive me for the ways I have walked in sin, and may my life be one that is honoring to You. In Jesus’s name. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: James 1

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Lunch Break Study

Read Exodus 36:6-7: And he passed in front of Moses, proclaiming, “The Lord, the Lord, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, 7 maintaining love to thousands, and forgiving wickedness, rebellion and sin. Yet he does not leave the guilty unpunished; he punishes the children and their children for the sin of the parents to the third and fourth generation.”

Questions to Consider:

1. What one attribute can be used to summarize the characteristics that Moses proclaims about God?
2. It seems like verses six and seven list contradicting attributes of God, but what do these two groups show about God?
3. What attributes of God do you struggle to live by? What can you do to grow in this area?

Notes:

1. All the attributes listed by Moses show of God’s goodness. It is God’s goodness that leads Him to compassion, grace, faithfulness, and love, yet it is also His goodness that leads him to punish those who sin.
2. See above.
3. Personal response.

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Evening Reflection

Take time to list the attributes of God that you have personally experienced in your relationship with God. Does your list contain attributes that are all similar in nature but not on other attributes of God? (i.e., focusing on God’s love, mercy, forgiveness, but not on His wisdom, omnipotence, glory, justice). Our theology of God will be based on our understanding of His character, but God desires His children to know the fullness of His presence. Ask God to reveal more of His character to you that you may experience more of Him in your life.

Devotional Thoughts for Today 

Jeremiah 4:22 

“My people are fools; they do not know me. They are senseless children; they have no understanding. They are skilled in doing evil; they know not how to do good.”

There are lots of people in this world who are pretty darn good at doing evil. Career criminals, mafia members—and who can forget Dr. Evil, who actually spent six years in evil medical school perfecting his craft, all have certain forms of evil down to a science.

Now, you may be reading this and thinking, What does this have to do with me? I don’t train in doing evil. Very well, but the question is, do you train in doing good? I believe that God’s complaint still has relevance for us today. We may not “train in evil,” per se, but we probably invest a lot more of ourselves in training in the ways of the world as opposed to the ways of God. We agonize over finding the perfect job—one that perfectly “fits me”—yet, we are lax and nonchalant about discovering our spiritual gifts or our role in serving His church. We know how to get what we want from others, but don’t take the time to figure out what they need or how we can help them. We are experts in finance, maximizing our IRAs and 401Ks, yet we don’t have the slightest clue how to turn God’s ten talents into ten more for the Kingdom.

“Doing good” takes training—it doesn’t just happen—at least not in an earth-changing, Kingdom-expanding way. Are you investing so as to know how to “abound in good works” (2 Corinthians 9:8)?

Prayer: Dear Lord, help me to be proactive about learning how to do as much “good” as I possibly can in this life. I want to be innocent as a dove, but also shrewd as a snake with the time that I have. Teach me how the Kingdom works, how it grows, and how I can best serve it. Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Nahum 3

Devotional Thoughts for Today 

Jeremiah 4:19-21 

“Oh, my anguish, my anguish! I writhe in pain. Oh, the agony of my heart! My heart pounds within me, I cannot keep silent. For I have heard the sound of the trumpet; I have heard the battle cry. 20 Disaster follows disaster; the whole land lies in ruins. In an instant my tents are destroyed, my shelter in a moment. 21 How long must I see the battle standard and hear the sound of the trumpet?”

