July 2, Monday

The AMI QT Devotionals for July 2-3 are written by Esther Chailim. Esther, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently serving as the Director of Ministries at Kairos Christian Church (San Diego) and pursuing a Masters in Christian Ministry and Leadership at Talbot School of Theology.

 

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Let’s make a change!”

Jeremiah 17:1-2

“Judah’s sin is engraved with an iron tool, inscribed with a flint point, on the tablets of their hearts and on the horns of their altars. Even their children remember their altars and Asherah poles beside the spreading trees and on the high hills.”

The recently released film “Won’t You Be My Neighbor?”  highlights the life and legacy of Fred Rodgers. His start into the television business came about after seeing a man getting pied in the face on TV as a form of comical relief.  To most people, these slapstick shows were entertaining and appeared to be harmless jesters.  But Mr. Rogers saw things differently. To him, using humor to avoid life’s most difficult realities was an extreme disservice to children.  Knowing how impressionable children were, Mr. Rogers, therefore, devoted the next three decades of his life teaching children how to deal with life’s weightiest issues through the lens of mass media.

In Jeremiah 17:1-4, we read about how Judah’s sin caused God’s anger to burn forever. Their sin was so deeply engrained in them that Jeremiah describes the permanency as being engraved “on the tablet of their hearts, and on the horns of their altars.”  In other words, their sin was a mark of history, negatively affecting and influencing the generations to come.  Jeremiah proceeds to warn the nation about how God will punish them because of their rebellion.  The similarity between those broadcasting slapstick shows, and the rebellious nation of Judah, is that they were both only interested in instant gratification.  They were in it for themselves and did not care about the consequences that would later harm them or others. Thank goodness for Mr. Rogers, who constantly fought to challenge those norms!

Every day, we are faced with the same dilemma of choosing to live our lives in line with God, or to turn from Him.  It is impossible for us to do it on our own, so that is why we need the help of the Holy Spirit.   As we reflect on our lives, here are some good questions to ask ourselves: Am I seeking out instant gratification or am I seeking the eternal rewards? Am I self-seeking, or am I seeking Christ? Am I being a positive influence to others, or a negative one?   I think what is most powerful about this film is that it brings to light a desperate need for more people like Mr. Rogers.  An ordinary, imperfect man, centered on Christ, called to minister to others (particularly children) through love and kindness. A man who challenged cultural norms and fought for the dignity of all children. Because of this, his ministry and legacy continues to live even beyond his years.  What once was a humble television show intended to change the way children deal with the difficulties of life has now become a film inspiring adults in the present day to continue that work and make a change in this world.   Now, before you think, I am no Mr. Rogers, remember that no matter who you are, you are a teacher to someone.

So whether that person is a child, a sibling, a co-worker, a friend, or even a stranger, know that God gives us amazing opportunities to make a positive influence in other people’s life.  Speak truth, show kindness, and share the love of Christ!

Prayer:  God, help me to live a life that influences others in a positive way.   I know that how I choose to live my life matters to You, so Holy Spirit, help me not to fall into temptation and continue walking in rebellion towards You.  Root me in Your truths and cover me in Your grace so that I am firmly grounded and able to minister to others with love and compassion.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 40


Lunch Break Study

Read Colossians 3:12-17: Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13 Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.14 And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

15 Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. 16 Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. 17 And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.”

Questions to Consider

  1. As God’s chosen people, what character traits does He call us to strive for?
  2. How can we have the peace of Christ rule our hearts?
  3. Think about someone in your life whom God is calling you to extend a little more compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and/or patience towards. Pray for that person and ask the Holy Spirit to give you an opportunity to minister to them.

Note

  1. God calls His people to have compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. He also calls us to forgive and to put on love.
  2. We can have the peace of Christ by allowing the Word of God to dwell among us. As we read and meditate on the Word of God, as we sing praises with a grateful heart, the peace of God will be upon us.
  3. Personal response. 

Evening Reflection

Read over Ephesians 4:29-32. Spend some time meditating on these verses and consider areas in your life where you may be tempted to fall into sin.  Does your speech corrupt others, or does it build them up? Are you quick to become angry or bitter, or are you able to forgive and show kindness?  If there are sins that you need to surrender to God, take this time to do so now. Acts 3:19 tells us to, “Repent, then, and turn to God so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord.”

July 1, Sunday

The AMI Devotional Blogs from June 25-July 1 are written by Phillip Chen, college pastor at Church of Southland. Philip, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently studying at Talbot School of Theology.  He is married to Esther.

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Scars of Remembrance”

Jeremiah 16:14-15 (ESV)

“Therefore, behold, the days are coming,” declares the Lord, “when it shall no longer be said, ‘As the Lord lives who brought up the people of Israel out of the land of Egypt,’ 15 but ‘As the Lord lives who brought up the people of Israel out of the north country and out of all the countries where he had driven them.’ For I will bring them back to their own land that I gave to their fathers.”

I am dreading the day that I will have to discipline my daughter. When my parents used to say, “This hurts me more than it hurts you” before spanking me, I would mouth back, “Yeah, right.” I didn’t understand how it could hurt them more than me when they were the ones who were punishing me; but I suppose I can say that I understand them now. In the end, the discipline of a loving parent always hurts the parent more than the child. The parents know that the discipline is good for the children, but it’s not an enjoyable experience.

We’ve been following along this dialogue between the LORD and Jeremiah this week regarding the judgment that is to come upon Judah. The LORD has made up His mind and tells Jeremiah that nothing can cause His wrath to relent. Judah has turned so far away from God that they don’t even know they are sinning against Him anymore. Yet as this conversation draws to a close, it seems as if the LORD can’t help but blurt out a promise of restoration—even before Judah encounters the wrath of God. Not only will they be restored, but their restoration will be more glorious than their initial deliverance—this is a powerful word that the Lord is giving Jeremiah. The LORD is saying that people will no longer talk about the exodus, where God delivered Israel out of the hands of Egypt; instead, people will talk about how God gathered His people back from exile into the land that was promised to their forefathers.

The nation of Israel has looked upon their deliverance from Egypt as a watershed moment, the forming of their nation as they know it. It is a moment that they can look back upon and declare that their God is not only powerful, but that their God is with them. However, God is promising that their restoration to the land of Israel will be even more glorious than when they first entered into the Promised Land. How is that possible? And why does God choose to give this promise in the thick of His pronouncement of judgment over Judah?

If we see God as a God who disciplines with the end goal of restoration rather than out of anger or frustration, then we can see why God would give them this promise—even in the midst of this pronouncement. He knows that a very hard time will be coming for this nation, and He wants to reassure them that restoration will be coming.

As we’ve gone through the book of Jeremiah, it is a particularly sad book to read through. Not only is it sad to see the judgment that is coming for the nation of Judah, but it’s also sad to see it from God’s vantage point. Yet the exile is not the end. Discipline may last for a while, but God promises that His people will be restored—and the glory of that restoration will surpass the former glory of their deliverance. Perhaps you are going through a particularly difficult time: maybe you are going through a season of discipline, wilderness, or silence of God. Whatever God may be doing, you can be sure that He has restoration in mind. Hang in there as you look to the light at the end of the tunnel!

Prayer: Father God, thank You that You always have restoration in mind—even in the midst of discipline. Help me to persevere in seasons of Your discipline, that I may not become hardened or jaded, but rather look on hopefully to the point of restoration that You are leading me towards. In Jesus’ Name I pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 39

June 30, Saturday

The AMI Devotional Blogs from June 25-July 1 are written by Phillip Chen, college pastor at Church of Southland. Philip, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently studying at Talbot School of Theology.  He is married to Esther.

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Adjusting to Dark Places”

Jeremiah 16:10-12 (ESV)

“And when you tell this people all these words, and they say to you, ‘Why has the Lord pronounced all this great evil against us? What is our iniquity? What is the sin that we have committed against the Lord our God?’ 11 then you shall say to them: ‘Because your fathers have forsaken me, declares the Lord, and have gone after other gods and have served and worshiped them, and have forsaken me and have not kept my law, 12 and because you have done worse than your fathers, for behold, every one of you follows his stubborn, evil will, refusing to listen to me.

When the lights are suddenly shut off in a room that we are in, we become a little bit disoriented because we are unable to see anything. However, our eyes slowly start to adjust, and we are able to start seeing things in the dark even though the degree of darkness hasn’t necessarily changed. Our eyes are able to adjust to the darkness so that we can still function, however limited. This shows that we have an uncanny ability to adjust to our physical surroundings.

There is a painting in our bathroom that is slightly crooked. It’s not a hard fix, but I just never got around to adjusting it. It used to bother me a lot, and I would tell myself that the next time I get the chance to fix it, I would do it then. A week went by, a month, and now years later, it still is not fixed. I simply got used to the imperfection because my mind had somehow adjusted to it as normal. Chances are, even after writing this, I’m still going to leave the painting as it is because it just doesn’t bother me that much anymore.