“And while potential jumpers often wait for officers to arrive because they may want to be talked out of killing themselves, there are those who never give officers the chance. Detective Canale recalled a man who leapt from a lower stretch of the Verrazano and struck the rocks below. The man was still alive when the detective got to him, though many of his bones were broken, his internal organs ruptured. As the man’s shattered body was secured to a long board and he was administered oxygen, the man, in some of his final words, said he regretted jumping, the detective recalled. ‘I can’t get this right, either,’ the man said, according to Detective Canale. ‘I told him: “We’re going to get you to the hospital. We’re going to try to make it better.”’” – Ruderman, Wendy, “The Jumper Squad,” The New York Times, Oct 5, 2012

Growing up in New York City made me pretty numb to the brokenness that exists all around. From obvious brokenness, like the guy strung out in front of the methadone clinic, to the less than obvious, like the good-looking and well-dressed yet hopelessly insecure and looking-for-love fixtures of the late-night bar and night club scene—it’s everywhere. I admit that though I am a pastor—someone who’s “paid to care”—I oftentimes don’t. I can pretty easily tune out the pain around me and chalk it up to the unavoidable fate of a fallen world. But sometimes something comes along, like the Times article quoted above, that God uses to soften my New York state of heart. It made me think, What happened in that man’s life to bring him to that point? What kind of a beat down did life give him to make him feel like a failure for not even being able to kill himself “right”? It broke my heart.

Jeremiah was known as the weeping prophet, and here we see why. He is not an aloof bystander to Israel reaping the wages of her sin, but rather, a family member agonizing over the fate of a loved one: “Oh, the agony of my heart!” What if we could feel that way when we see our brothers and sisters stumbling in sin, or when we look at the brokenness in our neighborhood or city, or when we observe the societal ills sweeping our nation? Surely such is the heart of God that moved the Father to offer His own Son in our stead. May we also develop God’s heart as the motivation for our ministry.

Prayer: Dear Lord, help me to hurt with those who are hurting and rejoice with those who are rejoicing. Open my eyes to the brokenness all around me, maybe to a brokenness that was closer than I thought—in a co-worker, a classmate, a friend. Take my eyes off of my own worries and enable me to bring life to others, trusting that You will meet all of my needs as I do so. Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Nahum 1-2

Devotional Thoughts for Today 

Jeremiah 4:9-10 

“In that day,” declares the Lord, “courage shall fail both king and officials. The priests shall be appalled and the prophets astounded.” 10 Then I said, “Ah, Lord God, surely you have utterly deceived this people and Jerusalem, saying, ‘It shall be well with you,’ whereas the sword has reached their very life.”

Growing up in the 80’s and 90’s I used to watch a TV show called Colombo. If you’re a millennial or younger you probably haven’t heard of it, but it was great TV for its time. Peter Falk played Colombo, a homicide detective with the LAPD. Colombo was assigned to investigate lots of crimes where the persons of interest were rich, Beverly Hills types—the kind of people who had enough money to cover their tracks and enough education to make them think that they could get away with what they did. In many episodes, the perpetrators were so confident during Colombo’s initial meeting with them that it seemed like they really did believe that their heinous crimes would never be found out. It was only a matter of time, however, before the excessively-clever-as-compared-to-the-way-he-dressed-and-groomed-himself Colombo started to sniff out clues that led to the unraveling of the perpetrators’ alibis and their eventual arrests. They were so sure that they had gotten away with it, that they were almost boasting, but the day of reckoning caught them unaware.

Similarly, the Israelites in Jeremiah’s day thought that they had gotten away with it. They were committing spiritual crimes against God left and right, but judgment never seemed to come. Their false prophets were even proclaiming messages of peace, declaring that war would not reach the city, that “it shall be well with you”—but they were deceived. The Babylonians were on their way and death would shortly be upon their doorstep. The people, however, went about their business, committing brazen acts of idolatry without any fear of consequences. It is not that God “deceived this people,” but rather, that they deceived themselves. Their misplaced sense of security would be their doom. Rather than repent for their sins because the God of the covenant promised both blessings for obedience and curses for disobedience, they walked straight into judgment completely unaware.

There are many sins that we put off dealing with because we seem to be getting away with it. Maybe you’re being less than honest on your tax returns, but the IRS has never come knocking. Maybe you’re sleeping with your boyfriend or your girlfriend, but no one’s gotten pregnant. Maybe you’re secretly watching porn at night, but you’re still serving at church and everyone still respects you. Maybe your mind races constantly with thoughts of anger, jealousy, lust, or vengeance, but no one knows what’s happening in your head and it hasn’t affected your work or schooling. We can deceive ourselves into thinking that these sins don’t have any material impact on our lives or our service to God, that “all shall be well”—but we’re wrong. Sin always takes its toll. And sooner or later it will catch up to us, maybe not in the form of an attacking army, but in lost intimacy with God, marital problems, or ministry without power. We do, however, have a choice. We don’t have to wait until the Babylonians are on our doorstep before we realize that we need to get right with God. We can take seriously whatever sin we are aware of, even those that “don’t seem to be hurting anyone,” and take proactive steps toward holiness.

Prayer: Dear Lord, help me not to ignore any sin in my life. Forgive me for minimizing in my eyes what is detestable in Yours. Grant me the conviction to deal with sin that I seem to be getting away with, knowing that I always walk before the face of God. Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Hebrews 13

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Lunch Break Study  

Read Joshua 7:1-6: But the Israelites were unfaithful in regard to the devoted things; Achan son of Karmi, the son of Zimri, the son of Zerah, of the tribe of Judah, took some of them. So the Lord’s anger burned against Israel. 2 Now Joshua sent men from Jericho to Ai, which is near Beth Aven to the east of Bethel, and told them, “Go up and spy out the region.” So the men went up and spied out Ai. 3 When they returned to Joshua, they said, “Not all the army will have to go up against Ai. Send two or three thousand men to take it and do not weary the whole army, for only a few people live there.” 4 So about three thousand went up; but they were routed by the men of Ai, 5 who killed about thirty-six of them. They chased the Israelites from the city gate as far as the stone quarries and struck them down on the slopes. At this the hearts of the people melted in fear and became like water.

Questions to Consider 

1. How formidable was the city of Ai?
2. Why did the Israelites lose the battle?
3. What effect did Achan’s sin have on the rest of the people? What does this tell you about the nature and impact of sin? 

Notes 

1. Ai was puny, especially compared to Israel’s army.
2. The Israelites lost because Achan broke covenant with God. God had been fighting for Israel and now His favor was removed.
3. Even though Achan did not involve other Israelites in his sin, nevertheless the entire nation was affected. The effects of sin go beyond what the eye can see and can affect the entire community. 

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Evening Reflection

What’s something in your life that you know isn’t right and need to begin taking it more seriously? What’s one step, no matter how small, that you can take to begin addressing it?

Devotional Thoughts for Today

 

Jeremiah 4:1-2

“If you return, O Israel, declares the Lord, to me you should return. If you remove your detestable things from my presence, and do not waver, 2 and if you swear, ‘As the Lord lives,’ in truth, in justice, and in righteousness, then nations shall bless themselves in him, and in him shall they glory.”

There was a period in my life, probably around 12 or 13 years of age, when I used to go to a strategy gaming club every Sunday. To say that I loved turn-based strategy games would be an understatement. It was my Sunday ritual—my “church” before I started going to church. As an adult, I still love these games but have also come to see that they can be a time drain and can get in the way of getting other important things done. This became all the more so when some of my favorite games appeared in online form; now there was no need to look for someone to play with—the worldwide online community was available 24/7. This tension came to a climax in my early twenties, when I felt like my love for strategy games was competing with my commitment to God. I felt the need for change but stopped short of actually doing anything about it. I would acknowledge that my hobby was getting out of hand, that I was probably even addicted, and even pray about it, confessing my poor stewardship of time to God—yet nothing changed. The reason for this was simple: I felt bad, but not bad enough to actually remove the source of the addiction.

In today’s passage, God gives us a lesson on what real repentance is: “If you return” means you also have to “remove your detestable things from my presence.” Israel’s failure time and again to “remove the high places,” that is, the places of idol worship on the hilltops and mountaintops, would lead to them being ensnared in worship of false gods again and again. Their revival might have seemed genuine at the time, but it was only a matter of time before the cancer on the high places spread back down to village life. This is why Hezekiah is remembered as such an important reformer—not only did he remove the idols from the Temple complex, but he even removed those pesky high places.