In spiritual matters, we also have an uncanny ability to adjust, particularly in areas of sin and darkness. Isn’t that how we get stuck in habitual sins? The first time we speak a lie, we feel horrible about it and we vow to never lie again. But we do, and the second time we don’t feel as bad. The third, fourth, fifth time, it seems to flow right out of us. Pretty soon, it doesn’t bother us when we tell a white lie.  It’s just part of our way of life. Gossip may seem like something we shouldn’t do, and we are convicted that we shouldn’t gossip – but over time, we actually come to enjoy gossiping. Pornography or sexual sin might be something we feel bad about longer than normal, but over time, we can adjust to it and it becomes normal. We end up justifying our sin. It’s the same pattern for so many areas of sin in our lives. Our lives are often so littered with sin, and if we are not careful, we end up becoming used to it. It becomes normal in our lives. It just doesn’t bother us that much anymore.

In today’s passage, we see the people of Israel responding to God’s indictment on them. They have the gall to ask Him, “What is the sin that we have committed against the LORD our God?” This goes to show that they are so steeped in their sin, so comfortable and adjusted to the ways they have turned from Him that they don’t even realize the sin they’ve committed against God. Their corporate sin has become such a norm in their lives that they don’t see any problem with it anymore. Idol worship doesn’t even bother them anymore as it is deeply embedded in their culture. Even though individuals may have a problem with it, it is such a norm in their culture and society that it doesn’t bother them that much anymore. What can they do after all? Can you imagine how spiritually destitute a nation must be to not even recognize what sins they’ve been committing against the Lord? Israel must have been so morally and spiritually bankrupt.

There are many areas in the communities we are part of that have been repeatedly sinning against God. I don’t know about you, but sometimes I feel so hopeless and so dejected that I come to a place where I throw my hands up, sighing, saying, “This is just how it is.” May it not be so. May we continue to ask God for conviction in our hearts and may we continue to be lights in our cities. God will use those who make themselves available, and rather than becoming comfortable with sin, let’s strive to contend with God for His revival, repentance, and restoration!

Prayer: Father God, I want to be a catalyst for revival. Even though I live in a time and in a place where sin runs rampant, I know that Your grace has not run out on me nor the communities that I am part of. Help me to see how I can be a mouthpiece, just like Jeremiah, to speak Your truth. Help me to see how I can be a part in awakening your people and seeking their restoration. Help me to persevere even in the difficult times. In my personal life, may I never grow comfortable with sin, but I ask that your Holy Spirit would bring heavy convictions in my life so that I may live a life that is right before You. In Jesus’ Name I pray, Amen.

Bible Read for Today: Ezekiel 37-38

June 29, Friday

The AMI Devotional Blogs from June 25-July 1 are written by Phillip Chen, college pastor at Church of Southland. Philip, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently studying at Talbot School of Theology.  He is married to Esther.

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Seeing Things in the Right Way”

Jeremiah 16:5-6 (ESV): For thus says the Lord: Do not enter the house of mourning, or go to lament or grieve for them, for I have taken away my peace from this people, my steadfast love and mercy, declares the Lord. 6 Both great and small shall die in this land. They shall not be buried, and no one shall lament for them or cut himself or make himself bald for them. 

Ocean’s 11 is a classic movie where the lead character, Danny Ocean (George Clooney), plans out an incredible and elaborate plan to rob three different casinos in Las Vegas that share the same vault. It’s not an easy task, and he assembles a team to do so. What’s interesting is that the movie makes these characters such likeable characters that we end up rooting for them. Even though they are committing what we all believe to be a huge crime, we still want them to win in the end—that is, sympathizing for the people who are actually in the wrong. I think it’s a scary thing that filmmakers are able to manipulate our emotions to celebrate what they want us to celebrate: in this case, they want us to celebrate this heist, because the casino owner “deserves it.” Although our feelings are definitely important, they may distort our perceptions of things.

When I read passages like today’s text, I can’t help but feel sorry for Judah. Why can’t Jeremiah grieve for them? Why can’t he mourn for them? Why does God’s discipline have to seem so harsh? Do you sometimes feel like rooting against God because you feel like He is wrong? Why did He have to allow this evil to happen, or why did He have to say it like that? Our sinful nature flips our perception of God’s goodness, and we end up despising God.

I recently heard a pastor share about how airplanes typically have two altimeters (instrument to measure altitude), because what you feel isn’t always what is actually happening. I’ve never flown a plane before, but apparently, sometimes it can be so disorienting that you may feel like you’re climbing in altitude when you’re actually diving towards the ground. So the altimeters are there to tell you what is actually happening, though your feelings might tell you otherwise.

My point is this: our spiritual gauges can sometimes be wrong. Sometimes, we might call evil good, and good, evil; or we look at God, His Word, His commands, and we don’t feel like He is really for us, or that He really cares about us. We end up cheering for wickedness rather than righteousness. It’s those times where we must come before God and recalibrate—choosing to believe that He is who He says He is, a God who loves us. In this case (and in this passage), a strong-handed discipline for Judah must come, but not without a promise of restoration, which we will touch upon at the end of this week.

Prayer: Father God, I don’t always understand what You are doing. Sometimes my spiritual gauges are way off, and I just don’t understand why things happen the way they do. Even when I don’t understand, lead me in Your ways and Your truth. In Jesus’ Name I pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 36


Lunch Break Study

Read Hebrews 12:7-11 (ESV): Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his children. For what children are not disciplined by their father? 8 If you are not disciplined—and everyone undergoes discipline—then you are not legitimate, not true sons and daughters at all. 9 Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of spirits and live! 10 They disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, in order that we may share in his holiness. 11 No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

Question to Consider

  1. What does this passage list as the importance of discipline?
  2. What is the fruit of discipline?
  3. What are ways you are currently experiencing the discipline of God?

Notes

  1. Discipline is for all who are considered children. When discipline occurs, it reminds the one being disciplined that they are legitimate children (of God). Sometimes, we don’t care for the discipline, nor do we understand the reason, but we submit to the Father who disciplines for our good.
  2. Discipline produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it. Those who have been disciplined and have experienced the fruit of discipline are not as allergic to the thought of further discipline, for they know that there is more fruit to come out of the discipline.
  3. Personal response.

Evening Reflection 

Think back to a time where you experienced the discipline of God.  What was the fruit that came out of it? Oftentimes, we are quick to forget the good that comes out of the discipline, but as we reflect on the fruit that was produced, it causes us to welcome the discipline of God rather than to despise it.

June 28, Thursday

The AMI Devotional Blogs from June 25-July 1 are written by Phillip Chen, college pastor at Church of Southland. Philip, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently studying at Talbot School of Theology.  He is married to Esther.

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Scars of Remembrance”

Jeremiah 15:19 (ESV)

Therefore thus says the Lord: “If you return, I will restore you, and you shall stand before me. If you utter what is precious, and not what is worthless, you shall be as my mouth. They shall turn to you, but you shall not turn to them.”

“Do as I say, not as I do.” How many times do we see this happen in our own lives? I would propose to you that we do this more than we think: we are quick to point out what others need to do; we are experts when it comes to what others need to repent of, or what others need to be more disciplined in. But when we turn the magnifying lens back on our own lives, we don’t see our own weaknesses. Parents are even more likely to fall into this category, as well as leaders.  The higher up the leader becomes, the less people there are to point out their faults or their weaknesses. Yet Scriptures remind us to be careful to take care of our own hearts in regards to repentance and restoration.

The irony of this passage is that Jeremiah has been telling Judah to turn back to the Lord. He is telling them to repent so that God would restore them, and that God is merciful and will forgive them (although God tells him repeatedly to stop interceding for them). Yet we see the Lord reply to Jeremiah, urging him to repent and turn back to Him so that He can restore him. What did Jeremiah need to repent from? It seems as if he was starting to harbor bitterness towards God, that God would turn the entire nation against him even though he was only trying to be faithful to God. He was starting to think that God was out to harm him. Whatever Jeremiah was going through and thinking, God was asking him to return and repent so that God could restore him and continue to use him as a prophet.

We may not be in as dire of a situation as Jeremiah, but the Lord reminds us to turn to Him and seek His restoration, because we are all in need of it! Whether you are a teacher, a parent, a spiritual leader, a mentor, or anyone who speaks into other’s lives, we are all responsible for keeping our hearts tender so that we may continually repent and seek restoration. Leaders, let’s not get caught up with simply telling others what to do and forget to turn to the Lord yourself! We’ve seen too many leaders fall because they were not careful in taking care of their own hearts. God wants to use His people, and He wants to use you as a leader—provided that you turn to Him in repentance on a regular basis.

Prayer: Father God, help my heart to stay tender and pure before You. I desire to be used by You. As I examine my own heart, I pray that You would highlight things in my life that I need to repent of – that I would be restored and to continually be used by You in a powerful way. In Jesus’ Name I pray.  Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 35


Lunch Break Study

Read 1 Corinthians 9:24-27 (ESV): Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one receives the prize? So run that you may obtain it. 25 Every athlete exercises self-control in all things. They do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable. 26 So I do not run aimlessly; I do not box as one beating the air. 27 But I discipline my body and keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified.