If there are “high places” in your life, chances are you know what they are. True change comes from not only admitting them but taking decisive action to remove the source of temptation from your life. For this, accountability is key. Invite a trusted brother or sister or two to journey to your high places with you and start smashing some sacred stones.

Prayer: Dear Lord, help me to get rid of whatever is tripping me up in my relationship with You. Convict my heart that nothing is worth getting in the way of our relationship. Help me to make tough decisions and bring people into my life who can help me remove the high places. Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Hebrews 12

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Lunch Break Study  

Read Mark 10:17-22: And as he was setting out on his journey, a man ran up and knelt before him and asked him, “Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?” 18 And Jesus said to him, “Why do you call me good? No one is good except God alone. 19 You know the commandments: ‘Do not murder, Do not commit adultery, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Do not defraud, Honor your father and mother.’” 20 And he said to him, “Teacher, all these I have kept from my youth.” 21 And Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, “You lack one thing: go, sell all that you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.” 22 Disheartened by the saying, he went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions.

Questions to Consider 

1. If the rich young man was so good at keeping commandments, why didn’t he think that he was worthy of eternal life?
2. Does Jesus’ command to the young man mean that we also need to give away everything we have? How does this apply to us?
3. What was Jesus’ attitude towards the young man when He commanded him to sell everything? How should this encourage us? 

Notes 

1. There was another god in his life: money. And he could feel it weighing on his soul.
2. Whatever it is that we are not willing to give away is what Jesus would have us give away.
3. He loved him. Whatever it is that God is asking you to surrender, you can do so in faith because you know that His motivation towards you is love. 

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Evening Reflection

Take a moment to reflect upon your day. What were the moments of tension or conflict that you experienced in your heart? Do you notice a pattern that might reveal something that has mastery over your heart?

Devotional Thoughts for Today 

Jeremiah 3:15-17 

“‘And I will give you shepherds after my own heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding. 16 And when you have multiplied and been fruitful in the land, in those days, declares the Lord, they shall no more say, ‘The ark of the covenant of the Lord.’ It shall not come to mind or be remembered or missed; it shall not be made again. 17 At that time Jerusalem shall be called the throne of the Lord, and all nations shall gather to it, to the presence of the Lord in Jerusalem, and they shall no more stubbornly follow their own evil heart.”

As a pastor, and especially as a church planter, it’s easy at times to gauge how well your church is doing by the number of people who show up. If the BIS statistic is good- BUTTS IN SEATS- then I feel good. If it’s low, it’s easy to feel discouraged. While numbers can certainly mean something, especially if new believers are being added to the kingdom, it isn’t everything, and it’s also potentially misleading. What then should we be looking for? What does it mean for a church to be doing well?

In Jeremiah’s day, there was a problem- the shepherds of Israel- her religious leaders, weren’t taking proper care of the sheep. They managed the religious affairs of the people- offering sacrifices, running the festivals, etc.- but they weren’t truly shepherding the people. What then does it mean to be a good shepherd, as our Lord Jesus was? What does it mean to be “shepherds after [God’s] own heart”? This is where things get interesting. Jeremiah shifts from discussing shepherds to the topic of the ark of the covenant. Why? And why does he seem to downplay its importance, saying that “It shall not come to mind or be remembered or missed”? The answer is found the following verse, where Jeremiah describes a future in which “the presence of the LORD” seems to have taken on greater significance. At that time the ark will no longer be remembered because what it represented- the presence of God- will be a reality. We will see God face to face, no longer dependent upon an artifact as the basis of our relationship with God.