Question to Consider

  1. How should we live this life, according to this passage?
  2. What is Paul afraid of in verse 27?
  3. Especially as it is the middle of summer, what are some spiritual disciplines that you have become lax about? What are things you need to be mindful of as you run this race?

Notes

  1. Corinth was home of the Isthmian games, which was a festival of athletic and musical competitions. The Corinthians would have seen firsthand the intensity of the training and the tenacity needed by these athletes. So Paul is comparing how the believer’s life should be like those of these athletes. If these athletes train so hard for a perishable medal, how much harder should we train for imperishable rewards?
  2. One commentary says that the preaching refers to the “office of the herald”—meaning, that he would be the one telling the guidelines of the games, displaying the rewards, and encouraging the participants. As the herald, he must remember that he is part of this as well and should be careful lest after it all, he is disqualified from the reward that he is talking about.
  3. Personal response.

Evening Reflection

Tonight, spend some time in reflection on ways that you need to “return to Him,” and believe in your heart that He restores those who turn to Him. May His loving kindness draw you into a place of intimacy and may you experience His grace and mercy in the process.

June 27, Wednesday

The AMI Devotional Blogs from June 25-July 1 are written by Phillip Chen, college pastor at Church of Southland. Philip, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently studying at Talbot School of Theology.  He is married to Esther.

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Being a Prophetic Voice” 

Jeremiah 15:10 (ESV)

Woe is me, my mother, that you bore me, a man of strife and contention to the whole land! I have not lent, nor have I borrowed, yet all of them curse me.

I strongly dislike confrontation; not only that, I’m just not good at it. Sometimes when I need to rebuke someone or point out an area that they need to improve on, I stress out while planning out what I’m going to say. Of course it may sound good in my head—until, the actual confrontation happens. Then, for some reason, all of the things I’ve prepared escape my mind, and I talk about everything but what I need to say, until I’ve thoroughly confused the person. I definitely have to grow in this area. Yet some people are naturally good at it: for example, my wife can rebuke people with a smile on her face, and they actually leave feeling convicted and loved.

Whether you’re good at it or not, there are times where we need to confront people— particularly convictions that God has placed on our hearts. After all, we are His mouthpieces. Whether it’s sharing the gospel with someone we’re nervous about sharing with, or having a difficult conversation about sin in people’s lives, we know that we must be faithful to the word that the Lord has put on our lips. But it’s definitely not easy.

I used to think about how amazing it must be to be a prophet, since they get to be the direct mouthpiece of God; not only that, they had the ability to do miraculous things (because the power of God was so present in their lives). And then I realized that most of the prophets actually had a very difficult time. They had to say hard things to people that no one wanted to say and were probably hated by many. They were definitely not the popular ones—many of them lived very tragic lives. Jeremiah (known as the “weeping prophet”) probably cried so many tears over the nation of Judah because he knew what was coming for this nation but also because the whole land hated him. In fact, in the middle of this conversation with God, he cries out in agony because the whole nation is angry at him for prophesying destruction upon their nation. How difficult it must have been to be a prophet in a time of rampant sin, prophesying that God’s judgment was coming!

Yet God gave Jeremiah the grace to speak the difficult words that needed to be said—despite a whole nation against him. God has also given each of us specific words that need to be said. In the midst of difficult conversations, and the truth we must speak from our convictions, He gives us the grace to do so. May we live prophetic lives, speaking forth the word of God through our lips with grace and truth.

Prayer: Father God, I pray that You would help me to speak Your truth with wisdom and grace. In times when I need to have difficult conversations with someone, strengthen me and give me the courage to speak forth Your truth. Give me a love for people and a tenderness in my words to lead people closer to You rather than further away from You. In Jesus’ Name I pray. Amen. 

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 34


Lunch Break Study

Read Colossians 4:2-6 (ESV): Continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving. 3 At the same time, pray also for us, that God may open to us a door for the word, to declare the mystery of Christ, on account of which I am in prison— 4 that I may make it clear, which is how I ought to speak. 5 Walk in wisdom toward outsiders, making the best use of the time. 6 Let your speech always be gracious, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how you ought to answer each person.

Question to Consider

  1. What is Paul’s prayer request?
  2. What are some ways salt would be used, and why do you think Paul uses this analogy of being “seasoned with salt”?
  3. When you have a conviction from the Lord to confront someone, how do you approach it?