Coming full circle, what does it mean then to truly shepherd God’s people? It means to deliver them from empty religious practice based more upon superstition than a real relationship with God. If you’re a leader of any sort in the church, what are you hoping for in those whom you lead? Don’t settle for them just showing up or padding the BIS stats- make it your goal that each person grows in a relationship with God and not in empty religious practice. And if you’re a child of God- leader or not- don’t settle for anything less than a growing sense of God’s presence in your life.

Prayer: Dear Lord, may I not settle for the ark of the covenant when I should be seeking for the God of the covenant. Forgive me for wherever I have replaced relationship with religion. Draw me deeper and deeper into Your presence, day by day. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Hebrews 11

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Lunch Break Study 

Read 1 Samuel 4:5-11:As soon as the ark of the covenant of the Lord came into the camp, all Israel gave a mighty shout, so that the earth resounded. 6 And when the Philistines heard the noise of the shouting, they said, “What does this great shouting in the camp of the Hebrews mean?” And when they learned that the ark of the Lord had come to the camp, 7 the Philistines were afraid, for they said, “A god has come into the camp.” And they said, “Woe to us! For nothing like this has happened before.8 Woe to us! Who can deliver us from the power of these mighty gods? These are the gods who struck the Egyptians with every sort of plague in the wilderness.9 Take courage, and be men, O Philistines, lest you become slaves to the Hebrews as they have been to you; be men and fight.”10 So the Philistines fought, and Israel was defeated, and they fled, every man to his home. And there was a very great slaughter, for thirty thousand foot soldiers of Israel fell. 11 And the ark of God was captured, and the two sons of Eli, Hophni and Phinehas, died.

Questions to Consider 

1. In v.5, why did the Israelites give “a mighty shout”? What were they excited about?
2. In the end, what happened? How did the battle go?
3. What was the mistake of the Israelites? Do you see yourself relying upon any “arks” in your life? 

Notes

1. They thought that the presence of the ark ensured victory in battle.
2. They lost- BIG TIME.
3. The Israelites relied on superstition rather than God. Israel’s religious life was in shambles, but they thought that didn’t matter because of a religious relic. Do you think your relationship with God is ok as long as you ______? 

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Evening Reflection

Reflect upon the state of your heart. Forget your title at church if you have one or whatever else anyone might have said about you. What is the state of your relationship with God when stripped of everything?

Devotional Thoughts for Today 

Jeremiah 3:11-14 

And the Lord said to me, “Faithless Israel has shown herself more righteous than treacherous Judah. 12 Go, and proclaim these words toward the north, and say, “‘Return, faithless Israel, declares the Lord. I will not look on you in anger, for I am merciful, declares the Lord; I will not be angry forever.13 Only acknowledge your guilt, that you rebelled against the Lord your God and scattered your favors among foreigners under every green tree, and that you have not obeyed my voice, declares the Lord. 14 Return, O faithless children, declares the Lord; for I am your master; I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion.

“The God of the Old Testament is arguably the most unpleasant character in all fiction: jealous and proud of it; a petty, unjust, unforgiving control-freak; a vindictive, bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser; a misogynistic, homophobic, racist, infanticidal, genocidal, filicidal, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously malevolent bully.” – Richard Dawkins, The God Delusion

No, seriously Richard, tell me what you really think about God!

God gets a really bad rap for His works in the Old Testament, and undeservedly so. Today let’s just focus on one of the characteristics in Dawkins’ laundry list of complaints: “unforgiving.” Is that really the case? In today’s passage, God was confronted with serious infidelity. His people, whom He created, and who willingly entered into covenant obedience to Him at Mount Sinai, have completely turned their backs on their commitment and forsaken Yahweh for any and every floozy god that struts his or her stuff. They “scattered [their] favors among foreigners under every green tree.” Those “foreigners” are foreign gods, and Israel has played the whore.

Marital infidelity is a serious offense that wreaks serious devastation—many marriages don’t recover. Now imagine if your spouse cheated on you with not just one person, but entered into illegitimate relationships with anyone and everyone—even veritable strangers! How would you feel about that? Even the most patient and forgiving among us may declare the marriage beyond repair. Yet here is the God of the Old Testament, calling out to His wayward wife to “return.” His only requirement is that she “acknowledge [her] guilt.” Does this sound like a “petty… unforgiving… vindictive” God to you? His forgiveness should blow us away. This is the same forgiving nature that we see thousands of years later upon the cross.

If there is anything holding you back from coming to God, don’t wait, but only “acknowledge your guilt,” and God is waiting to receive you. Even today He calls to you, “return”! There is nothing that cannot be forgiven, sins old and new, by the God of the Testaments, both Old and New.

Prayer: Dear Lord, I bring You my heart. I confess my shortcomings, my waywardness, my inner thoughts that align with the desires of my flesh—thoughts of vengeance, jealousy, pride and insecurity. I know that in Christ, I no longer stand condemned, but rather accepted on account of the cross. Thank You for a forgiveness that surpasses my wildest imagination—thank You for the cross. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Hebrews 10

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Lunch Break Study 

Read Hebrews 10:11-14:

And every priest stands daily at his service, offering repeatedly the same sacrifices, which can never take away sins. 12 But when Christ had offered for all time a single sacrifice for sins, he sat down at the right hand of God, 13 waiting from that time until his enemies should be made a footstool for his feet. 14 For by a single offering he has perfected for all time those who are being sanctified.

Questions to Consider 

1. If the sacrifices of the priests couldn’t take away sins, why were they offered?
2. What is the significance of Christ sitting down?
3. How is it possible to be “perfected” yet still be in the process of “being sanctified”? What impact should this have on our daily living? 

Notes 

1. They were offered in faith that one day there would be a sacrifice that could truly take away sin, and there was- Jesus’ sacrifice upon the cross.
2. The work of forgiveness is done! So stop trying to earn it!
3. This is the “already, not yet” nature of life in the church age. When God looks at us, He sees no sin on account of the cross. However, we still must deal with a sinful nature that must be put to death daily, hence our need for sanctification. 

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Evening Reflection

Have you brought everything to God? Is there anything you feel ashamed, fearful, or simply shy about acknowledging before Him? Take your relationship to a new level of intimacy and share the depths of your heart with God.

Editor’s Note: The AMI QT Devotional for May 14 – 20 are written by Pastor Ulysses Wang.

 

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Jeremiah 3:6-10 

⁶ The Lord said to me in the days of King Josiah: “Have you seen what she did, that faithless one, Israel, how she went up on every high hill and under every green tree, and there played the whore? ⁷ And I thought, ‘After she has done all this she will return to me,’ but she did not return, and her treacherous sister Judah saw it.⁸ She saw that for all the adulteries of that faithless one, Israel, I had sent her away with a decree of divorce. Yet her treacherous sister Judah did not fear, but she too went and played the whore. ⁹ Because she took her whoredom lightly, she polluted the land, committing adultery with stone and tree. ¹⁰ Yet for all this her treacherous sister Judah did not return to me with her whole heart, but in pretense, declares the Lord.” 

“We are sorry. Initially it was stated that the stories were all lies and the individuals were colluding against Bill… We do not believe the stories were all lies or that all the people were colluding against him… We believe at least some of Bill’s choices were inappropriate.” – Willow Creek Community Church Elders, May 9, 2018

Recently, the evangelical world was rocked with the news that several women came forth with allegations of misconduct against Bill Hybels, senior pastor of Willow Creek Community Church, a megachurch in the suburbs of Chicago. If you’ve been in the Christian world for a while you’ve probably heard of Hybels. He is a prolific author, charismatic leader, and through his church and the Willow Creek Association that he founded, he’s touched countless churches and lives. I’ve even flown out to Chicago to attend a conference at his church in the past. He was admired as a pillar in the evangelical community.