Notes

  1. That he would have opportunities to share about Jesus. Even though he is in prison on account of the gospel, his prayer is that God would use and strengthen him to be faithful in speaking forth the good news of Jesus. He also asks the believers in Colossae to pray that he would be clear in his speech so that people would understand the mystery of Christ.
  2. Salt was used to bring greater taste to bland foods, it was used to preserve foods that would spoil easily, and in some instances, it was used as a means of healing. With that, our speech ought to bring greater taste (edifying), it ought to preserve this decaying world, and it definitely must be a means of healing. Our words are so powerful and ought to be used to build up rather than to destroy.
  3. Personal response.

Evening Reflection

James 3 talks about the power of the tongue – it has the power to do great things (to build up or destroy people). Think about the words that came out of your mouth today. How did you use these words? Did you speak forth the love of God? Or did you use it to hurt others? Spend some time reflecting before the Lord and ask Him to fine tune your tongue to be used as an instrument for His glory.

June 26, Tuesday

The AMI Devotional Blogs from June 25-July 1 are written by Phillip Chen, college pastor at Church of Southland. Philip, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently studying at Talbot School of Theology.  He is married to Esther.

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“Is God Always Patient?”

Jeremiah 15:6 (ESV) 

“You have rejected me, declares the Lord; you keep going backward, so I have stretched out my hand against you and destroyed you— I am weary of relenting.”

The birth of my daughter was an incredibly joyous season, and yet it was also an incredibly tiring season. A new semester of seminary had just begun, and through the midst of classes I had to learn how to be a dad. I have to admit that it was not easy for me to wake up late at night to hear my daughter crying and try to put her back to sleep. She has a pretty loud cry too, so listening to non-stop screaming even as I was holding her was torturous for me. When I reflected upon it later on, I realized how much it weighed on me because it was something that I couldn’t fix right away. She was a real human being and not some robot or machine in which I could find an error and correct it. My patience over the course of weeks and months wore thin. Her cries wore me out. I thought I was a patient man, willing to forgive her for keeping me up at night, but I realized I am definitely not as patient as I thought.

I wonder if this is how God felt towards Judah. Granted, my daughter’s cries are very trivial compared to the offenses that Judah has committed towards God. But is it possible that God’s patience was worn out by His people? When we read passages like this–where God has grown weary of relenting–it seems a bit bizarre to us. Isn’t God supposed to have unlimited patience? Isn’t He supposed to always forgive and always relent from His anger and wrath? I’d like to propose that God is not obligated to any of our expectations. Yes, He is patient beyond our understanding; yes, He is merciful and relents from wrath way beyond our comprehension. However, God can set His own limits where He says, “Enough is enough.” He is not obligated by any means to justify Himself to us.

An important thing to note is that when we look at this passage in its entirety, rather than feeling sorry for Judah, we should actually feel sorry for God. If you look at the history of Israel (or even the history of mankind), you can’t help but feel sorry for God. You’ll see how again and again God shows His mercy and extravagant kindness towards people, yet they take it and turn their backs towards Him. You’ll see how God has relented from judgment time after time, yet Judah doesn’t even recognize how much God has done so in the midst of their repeated offenses towards Him. Our God is indeed a patient God.

Judgment is finally coming to Judah, and it eventually does. May this serve as a reminder for us, that God’s patience with the wickedness in this world will one day run out. Judah is not the only nation to be judged, as we will all stand before God to give an account. May that bring a sense of urgency in how we conduct our lives as children of God.

Prayer: Father God, thank You for your patience towards us. We realize that we are not so different from Judah, and even now, we are prone to rebellion. Lead us so that we may live a life of holiness and godliness. Lead us so that we can move forward towards You, rather than away from You. In Jesus’ Name we pray, Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 33


Lunch Break Study

Read Revelation 9:18-21 (ESV): By these three plagues a third of mankind was killed, by the fire and smoke and sulfur coming out of their mouths. 19 For the power of the horses is in their mouths and in their tails, for their tails are like serpents with heads, and by means of them they wound. 20 The rest of mankind, who were not killed by these plagues, did not repent of the works of their hands nor give up worshiping demons and idols of gold and silver and bronze and stone and wood, which cannot see or hear or walk, 21 nor did they repent of their murders or their sorceries or their sexual immorality or their thefts.

Question to Consider

  1. What is the context – what is happening in this vision?
  2. How come the people did not repent of their works?

Notes

  1. Read Revelation 8:6–10. Judgment (on a worldwide scale) is happening that calls into account all of humanity.
  2. I would propose that people are so steeped in their sins – their worldview is so distorted, their hearts so hardened that they wouldn’t turn to God even when given the chance to do so. Our will is a powerful thing, and when our mind is set on a course of rebellion, our will can become so hardened that it can hardly respond to God.