Hybels made the news, but truth is, you don’t have to be a megachurch celebrity pastor to fall. Chances are, you probably know someone- maybe even a leader in a local church- who fell into moral failure. What do we do when this happens? There are a few options: (1) Bury our heads in the sand and pretend it didn’t happen, (2) despair, or (3) believe that it could never happen to us. None of these options are good. Today’s passage from Jeremiah presents a fourth choice: Take heed and learn from it. When the northern kingdom of Israel was destroyed for her infidelity, Judah was supposed to take notice- but she didn’t. It says that she “saw it” yet “she too went and played the whore.” Israel’s demise should have been a powerful warning to Judah- powerful enough to correct her course- yet she just brushed the whole thing off and ended up worse than her sister.

It has been said that negative circumstances can be a more powerful teacher than positive ones. Whether from a celebrity pastor whose moral failure makes the news or from an acquaintance or friend who walks down the wrong path- we should learn from the experiences of those around us. Ask yourself, “What can I do to make sure that I don’t end up going down the same path? Is there anything in my life that needs to change?” None of us are beyond temptation.

Prayer: Dear Lord, help me to consider well the end of the paths those around me have taken. If there is anything or anyone that I need to pay more attention to, please get my attention. Grant me not a spirit of judgment upon those who have failed, but rather grant me a heart of fear and humility, that I may walk in holiness before you. Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Hebrews 9

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Lunch Break Study 

Read 1 Corinthians 10:6-13: ⁶ Now these things took place as examples for us, that we might not desire evil as they did. ⁷ Do not be idolaters as some of them were; as it is written, “The people sat down to eat and drink and rose up to play.” ⁸ We must not indulge in sexual immorality as some of them did, and twenty-three thousand fell in a single day.⁹ We must not put Christ to the test, as some of them did and were destroyed by serpents, ¹⁰ nor grumble, as some of them did and were destroyed by the Destroyer. ¹¹ Now these things happened to them as an example, but they were written down for our instruction, on whom the end of the ages has come.¹² Therefore let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall. ¹³ No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.

Questions to Consider 

1. What example do you most need to learn from today?
2. Is there any area of your life where you might think you “stand” yet could be in danger of “falling”?
3. Since God always provides a “way of escape,” what ways might He have provided for you? 

Notes 

1. Idolatry? Sexual immorality? Testing God? Grumbling?
2. Remember, “Pride comes before a fall” (Proverbs 16:18).
3. If you want to overcome temptation, God has made it possible for you to. Consider getting help from Christian brothers and sisters around you. Open up and share about your struggles. 

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Evening Reflection

What did you observe from those around you today? Take a moment to consider the paths of those around you and let it strengthen your resolve to walk in holiness.

Today’s AMI QT Devotional is provided Jasmin Izumikawa.  Jasmin, a member of the Church of Southland, is currently a high school teacher.

 

Devotional Thoughts for Today

Food Fight

Proverbs 22:24; 13:20 (ESV)

Make no friendship with a man given to anger, nor go with a wrathful man, lest you learn his ways and entangle yourself in a snare . . .Whoever walks with the wise becomes wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm.

James 3:2, 8-10

For we all stumble in many ways. And if anyone does not stumble in what he says, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle his whole body . . . no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. 9 With it we bless our Lord and Father, and with it we curse people who are made in the likeness of God. 10 From the same mouth come blessing and cursing. 

“Play” fights occur often in my classroom. Most of them are friendly banter but sometimes students will rally back and forth jabs and jokes to each other and occasionally, somebody will take it too far. The following day, a student will announce to me, “I can’t sit with . . . I can’t stand him.”

Even in our adult lives, our lives are riddled with mis-delivered words, hurtful statements, and thoughtless remarks. Sometimes, it comes from the people we look up to or people we work closely with or sometimes from the very people we love. It can be easy to lean back in our chair, cross our arms, and spew right back. And when the impact of those words goes too far, it can take weeks, months, and even years to mend the relationship. Yes, the apostle James is right when he noted that what we say can be “a restless evil, full of deadly poison.”

And these hurtful words have a way of hurting us back. We can learn a valuable lesson from the story of U.S.S. O’Bannon. This is the true story of how a U.S. warship targeted a surfaced Japanese submarine, and barely avoiding collision, coasted alongside the enemy submarine. Without the capability to fire their weapons because of the close range, the sailors looked for anything to throw at their enemy. What they had on hand were potatoes; so, believe it or not, they began hurling potatoes at the enemy’s submarine deck. The Japanese crew, believing the spuds were hand grenades, began pelting them back at O’Bannon, and they then retreated. Eventually, the submarine sunk, along with all 66 crewmen.

When we use words to hurt others, we’re scraping the bottom of barrels for anything we can hurl and before we know it, we are pelting attacks back and forth, ridiculously, like these men did. And we know, far too well from our own experiences, that words can and will inflict pain when spoken out of hate, revenge, insecurity, envy, pride, and manipulation. What we need to do is to speak words of life and kindness. So much of what we say can produce love, forgiveness, humility, and empathy.

Let us heed the wise and inspired words of the apostle Paul who penned: “Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear” (Eph. 4:30).

Prayer: Lord, You bring life and light in Your words. Would you forgive me for the hurt I have caused those I love, work with, look up to? Would you repair my heart and spirit from the hurtful words used towards me? Help me to use words in ways that make You glad. I want to forgive and embrace the life you have for me: one that involves freedom from damaging words and injuries from my past. Stop me from making the mistake of thinking and saying words out of my own insecurities, hate, envy, and pride. Fill me with words of prayer and blessings always. Breathe into me new breath to speak words of life. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Hebrews 8

Today’s AMI QT Devotional is provided by Claudia Robbie, a native New Yorker who transplanted to Atlanta.  Claudia is married to Trevor and they have two children, Isabelle and Owen. She is the admin and women’s ministry leader at JCA, Atlanta.

Devotional Thoughts for Today

“You are not enough”

2 Corinthians 12:9-11 

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

YOU ARE NOT ENOUGH… These words ring in my head all the time. This thought has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. It highlights that I am weak and drives my desire to prove my own strength and my own worth.

As I get older, the thought has become more subtle and harder to identify, but in the end, most of my struggles come back to the foundational thought that I am not enough.  When I don’t fulfill the expectations of those around me as a wife, a mom, a staff person, a daughter, or ultimately as a person, I am faced with this idea that I am not enough.

This world tells me that I can have it all, and at the same time leaves me with the feeling of failure when the “all” doesn’t match with the glossy magazine covers of perfect looking women and the amazing lives depicted in social media or marketing campaigns. I see quotes on empowerment encouraging us to remember that we are enough and we have the power within us to do great things in the world—leaving us in a place of want when we do not see the change we so wish to see in a broken world.

The truth is, I am weak and I can’t do anything apart from God. I cannot possibly juggle marriage, motherhood, and ministry on my own. I have tried for years to do it all and to get everything just right, but in the end failing at it, feeling exhausted and at the end of my rope, with no hope of being good at anything.

However, the end of my rope is the start of where God met me. When I dealt with infertility for 2½ years before conceiving my daughter, I constantly felt inept and inadequate as a woman. My emotions were so volatile that I was extremely difficult to live with. I was once again a failure and not enough, but God met me where I was. He used that season to teach me how to submit to His plans and to give my weakness to Him. He prepared me for the seasons to come so that I would bring glory to Him.

Do you hear that you are not enough? In whatever you are doing, that thought can push you to rely on yourself to dig deep and be strong. But I urge you to submit your weakness to God, because His power is made strong in your weakness.

Prayer:  Lord, thank You that I can come to You with all my brokenness and weakness because You are the strength of my life—You are enough for me.  Help me to incline my ears to Your voice, and not to the voice of the world.  In Jesus’ Name.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Hebrews 6-7