Evening Reflection

In 2 Peter 3:9 – Peter reminds the readers that the Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise in His return – but rather that He is patient towards us. Let’s remember God’s incredible patience towards us today – not as a reason to rebel, but as a reason to partner with Him in His redemptive plan around this world.

June 25, Monday

The AMI Devotional Blogs from June 25-July 1 are written by Phillip Chen, college pastor at Church of Southland. Philip, a graduate of University of California, San Diego, is currently studying at Talbot School of Theology.  He is married to Esther.

Devotional Thoughts for This Morning

“God Removing His Hands of Protection” 

Jeremiah 15:1-2 (ESV)

Then the Lord said to me, “Though Moses and Samuel stood before me, yet my heart would not turn toward this people. Send them out of my sight, and let them go! 2 And when they ask you, ‘Where shall we go?’ you shall say to them, ‘Thus says the Lord: “‘Those who are for pestilence, to pestilence, and those who are for the sword, to the sword; those who are for famine, to famine, and those who are for captivity, to captivity.’

Hollywood movies are typically characterized by a happy ending, where all loose ends are tied up, the villains are destroyed, and the hero or heroine of the film is victorious—usually, life is good again after a season of conflict. We are used to the harmonious and joyful end. This passage in Jeremiah 15 can be hard to read if we treat it as a stand alone text, because it is a clear description of the coming destruction of Judah. There is no happy end here. However, if we read this with the understanding that this is not the ending, but rather a chapter in the ongoing saga of Israel’s covenant relationship with the Lord, then we can understand the nature of God.

What has been happening? Israel had long fallen and taken into captivity by the Assyrians, and Judah—though spared by the mercy of God—has continued in a long lasting unfaithful nature. Again and again God has delivered His people, but again and again they continue to be unfaithful. There was hope with King Josiah’s reforms, but the sinfulness and wickedness of the people continue to drive this nation into committing wicked and atrocious acts against God.

Though God has already told Jeremiah to stop praying for the people several times, he still continues to plead with God for mercy upon Judah. Yet the reality is that the nation of Judah has broken their covenant with the Lord countless times and has become even more wicked than the nations that occupied that land prior to them. God finally tells Jeremiah that even if Moses and Samuel, two premier leaders of Israel, were to stand before God and intercede for these people, He still would not listen. If you will recall, Moses and Samuel actually did intercede for Israel and God listened and relented of His anger. There is no happy end because Judah has chosen its destiny. They have chosen to walk away from God, and in a sense, God is telling Jeremiah, “Let them go.” God doesn’t necessarily have to destroy them Himself, but by lifting His hand of protection from them, when they blatantly choose to leave Him, is pretty much the same thing.

Did you know that as children of God, we have God’s hand of protection upon us? But if we continue to reject Him and walk away from Him, He will let us walk away from Him. Perhaps you are in a season where you have found yourself continually turning away from God; it’s not too late to turn back to Him and receive His forgiveness, grace, mercy, and protection! But if you choose to continue turning away, know that you will also be walking away from His hand of protection over your life.

Prayer: Father God, help me to draw near to You and stay within Your hands of protection. I repent of the ways I have turned away from You and been unfaithful in my relationship with You. Yet Your mercies are new every single day. Your love and grace is beyond my comprehension. Thank You for Your love. In Jesus’ Name I pray. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 32 


Lunch Break Study 

Read 1 John 1:5-10 (ESV): This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. 6 If we say we have fellowship with him while we walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. 7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin. 8 If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 10 If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. 

Question to Consider

  1. What does John say about walking in the light?
  2. What is the power of confession pointed out here?
  3. Are you currently walking in the light? If no, why not? 

Notes 

  1. John says that if we walk in the light, God is that light, and therefore we are walking with Him. When we walk with Him, we are cleansed by the blood of Jesus. We must walk intimately with Him so that we are under the protective covering of the light (and stay out of the harm of darkness).
  2. John says that God is faithful and just to forgive us of our sins. He is able to forgive us of our sins because of what Jesus Christ has done for us – that speaks of His justice. He is willing to forgive us of our sins – that speaks of His faithfulness. Not only that, He cleanses us from all unrighteousness. He is in the process of making us more like Him. Though we fall again and again, we simply have to turn back to Him, confess our sins, and continue walking in the light. There’s a difference between falling down in the light and turning away from the light into darkness.
  3. Personal response. 

Evening Reflection

What are ways that you need to turn back to the Lord? Identify those places in your life that you are intentionally rejecting God and invite Him to touch those places. Humble yourself and receive His forgiveness, mercy, and grace.

June 24, Sunday

Devotional Thoughts for Today

1 Peter 2:9-12

But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light. 10 Once you were not a people, but now you are God’s people; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy. 11 Beloved, I urge you as sojourners and exiles to abstain from the passions of the flesh, which wage war against your soul. 12 Keep your conduct among the Gentiles honorable, so that when they speak against you as evildoers, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day of visitation. 

During orientation week of my last job, I was given the opportunity to take a work-personality test. Through the results of this test, I was able to better understand how I tend to work, collaborate with others, lead, follow, etc. It was informative. I appreciated how the test recognized the complexity of our personalities, but it also made me think how differently we can think and behave in different departments of our lives. Depending on our position, seniority, comfort level, etc. it is not difficult to adjust to how we put ourselves forward and interact with others.

In our passage today, Peter speaks to believers who are living outside of Israel, in Pontus, Galatia, Asia, etc. (v.1). He tells them they are a “chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation…” (v.9). Prior to this verse, he talks about how they are living stones, “being built up as a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood” (v.5). What does this look like in their situation? Peter urges the believers to understand they are “sojourners and exiles” in their current environment and to “abstain from passions of the flesh,” or temptations they may see around them (v.11). Instead, he tells them to conduct themselves in a way that is honorable, so that their deeds speak for themselves and glorify the God they follow.

In different areas of our lives, we can play different roles. At church, perhaps you have been serving and even leading a ministry for a few years. But at your new workplace, you don’t know many people and are learning certain skills for the first time. Peter teaches us that wherever we are, whether it’s home or a foreign land, and whoever we are surrounded by—people similar to us or not—we are God’s priesthood. This means everything we do is an act of sacrifice and worship to God. Hence, let us work onto God and treat all people with dignity and honor.

Prayer: Heavenly Father, thank You for calling each and every one of us to be Your royal priesthood and holy nation. Help us to go into this new week, knowing that You have called us to worship You and honor others. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 31

June 23, Saturday

Devotional Thoughts for Today

1 Peter 1:13-21

Therefore, preparing your minds for action, and being sober-minded, set your hope fully on the grace that will be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ. 14 As obedient children, do not be conformed to the passions of your former ignorance, 15 but as he who called you is holy, you also be holy in all your conduct, 16 since it is written, “You shall be holy, for I am holy.” 17 And if you call on him as Father who judges impartially according to each one’s deeds, conduct yourselves with fear throughout the time of your exile, 18 knowing that you were ransomed from the futile ways inherited from your forefathers, not with perishable things such as silver or gold, 19 but with the precious blood of Christ, like that of a lamb without blemish or spot. 20 He was foreknown before the foundation of the world but was made manifest in the last times for the sake of you 21 y who through him are believers in God, who raised him from the dead and gave him glory, so that your faith and hope are in God.

Summer is finally here, and there are probably some of us who are hoping to shed some winter weight and become more healthy and fit. There are many ways to get there. One option is to go on a crash diet, where we restrict ourselves of food, and exercise without proper nutrition. But most of us may already know this option is neither sustainable nor even healthy. The other option is to start a lifestyle change and adopt better eating and exercise habits. This results in improved health and fitness. The resolve to become healthier, or grow in any aspect of our lives, is great. However, we see here that it’s important not only to want to grow, but also to know the right way to do it.

In our passage today, Peter makes it clear that believers should not be conformed to the passions of our former lives, but to our new life in Jesus Christ (v.14). He calls us to be holy as He who has called us is holy (v.16). How do we do so? Peter instructs us to prepare our minds for action, be sober-minded, and set our hope fully on the coming grace and glory of Jesus Christ. We are to acknowledge and fear God, knowing that He ransomed us with the greatest cost—the precious blood of Jesus Christ. It’s awesome that we want to grow in faith and holiness, and maybe some of us are taking next steps to do so. However, let’s remember that the power lies not in what we can do, but to who are our eyes and hearts set on.

In our pursuit of spiritual growth, it’s easy to get caught up in less important measures. Do I sound like I know what I’m doing more as a Family Group leader? Have I finally stopped sinning in this way? Does my Instagram make me seem holy? Instead, let’s ask ourselves this: Are my eyes fixed on the coming hope and glory of Jesus Christ? Do I know that no matter what happens that I have been ransomed with the blood of Christ? Is my greatest hope not in this world, but in the coming Kingdom of God?

Prayer: Heavenly Father, help us to see where You are growing us in faith and holiness in our current season of life. Thank You that as we fix our eyes on You and Your promises, You fill us with faith and transform us. Help us to walk through this day in confidence of that. Amen.

Bible Reading for Today: Ezekiel 30